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12:05am.

The whole ride home I was stuck in pure shock. I couldn't believe he really purposed. It all felt like a beautiful dream but it was definitely real. Everything inside of me was filled with joy and love. I was ready and prepared to spend my life with him forever. I wouldn't want it any other way.

We pulled into the driveway and both began to get out. He grabbed a now fast asleep Skylar and we entered the house.

"I'ma go lay her down right quick. Don't fall asleep on me." He chuckled.

"I promise you, I won't." I smiled, closing the door behind myself.

I removed my heels before walking upstairs and straight into our bedroom. I threw my clutch onto the dresser and slipped out of the black dress. Knowing Isaiah I didn't think it was necessary to put any clothes on. But before that I think it's time for me to prepare to tell him my secret. I sat on the bed with my back pressed up against the headboard and as on cue he walked in closing the door behind him.

"And she's out like a light. You gotta keep her up that way she won't be waking up early as hell." He laughed, while starting to remove his shoes and tux.

"I hope so but then again, keeping her awake while she's tired isn't easy to do." I sighed. "But there's something I need to tell you."

"What's up"

"I'm pregnant. I took a test with Ariana and Alexis, I don't know how many weeks I am though. Whatever you want to do, I'm ful—"

His face lit up like a kid in the candy store but at the same time he looked sad. "We're keeping it. End of discussion."

"I-" It took me a moment because I was honestly speechless. "Are you sure"

"I'm one hundred percent sure. And, since you are why don't we just cuddle tonight instead"

I smiled and nodded. "Of course."

We both got underneath the covers and held each other. My head laid on his chest and his arms were wrapped around me. I wish we could stay this forever.

"I love you."

"I love you even more." He softly kissed my forehead.

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1:45am.

Finally Domonique was fast asleep. I released my grip from around her and slid her head from my chest. I carefully got out of the bed and slipped on my sweats, plain white tee and shoes on. Unfortunately it was about that time. If I didn't go to them they'd come to me and that's the last thing I want. Before leaving the room I looked down at Domonique sleeping so peacefully. I didn't want anything to go down this way. I should've just stayed away. With one last glance I proceeded to walk out of our bedroom and down the hall to Skylar's room. The daughter that made me want to change who I am and be better. I'm forever grateful for her.

Walking out of her room, I walked downstairs into the kitchen and grabbed a pen and piece of paper. I started on writing a letter explaining everything.

Domonique, Skylar & Ariana. My main ladies. You've put up with all of my shit and I couldn't thank y'all more. I know y'all are wondering where I am but, just know I'm in a better place now. I will be watching over each and one of y'all like a hawk. So don't try doing anything that you know I'd disapprove of. I never wanted things to go down like this but y'all know I don't back down to nobody. Everything is going to be okay and I can promise you all that. Domonique, Mrs.Robinson take care if those babies and raise a queen and hopefully a king. Ariana, help her as much as you can since I'm not going to be there. Make sure Judah helps too. Every single one of y'all help my out. Besides that.. that's all I really have to say. I love y'all... — Isaiah R. ❤️

I placed the letter in the middle of the counter and gave the house one more look around. I grabbed my keys and walked out of the door. Let's get this over with.

2:20am.

Arriving to the location, I sat there for a minute. On the way here I popped a few pills and had something to drink of course. I couldn't believe this was really about to happen and I didn't want to be sober when it did. When I was sure I was ready, I got out of the car and walked into the trap house.

"Damn, y'all was sitting around waiting for meAin't that cute." I laughed, looking at everyone staring me down.

Nasir walked from the back with a serious look on his face. "I don't think there's nothing funny about that's going to happen. Have you made your decisionWill you stay away from my daughter"

"Nah, pops." I shrugged. "Matter fact, I proposed to her tonight and found out that we're having another baby. You sure you wanna go through with this yourselfTaking something away from your daughter"

The look on his face was priceless. He ain't even know what to do himself. Nothing was said but he did give a look to his boys and before I knew it, I was being attacked from left and right. I tried fighting back but it was too many of them. They grabbed both of my arms and walked me up to Nasir.

"I think the question you should be asking is if are sure about what's about to happen. I have my mind set already no matter what you may have done already. Both of her babies will be taken care of perfectly fine. She doesn't need you, they don't need you. You can walk away with only some injuries if you make the smart decision. Now let me ask you again.. what do you want to do"

There wasn't anything else I had to say. I had already said enough and done enough. I cleared my thought nicely before spitting a mouth full of blood right at him. "I love Domonique so, pussy."

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Something was telling me that I needed to wake up and that's what I did. There was something that wasn't sitting right in my heart. I sat up in the bed and noticed Isaiah was missing. I quickly got up and checked the bathroom.. he wasn't there. Just as I was about to exit the bedroom I noticed his phone was still laying on the nightstand.

"What the fuck..." I whispered to myself.

I grabbed my robe and wrapped it around myself, running down the steps. I walked into the living room and he still wasn't there. I walked into the kitchen and found a note on the counter. The more I read it the more my heart began to pound quicker. Right when I was starting to panic more the house phone rung. I ran to it and answered the unknown number.

"Hello"

"You need to come down to your fathers warehouse right now. Isaiah is in trouble and if you don't get down here fast enough, he won't still be breathing."

"Wha—"

Before I could say anything else the line went dead. I knew Alexis was here so Skylar would be alright. I didn't bother throwing on any clothes, I walked out of the door in my robe and slippers; getting into the car. I had to be speeding and running every red light, my mind was racing. Why would he be at my fathers warehouse at thatWhy would he be in danger of dyingIt doesn't make sense.

3:08am.

When I arrived I hopped out of the car and rushed into the warehouse. I couldn't believe my eyes. They were beating the mess out of him, he was on the ground in pain.

"GET OFF OF HIM" I spoke through my tears.

Before I could get any closer to him somebody pulled the trigger, not once, not twice but three times. My heart dropped. I ran to him and pushed every single one of them out of the way. Isaiah looked up at me with blood spilling out of his mouth. His face was all bruised up. I held him tightly.

"No baby, you gotta hold on. Stay with me." I cried, caressing the side of his face.

He didn't say anything, he just looked. I looked around as everyone was now fleeing the scene and I noticed my father was one of them. I looked down at Isaiah and then back to my father. This whole time he was telling the truth and I didn't want to believe him. All this could've been stopped if I would have. Without anymore thought, I took the gun from Isaiah's waistband and shot multiple times at my father. One of the bullets hit him and he was down.

I tossed the gun away from me and focused back on Isaiah. "I'm so so sorry. It's my fault, I'm sorry please don't go."

"It's okay..." He took one last deep breathe. "I love you always remember that."

"I love you too." I cried harder as I watched his eyes slowly close. I still didn't let him go, I held onto him.

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the next day.

𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐙𝐍

dearra, nickiminaj and

𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐙𝐍where ever he went, she went. that's what i loved about him. these pussy niggas took my brother away from me and a father away from my niece. it's fucked up but he died for the love of his shorty. 💞 i respect that about my brother. the people who participated in his death are going to be living in hell for the rest of they life and i can promise you that. long live Izzy. 💙

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐎

nickiminaj, badgalriri

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐎if i would've known these were your last days here with me.. i would've loved you a little better, argued less and cherished each day with you. 💔 i don't know why this had to happened and i don't know what im going to do without you. IM LOST! how am i supposed to explain to sky that her dad was taken away from her? what am i going to tell our unborn??? i hate this. i shouldn't be typing this right now.. i wish it was me instead of you. fuck everyone who ain't wanna see us together because at the end of the day it was always and and you. im missing you like crazy already. you died right in my arms and that's what makes this 10x harder for me. im praying and hoping that someway you come back to me. i love you forever and ever. 💍💔

and that's a wrapi'm crying myself, this last chapter was hard to write. i couldn't imagine my significant other dying. 😫 but, i hope you enjoyed. this book have a sequel because i thought of something else. (: but since it's entered for the wattys i'm leaving it at this.