The battle atop the smoke stack thing was a fierce one. I know he had an outstanding healing fact like mine, but I really feared for Logan's life. Victor had joined the fight as soon as we reached the top, I stood back, watching. It wasn't even making a move for me. I looked down, the long long way down, it seemed as though Stryker's world would crumble around him, Logan would be able to do this, and I believe he would have Victor's help. It was time for this hell to come to an end...for me...i closed my eyes "Bryson was playing in the yard...I got out of my car, I ran over to him and wrapped him in my arms, my mother ran out to me, tears her in her eyes, and told me she loved me. Bryson smiled. I haven't seen him smile in such a long time..." for Logan "I reached out to him. "Blyss, you have to stay here. You have to go back, then get the hell away from this." For all mutants...for Wade "He smashed my desk. "I AM NOTHING LIKE HIM!" he screamed. ~He pinned me down on the bed, kissing me with such passion it left me speechless. "Tell me you love me too, Please! Say it..." he said through gritted teeth."

I looked back up, I wanted it to be a dream...a nightmare. But this is as real as it gets for us, for me and Wade...this was real...it is real.

~*~When I was a child...my mother would read me stories...~*~ I took a deep breath,

~*~Stories about princesses, and prince charming rescuing them from some damning fate...~*~ I gripped Wade's katana firmly in my hand ~*~Some fates worse than others...~*~ The stanceWade taught me. ~*~Happy endings...~*~ I saw my opening. ~*~ I envied those endings, I craved them when I was younger...I liked when the good guys won, and the princesses got their prince charmings~*~ I shook my head. I ran as fast and hard as I could, tears rushing down my cheeks. ~*~they seem stupid now. A kiss can not bring you back to life, there was no dragon to be saved from, no curse to break with true love...no happy ending.~*~ I lept into the air and screamed "Wade!" He flinched and turned around. ~*~I was kidding myself to think this could have ended any other way...~*~ I brought the katana around. He drew up his blade to me, two people screaming my name. I closed my eyes again. ~*~I desperately wanted there to be another way...this is it...this is our ending...~*~ There are so many different ways people that have had near-death experiences will describe their final moments, scary, peaceful, a bright light and an old man with a white beard reaching for them...I didn't like hearing about them, it should be different for everyone. For some, there should be no bright light, no silences, no peace...it should be dark, there should be pain...I didn't deserve this.

I opened my eyes with a smile and laid my head on his chest. His arm insantly wrapped up around my shoulders, and he kissed the top of my head. I closed my eyes again with a comfortable smile. his breathing was slow, contented. He stirred and looked down to me as I looked up to meet his stare. He smiled, my heart melted.

He leaned down to kiss my lips softly. "I missed you." He said softly.

"I love you." I said kissing his lips again, laying my hand on the side of his face gently. He laid his hand over mine, kissing me yet again. "I'm sor..." He cut me up, putting his hand over my mouth.

"You woud brutally maim and kill every single moment we have if I let you." He said laughing, I laughed but he kept his over my mouth. "Now shut up and show me how much you've missed my sexy ass." I laughed out load, leaning up over him and kissing him passionately. He wrapped his arms around my back and held me closed to his body.

"Is this real?" I whispered, staring off into his beautiful eyes.

He nodded. "This is what we get I guess..." He said looking around. We were in my old room at the compound. "Blyss..." I gestured for him to go on. "When we left that night..." I shook my head.

"I don't want this memory to be a bad one Wade..." I whispered kissing him again.

He hugged my laying his head on mine. "So what now?" He asked quietly.

I sighed as well. "I don't know." I closed my eyes kissing his shoulder. "I don't care either." I added. "You don't know how long I've waited for this." I said brushing my lips over his softly.

"As long as I have." He said back. "As soon as you left your bedroom." He ran his hand through my hair.

"None of it matters now."

"blyss," he started. "Remember what I told you that night?" He asked. "That I wouldn't hurt you, ever?" I nodded. "You're not dead baby." He said softly. My eyes shot open wide. "You gotta wake up." He said.

"No!" I screamed. He held me tight. "I just got you back!"

He nodded. "And you'll always have me. You gotta go though, I need you to live." He begged. "I'll be alright." he whispered.

I looked at him strangely. He laughed and flashed me another gorgeous smile. "Wade..."

"believe me Blyss." He said kissing me passionately. "Let this memory, the best memory in my opinion of you and I, be the last memory you have of me." He reasoned.

"I want you remember me like I was, and am now. I'll be seeing you again, our stories aren't over yet baby, not by a long shot..." He said.

"I don't wanna go..." I said as tears came to my eyes again. I was starting to feel pain. "What do you mean?"

"Don't argue." He said stroking my cheek lovingly. "Just trust me. I love you, and I'll miss you until that time comes." He winked.

I sighed and smiled, even in pain, he was all I needed to smile. I kissed his lips, he lingered on for a few moments, and then it was like he just faded away...I couldn't feel him anymore. I looked around the room again and then it hit me. All the pain, all the inhuman stress I had put on my body, the mucles, arterys, different wounds all trying to heal at once. I hit my knees, unable to even scream. I toppled over in pain, I was screaming now for sure.

Just like another dream, I had been violently shaken from, I was back in reality. I couldn't open my eyes yet, but I could feel someone carrying me, they were running with me in their arms. My body was expending such huge amounts of energy trying to heal all that I had done to it, I could hardly breath without screaming. Still, the someone carried me on and on. I couldn't tell if they were a friend or an enemy quite yet, it didn't matter anyway. I just wanted to be put down so I could heal.

Then...a voice..."Don't be alarmed." It said. The voice was calm, almost soothing. "I'm a telepath, speaking to you via our brain waves. I have an offer for you, Blyss Varner..."

And so another chapter. Wade was right, my story isn't over yet...Wade told me wasn't either, I hoped [even though hoping never worked out for me before] that he was right, I still didn't even know if I had actually struck a killing force or not...after all...I was still alive...so maybe....

Wade Wilson was my strength, my courage, my best friend and the love of my life, he took away all my pain when he was with me, and just the thought of him could bring a smile to my face even on the brink of death, Wade was truly my world, my everything my morphine.