Please listen to the song first

September 30, 2020, Monday 7:15 pm

It's been seven months and two weeks already and I'm at the edge of the chair right now. I don't know what to do.

Morticia has had a premonition about Tristen coming and we are all ready. The thing is, we don't know when he is coming and this makes me agitated angry and confused.

"Aaaaaahhhhhhhh."

"Who in the hell is screaming?"

I asked walking into the kitchen.

All the girls looked toward me then Jacqueline's phone.

"It's the masquerade ball. It's coming up. And we have to buy gowns. Look I know the whole thing with Tristen is happening but you still need to live your life."

Jacqueline said and all the girls nodded.

"Fine, we go look for gowns but if anything and I mean anything happens then we stop what we're doing. So when is the masquerade ball."

" it's in 3 months. On December 31"

And that people is how it went. From me having an off day of worrying. And an all-day looking for gowns and shoes and masks. Let's just hope he comes after the masquerade.

"Ok, I'm gonna do my hair like this. Why about you matilda."

We all explained how we wanted our hair and makeup but at the end of the day, we're still undecided.

"Hey, girls, I have presents for you. Here try them on."

Jacqueline's necklace

Morticia's necklace

Matilda's necklace

Marnie's necklace

"It's beautiful."

"I love it. Thank you."

"It's so pretty."

"It's gorgeous."

I couldn't help myself from smiling.

"They kind of like my necklace. It will harness your power and keep it safe and controlled. This necklace also will keep you safe. You are my sisters, my coven sisters."

They hugged me and thanked me again.

It was almost time for the girls to leave when I heard the doorbell.

"Did y'all invite anyone over?"

"No." that was there answer all four of them

I walked slowly to the door the girls a little behind.

As I'm coming to the door a knock was heard again.

I turned towards the girls and they just told me to open the door. like what if a psycho was out there.

'sigh'

My hand was on the Door Knob. Just waiting to be open.

"Open the damn door.!"

This time it was Jacqueline that said something, not Morticia, not matilda and not Marnie.

"Ok ok, I'm going."

And that's when I decided to open the door and I really regret doing so, because Tristen was there. Standing right in front of me.

It's like all those years that I kept away just came back and hit me in the face saying 'hello I'm back'

But this one is smiling at me

"Hello Braelyn."

I went to close the door but he was quick and had his foot and hand there.

"what are you doing here? How did you even find me?"

"Let me in and I'll explain."

I moved back and he came in. All I saw was him.

"Nobody followed I came with no back. So I can talk freely with you."

From the corner of my eye, I saw one of the girls come to me and grab my hand and pull me away

"This is the thing I saw. Exact clothes everything. I must have not paid attention."

"Hey, it's ok. Stay close we're just going to talk."

I turned towards him and spoke

"Follow me."

I took him to the library and as soon as be closed the door I was hit with questions.

"How can you be alive? I was told you were dead. They held a funeral for you. Why didn't you come back? "

He kept asking me questions after questions but I just didn't want to answer.

"Why. why! Tell me why!"

He kept asking himself why like I knew the answer.

"I didn't come back because..."

I didn't get to finish my sentence because Seraphina and Corvina came in laughing then they say me and said

"Mama! Guess what we won at hiding and seek against aunt Jackie."

I bent down and gave both of them kiss on the cheek then said

"That's good why don't y'all go and play some more "

They both said ok but when they turn around to go out the door they saw Tristen and he saw them.

"Are..."

I stopped him from talking and told the girls to leave and when they did he spoke.

"Are those, my kids."

He was angry I could tell but after 1 minute of not speaking I had to say something

"Yeah, they are so what."

He was mad and I mean mad

"What do you mean so what? they're my kids. I have a right to know."

'Sigh'

"Not really I'm dead to you. So they're dead to you too."

This went on and on for the whole week he's been here. I couldn't let him get to me I just couldn't. We've been civil so far but can I actually be with him again.

Can he love me or is be just her for the kids. Only time will tell.

"Do you know what you've been coming to my house for five days now? Who else is here? Hmmm. One of your playthings. Or a lover. "

I made him mad I know because his nostrils flared up and his eyes change color but they changed back

I guess he changed. Pity. I couldn't stand to talk anymore so I needed some air so I went to walk, But I misunderstood his actions because the next thing I knew he had grabbed my arm and turned me around and smashed his lips against mine.

I tried to get away. wanted to but at the same time, I didn't want to. I missed him. He was my first love. my first everything I don't know what to do. everything came crashing down first he kissed me then I don't what happened and I kissed him back. it was like we weren't even fighting anymore. I know people say the mate pull is strong but damn how could k ignore this just the touch or the glance.

I so wanted to yell at him I still wanted to tell him why I left. why I didn't tell him about his children. how can I when he doesn't even know the full story?

he started kissing down my neck and it's like after that everything was a blur. All I know is my clothes were off then his clothes were off and we were both stark naked and we were both in heat I don't know what was in my head but I'm pretty sure I made a mistake tonight.

October 1, 2020, Thursday11:30 PM

~~~~~~~next morning~~~~~~~~~

As I woke up I notice the clock said half til 12. What the fuck. I also notice that I wasn't in any clothes and I had a huge weight around me.

I started to panic, but then I started to remember last night and jumped out of the bed and looked at the person that was next to me and screamed but before anything I grabbed the nearest clothing and put on the t-shirt and my underwear. After that, I screamed.

"WAKE THE FUCK UP!"

I was mad at myself I started to pace back and forth while he was waking up. He didn't so I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a cup filled it with water and walked back to the room and poured it on him that's when he woke up.

He jumped up from the bed. He was shocked. then he was mad and I know why because he's wet but then he looked around the room and laid eyes on me than the cup.

"What the fuck Braelyn."

"Get out. Get out now!"

"Why."

"Just get out. I want you gone I don't want you here by the time I'm back do you hear me."

I yelled my lungs out bit before I could leave he spoke

He walked out after saying those words

I yelled. I could hold it no more and I cried. I went to lay down while he dressed and I just cried I cried.

But I knew after he was finished dressing he came and sat in the bed but I could handle seeing him, touching him. Evening hearing him.

"We made love. I thought we were making progress. "

He stopped at the door

I couldn't say anything. I feel so awful.

"Speak to me. "

"..."

"Fine, you don't want to speak. fine. You don't want to look at me. fine. But let me just say one thing, I'm taking my kids."

When he said that all k saw was red.

"Who the hell do you think you are to say those words. I want you gone. I don't want you here by the time I'm back. do you hear me?"

I was mad how could he say this I started to walk away but then he spoke

"I am coming back for my children and there's nothing you can do about it your just a human."

after he said that he walked out of the room and house and left. I don't know what happened last night but I missed him. And I've ruined everything. Now I'm in deep shit.

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A couple of hours later

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"So what are you gonna do now?"

Jacqueline decided to ask me the stupidest question but I had to answer

"I'll have to wait and see what comes. But I love him and it breaks my heart to see him walk out that door."

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2 months 15 days later

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December 16 Monday 10:15 AM

"What does it say? "

It has been two months and 15 days since he's been gone and I've been feeling sick lately. The girls think I'm pregnant but I think I'm sick they say I can't be that I'm supernatural and shit.

"What does it say? "

All the girls keep asking while I'm in the restroom sitting on the floor waiting.

"Hello, braelyn. You in there its supposed to be ready in 10 minutes and you've been in there for 25 minutes, make that 26 minutes now.BRAELYN!."

I checked the the tests and there both positive

I couldn't take I cried I was happy but I was sad at the same time. How am I going to raise a baby without a father again? I was blessed with two-three years old now I'm at it again

I guess the girls heard me crying because I feel somebody grab me and hug.

"I'm pregnant and I don't know what the fuck to do."