"What are u doing here? why am I here?" ,I woke up tensed from my bed.."where is monu?what is this place?monuuu....monu",I shouted.

"Tara please dont shout,please,and monu is not here,this is our home..you are here because you are my wife",he said.

"WIFE?? are you kidding me?your wife was dead on the day she fell from the bridge.The one before you is tara..just a girl working in a normal MNC,she is no body's wife nor anyone's daughter,she is an independent orphan who only has her two friends",I shouted in anger,"and please dont call me your wife next time,it feels like some one poured acid on me hearing that word from your mouth".

"Tara,dont say like that,we are married",he said looking down.

"MARRIED!!yaa if you call breaking the mangalsutra ,rubbing of the sindhoor and burning the wedding saree just after 15 minutes we got married and all this was done by the same person who tied it in my neck...then yes I was married",I said furiously wiping my tears which were formed due reminsing all those drastic incidents.

"Tara I LOVE YOU, i realised it the next minute you left me",he said.

Wow he said I love you ,love and him were like two poles of earth,i would have died with happiness if I was the old tara but no now i dont believe in love..the belief in love drowned along with me in that water dam that day ,remembering that day gave me both happiness and sadness..happiness because I made my life as an independent women and got to know real faces of all the people ..sad because tara was dead that day(the old tara),now the one standing is only a stone with no emotions and feelings except for her two friends.

The glue that holds all relationships together is Trust and Integrity,Which are no longer present in our relationship..My Trust on him is broken the day I became vulnerable and taken advantage of .

I composed my self and turned towards him and said" you know what aadi..and I dont love you nor I believe in love, I realised it the minute I left you" i said.

He was shocked was a understatement...y wont he be,suddenly i remembered an incident from past..

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"aadi wake up..good mng..I LOVE YOU...aadi have your breakfast and ya I love you,aadi r u going to college?did you keep your assignment, bye and I LOVE YOU",but this time he looked up at me he came near me and said

"god !!101".

"101? what?" I asked .

"Its the 101 time you said I love you in the last two hours,I am not looking at your face means ,cant u understand I loath your presence and please stop talking,iIhate your voice and everything about you,i dont even want to look at you,dont you have any self respect?y dont you go and die some where?u r a good for nothing piece of shit,do a favour and please die! atleast the world would b saved from noise pollution!and dont ever again say I love you",he shouted and slammed the door shut.

But I dint leave him I opened the door and ran after him,by that time he was buckled up in his car "I love you aadi bye...and love is a wonderful feeling,dont worry,you will also experience it",I shouted.

"102!!"he muttered and drove away!!

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Suddenly I was brought back from my tought process by his calling of my name."but tara you dont believe in love?what?but tara you love me dont say u dont because u loved me enough to take drastic insults from me,u risked your life in my love",he said.

"Thats what I am saying,that was the old me which is dead,now I am no more her! and yes I want to go back appu and monu might be searching for me,monu might be worried,god! I have office today,please let me leave before monu goes mad",i said and went to the door.

"Monu,monu,monu...all that is coming out from your mouth is his name,y darling?do you love him is he your new lover?", he asked suddenly he grabbed my hand which is at the door handle.

He wrapped one hand around my waist,he kissed me deeply with frustation as if it was my punishment,.."did that monu kissed you like this?did he see u naked?did he show you all pleasures of life?" he asked and again went to kiss me,he sucked on my lower lip for entrance,but I dint let him,he was enranged he squeezed my waist..still I dint relent then he got angry and he started biting my lips I could say blood was oozing from them by now,I pushed him away with all my force,he stumbled and fell on the bed,then I started laughing hysterically.

"You said you loved me aadi..hahaha...Some people never change and it's fools like me who believe this time will be different,you are the same sadistic physco aadi,and coming to monu its none of your damn business",I shouted it in one go and suddenly hissed with pain because my lips were bleeding...as soon as i hissed he came towards me in a vampire speed,seeing me like that a look of regret flashed on his face he bought his hand to touch my lips.

"DONT!!!",I barked"dont u dare aadi", I said and ran into the washroom.

I want to the bathroom to tend my lips,i freshened my self and I cried ,cried for my stupid life,cried that this monster found me,cried for everything,after crying my heart out I washed my face,i dont want him to think i cried the slowly opened the door,and I saw the sight which i never wanted to see.

Infront of me was aadi on the floor..he was sobbing hitting his fist on the floor,it was already bleeding..in the other hand he clutched some photo tightly...upon seeing me he wiped his tears,hastily put the photo in his pursr and got up,i was sad seeing him cry,but I quikly covered my experessions pulled him with me on the couch...

"WE..NEED ..TO ..TALK!!",I said.

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this is the first chapter and lot is going to come,please vote and comment