I stood inside the shower of my room as I let the warm water run down my back.

Matt, Damien and I had arrived back at my pack last night after saying goodbye to their dad's. I'm gonna miss being held my them, obviously my mates were the people I want more than anything to be held by but Vlad and Idris gave good hugs too. I was worried that my mates would be annoyed that I liked it but they had thought it was cute.

But right now my thoughts held a different worry, in a few minutes time......I was going to mate with Matt and Damien and I couldn't be more nervous.

I wanted to obviously, I was ready and I wanted them so badly, but there was one thing.......I would be bottoming.

I had never bottomed before, fucks sake I've never even had sex before. I always wanted to save myself for my mate, I wanted my first time to be special, to hold meaning and love.

But it also ment that I was walking into this blind. I would've been blind anyway with my lack of experience but I had no idea how gay sex worked.

My whole life I just assumed my mate would be a girl so I tried to do a bit of research into how to make them feel good, how to make the mating process the best feeling they'd ever experience. That's what I thought would be my job, but it wasn't.

Despite my nerves I do have the utmost trust in my mates, they know what they're doing and they'd never do anything to hurt me.

They cared about me and cherished me, and I cherished them because.....because I love them.

I love Matt and Damien. I smiled to myself as I felt a small blush creep up into my cheeks, maybe today would be the day to tell them.

With that in mind I turned the shower off and stepped out, wrapping a towel around my waist. Taking a deep breath I reached for the handle to the bathroom and opened the door, stepping out into our bedroom.

My breath caught in my throat as I stared at my mates. They both stood at the end of our bed completely naked and making out. Damien had his fingers tangled in Matt's hair whilst Matt's hands held onto Damien's waist.

The sight took my breath away, their tongues molding with each other made my mouth water.

I dropped my towel on the ground as I felt myself getting hard at the sight in front of me. That seemed to catch their attention as they stopped their make out session, much to my disappointment, and made their way over to me.

"Did you like what you were seeing angel?" Matt smirked as he came to stand in front of me.

"Did you like seeing your daddies making out baby?" Damien said from behind me, biting my ear.

I moaned softly as their hands roamed my body, then squeaked when a hand slaps me on the ass.

"Answer your daddies little boy, did you like what you saw?" Damien rumbled as he fondled with my ass, occasionally squeezing.

"Yes." I breathed out.

"Yes?"

"It was so hot, seeing you two make out daddy." I moaned. They chuckled at my response.

"Good boy" they said.

Matt took my hands and walked me over to our bed. As he lay down on his back on the bed he pulled me down with him until I was on top of him, straddling his waist.

He pulled my head down and connected our lips, his tongue exploring my mouth. I felt his hands move down to my hips as he devoured my mouth.

I suddenly felt my ass cheeks being pulled open. A moan rippled out of me as I felt a warm tongue against my entrance. Damiens tongue circled my rim before he delved in, messaging the muscles.

My legs went weak at the sensations, both of my holes being devoured and claimed by my daddy's.

"You taste amazing baby, opening up nice and wide for your daddies cocks." Damien said against my hole as he dove in again.

I kept trying to sqirm at the pleasure I was receiving but Matt's hands held my waist firmly on his lap, continuing his assault on my mouth.

I couldn't believe how good this felt, their tongues mixed with the sparks I felt from their skin touching mine was indescribable.

I let a little whine leave my lips when they both pulled away, but before I had a chance to react I was pushed onto my back. My head rested in the crook of Damien's right arm while Matt pushed my legs up.

"Hold your legs angel." he said in a deep voice as he lay on his stomach.

I grabbed hold of my legs as Damien's face came closer to mine, claiming my mouth. I sighed as he sucked on my tongue, hard and greedy.

I tensed as I felt Matts finger trace my entrance, using a small amount of pressure.

"Just relax sweetheart, it may hurt a little at the start but I promise you we'll make you feel so good." Matt said, applying what I imagined was lube at my entrance and on his fingers. I nodded slightly, still being kissed deeply.

I hissed as he slid his finger inside my hole, going in all the way. He paused for a while to allow me to adjust which I was greatful for, before pulling out and pushing back in slowly.

I moaned into Damien's mouth. The feeling of Matt's finger was strange as he moved in and out of me. It did hurt a bit but it was more uncomfortable than sore.

After a little while I felt a second finger press against my entrance. As it slid in along with the first one I tensed as I started to feel a sting. Matt went slow as I adjusted, taking a bit longer this time.

As minutes went by Matt was now up to four fingers and I was a moaning mess. Damien never let up on my mouth, stealing my breath away. Matt's fingers kept brushing against this one spot inside me and it made the pleasure increase ten fold.

"That's your prostate angel, it's your pleasure spot." Matt said as he pressed harder on my what he said was my prostate. I moaned loudly as pleasure erupted through my body.

"I think he's ready brother." Damien chuckled as he pulled away from our kiss.

"I agree." Matt chuckled. "Now sweetheart, lay on your back for us."

I did what I was told and watched as they positioned themselves in front of me. Damien poured lube onto his dick and my hole and positioned himself first.

Matt was to the side of me rubbing my tummy in comforting motions.

"Are you ready baby?" Damien said pressing his tip to my hole.

"Yes daddy." I said.

"Good boy." and with that he started to push in slowly.

I froze as he pushed half way in, pain erupted in my ass. Damien was thick, they both were and it felt like my walls were being torn.

"Breath sweetheart, we'll go at your pace OK." Matt said gently.

I took a few breaths then nodded for him to continue. He pushed the rest of the way in and settled.

He gave me a minute to adjust before I gave him the indication to move.

He pulled back and pushed in slowly, keeping that pace. It took a while to get used to the feeling. It hurt like hell and for the first few thrusts my fists clenched the bed sheets.

I moaned softly when Matt grabbed hold of my member and stroked me in time to Damien's thrusts in an attempt to distract me from the pain.

Soon the pain was gone and I felt nothing but pleasure. I was a moaning mess as both Damien's thrusts and Matt's hand sped up.

"Look at our baby Matt, moaning like a slut, so desperate for his daddies cocks." Damien husked out with a smirk as he went from quick thrusts to pounding into me.

I moaned loudly as his cock roughly hit my prostate repeatedly. His cock felt like heaven against my walls filling me up.

Damien's thrusts became slower as his face twisted in pleasure. He pulled out quickly and switched places with Matt.

Matt thrusted into me roughly without warning, earning a strangled moan from my lips.

"Aah ah ah, daddy it f-feels so g-good." I moaned. Matt's thrusts got rougher, more rough than Damien's.

"Yeah, yeah you like that baby." he smirked down at me. I tried to nod in between moans.

"Such a good little boy for us, your warm hole sucking my cock in deep. Wanting to keep daddy's cock deep in your little hole." Matt moaned out as pounded into me, my moans loud as the pleasure drowned me.

I felt the all familiar pressure build up in my abdomen.

"I-I'm gonna come." my voice trembled.

"Mark us baby, Mark us first and then you can come." Matt rumbled as he and Damien leaned down to me.

They each stole a kiss from me as they reached they're peaks. When Matt came with a roar I extended my canines and sunk them into the side of his neck, leaving my mark whilst Damien left his mark on the other side of his neck.

Damien was next as he came in his hand as Matt and I sank our teeth into his neck, moaning loudly.

"Are you ready to come baby boy." Matt said as he picked up speed again.

I nodded my head as he pounded impossibly fast into me whilst Damien's hand also sped up it's strokes.

In seconds my mates leaned down and sank their fangs into either side of my neck and I was coming hard.

My body filled with euphoria as our mate bond was finally sealed, the pleasure filling every cell and vessel.

Coming down from my high my mind clouded over. A feeling of completeness is all I felt.

When I looked up into my mates faces after a while I saw them smiling down at me. Their expressions held nothing but adoration, happiness and... and love......I saw love.

"Daddy?" I asked timidly which made their expressions turn a little worried.

"Xander are you okay....are you not comfortable, did we hurt you?" Matt said but I just smiled up at them.

"No it's not that."

"Then what is it angel."

I stared at them with tears pooling in my eyes, a light blush making its way across my cheeks.

"I..." here goes nothing. "I love you both. Matt...Damien.....I love you so much."

Silence. I watched them still in front of me, neither of them saying a word. Worry floods me and I cover my eyes with my hands as tears begin to fall down my cheeks.

"Xander." I heard Damien say but I don't remove my hands.

"Xander look at us, please." Matt gently asked.

I took a deep breath and slowly moved my hands out of the way. I sniffed as I cracked open my eyes. When I looked back at their faces they were smiling at me with tears of their own, Damien's bottom lip even wobbling.

"We love you too Xander....we love you so much baby." they said in unison and that was all I needed to fully break down.

I sat up and reached for them. I was pulled into Matt's chest with Damien hugging me from behind. I sobbed in their hold, never in my life had I ever felt so happy.

I had my mates....my daddies who I loved....whom loved me.

Pulling back my face and neck was peppered with kisses, bringing giggles from my mouth.

"You make us so happy sweetheart." Damien spoke softly into my ear as I sunk into their embrace.

"You make me so happy too, I love you guys."

"We love you too Xander, you make us so proud."