《loquacious》intrusive thoughts
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so many of them
plague my mind
so many of them
I effortlessly find
am I enough?
am I alright?
am I hard to love?
can I die this night?
did I do something wrong?
did I make a mistake?
can I keep this up for long?
did I become selfish for my sake?
so many of them
appear at night
so many of them
I try to fight
but what's drowning me
is teaching me how to swim
and all that's unseen
will be tested in times grim
- keep going, you're doing well
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