Damn really be attacking Seowoo-

The girl layed in her bed, eyes trained up at the ceiling and despite it being three pm in broad daylight, her curtains were shut.

She rarely left her bedroom, feeling the immense weight of guilt grasping at her heart, pulling it down till she couldn't breathe.

Seowoo was in a state of shock, the sound of the bomb and the feeling of the ground beneath her shaking replayed in her mind continuously.

Deluding herself that she could have somehow saved them; it wasn't possible in hindsight- the bomb was due to go off anyway.

Her teacher died in the middle of it, not being his plan to- only wanting to set it up and run for his life in return of killing hundreds.

Mr Ryu was a second too late and it costed his life.

She couldn't cry, it was on the verge of her emotions- feeling it waver inside her but physically, couldn't cry.

The heaviness in her chest making her heart detrimentally clench tight- gripping it in its grasp and ripping it out of her.

It pained her, it weighted her down.

A week had gone past yet it felt like yesterday and each day came yet the tragedies grew and grew.

A part of her wished that it wasn't a reality but it was too much for the seventeen year old girl to handle.

Growing physically sick through the shock- she sat up in her bed and a wavering pain shot through her head.

She groaned, clutching it.

Seowoo wondered what had happened to the other guys, what happened to Chenle- if he was injured or...dead?

"No, stop it Seowoo." She muttered, peeling back her covers and when she stood she felt nauseous, sick and dizzy with each step.

"There is still no evidence who had planted the bomb, unsure if he was working alone or with others. If you have any idea who it could be please-"

Seowoo's head snapped up at the TV, the sounds all distorted as her heart skipped a beat.

She spun on her heels, running back up the stairs to her room, frantically searching her room for her phone.

Then it dawned on her.

Shit.

Seowoo remembered it slipping through her hands, getting lost in the alleyway as she got caught up with Mr Ryu.

Heart in her throat, unable to breathe through her franticness.

It was all fragmented in her mind, too much to process.

"Where are you going!"

She ignored it, too in her own head to hear it as her pulse thundered in her ear, mind going overdrive as she ran out of the door and towards the alleyway.