so many of them

plague my mind

so many of them

I effortlessly find

am I enough?

am I alright?

am I hard to love?

can I die this night?

did I do something wrong?

did I make a mistake?

can I keep this up for long?

did I become selfish for my sake?

so many of them

appear at night

so many of them

I try to fight

but what's drowning me

is teaching me how to swim

and all that's unseen

will be tested in times grim

- keep going, you're doing well