i told you I was screaming

I told you I wasn't fine

but you said I should be grateful

because my life was on the line

I told all my nightmares

my silence no longer filled with cries

but you told me I should end this

that I should give up and just die

I told you so many things

from my past to my daydreams

I told you so much of me

that you gave up and went to leave

I told you no

I want to forget this sorrow

but it was nothing compared to you, my foe

because for you there was no tommorow

I told you of the pain

I told you of the whispers darling

but I was screaming for your gain

and you left me for more falling

- I am in control, I haven't lost my mind