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It was almost 10 minutes , they both were sitting together.

"I'll get you blankets it's quite cold" said jungkook to which tae just nodd.

After good 5 mins jungkook came down with a pillow and a big fluffy warm blanket.

Whe he got down he saw tae is not there, he thought he must have gone to use the washroom so he decided to put up his bed.

"Who's he or she?"asked tae coming with a frame in his hands which has a photo of jungkook playing with a slim tall brown dog.

Tae sat down beside jungkook who's sitting on the couch placed in the front of the bonfire.

"Bam! Jeon bam.., a doberman I adopted him last year. But I've to come here so he's still living with my parents.

"Mhh" tae just hummed and again all went silent. Everything falls into a comfortable sound. Only sound is the little cracking of the wood that is burning. Jungkook fighting with his inner self to talk to him more , because there's no way he's going to sleep unless tae tells him.

"Aren't you gonna sleep"

said tae. Jungkook internally cursed his luck.

"Not yet"

said jungkook fighting against his luck not asking tae that he wants to sleep just because he want to talk to tae.

Again everything fall silent. Two just watching burning wood logs. Sound of rain. Both were breathing subtle. Everything is calm for them.

Unless jungkook started moving his foot close to tae's since they both were sitting over the couch with legs resting over the cozy warm carpet under their feet.

Jungkook slowly brushed off his foot wih tae, hoping tae would back off his foot. He was waiting but it never happened. A wave of hope flushed through jungkook's heart. Jungkook slowly tried to tangle his feet with tae.

Tae was silently observing jungkook's each step. Jungkook silently started to trace his toe over tae's foot , ankle, above ankle.

"Jung-"

"I'll kill you if you stop me" whispered jungkook cutting tae's word.

Jungkook bought his hands and placed on tae's lap then traced toward his waist , belly , ribs , chest, neck, face. Jungkook faced tae and looked directly into the elder's eyes. The same affection, the same love, same passion is there but with a anger , anger of betrayal ,anger of breaking the trust. And that's what jungkook want , to lean his anger on himself. Just to ask a forgiveness in order to get him back, to get back what he lost.

He slowly started to lean over tae and softly pressed his lips over tae. He has no regrets what he's doing. Everything seems perfect for him because he's with what he want.

Tae frowned and sighed in contact but the sigh sound like relief, relief he's been asking from very long.

What caught jungkook off guard is tae slowly moving his lips.

Jungkook pulled back and met with tae's face. Eyes closed, still frowning , breathing unevenly like he gonna burst any moment.

Jungkook closed his eyes and kissed tae again. He placed his hands on the either side of tae's neck. Tae slowly and gently hold his waist and laid him down, lips still connected.

Tae moved back and looked at jungkook.

"How long you gonna take taetae?" Said jungkook and started to pull tae towards him. But before that tae abruptly stood up.

"I can't I- , I'm sorry, idk what I did" said tae rubbing his face harshly with hands.

Jungkook was lying there silently listening every word calmly.

"Do you regret?!" Asked jungkook hoping for a answer that never came.

"I'm sorry you should rest" said jungkook hoping off from the couch tiredly. Tiredly not because he's tired physically but mentally.

He walked over his room.

When he laid down he regret doing everything. He was embarrassed yet shameful of his acts. What if he made tae hate him more. What if the little hope he's having he just pushed it over. In his trail of thinking non existing scenarios he dozed off.

When he woke up, he's calm yet fuzzy. He slowly made his way downstairs reminding himself that let's just try to forget. He saw tae is not there. The blanket is fold and pillow is placed over it and both the items are over the couch placed nicely.

He got a hint that tae left early in the morning. He just sighed and plopped over the couch where tae slept last night he took the pillow and cuddled to it , then he wrapped the blanket around him, sniffing it just because it smell like particular someone he's waiting for. After few hours he wake up again. He wake up and pushed the blanket and the pillow in one corner. About to took a glass of water from the side table , realising the glass has a note under it saying.

"I NEVER DID! :)"

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