but I already made her cry.

I've already told her things

but not the fact that I lost the fight.

I've already pushed her away,

and neglected her affection.

I've already upset her with the words that I say.

but lately I've been wanting her back.

I've been longing to make memories

and tell her the things that I lack.

I've missed the good times,

where we had no secrets,

when nothing I said was a lie.

but now I've been feeding myself

with nightmares and everyday cries

it tore me apart till nothing was left

I'm guilty of the worst crime.

I'm never going to live the moment.

I've already wasted and lost time.

- lead me to redemption