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Jake and I finally stopped running when we made it to Spencer’s. We both hutched over trying to catch our breaths before walking into the store. “Oh gosh Jakey look!” I pointed at another openly gay guy from another school, who just so happens to be Jakes ex-boyfriend.

“Oh great! I swear he is everywhere!” Jake whined. Josh looked up and over at us. Jake quickly hid behind some lady walking by leaving me out in the open. Looking around franticly for a place to hid. Not seeing anything I placed my hands in front of my face hoping her wouldn’t think it was me.

“Nick, just because you can’t see me doesn’t mean I can’t see you!” his sexy voice whispered in my ear sending shivers down my body. Don’t give in Nick! Ignore the hot sexy voice! “Nicky?” he whispered again.

“Y-yes?” I my mouth moved without permission.

“Remove your hands from your face?”

“N-No,”

“C’mon Nicky please?” I peeked one eye from in between my fingers.

“What?”

“Where is Jake?”

“Home, I came by myself,” I lied.

“I'm not stupid Nick I know you wouldn’t come without him. So just be a good boy and tell me where he is,” Josh demanded in that voice, I if don’t tell him what he wants something bad will happen to my poor face.

“AH!” Jake jumped out of his hiding spot groaning, “What do you want now Josh?!”

“You!” Josh chuckled from Jake disgusted annoying face.

“You had your chance and you ruined it for yourself,”

“Nothing happened I swear!” Josh pleaded

“You’re such a liar! I saw you with my own two eyes! Nick saw you! Don’t even try lying! You’re a piece of shit that needs to learn that you can’t just say sorry and except everything to be fine!”

“Don’t blame this on me! If you would have just given me what I want I wouldn’t have done it!”

I tried sneaking away but as doing so I saw Jess and Zain running towards us. Crap! Two against three! Why do people hate us so much? I bet it is all Jake’s fault! Just kidding I love my best gay friend! “Um Jake? Jess and Zain are coming…” he looked up and spotted them right away with an evil smile crossing his lips.

“Jess! Babe!” Jake ran over to Jess clingy to him making sure his arms were wrapped around Jess’s so he can’t push him off. Jess looked confused I silently begged him to play along with my eyes. He looked down at Jakes despite eyes and did something I never EVER thought would happen!

Jess kissed Jakes forehead, “Hey Jakey, who’s this?” he asked politely while un-trapping his arms and wrapped them around Jake. My mouth hung open, Jakes eyes popped out of his head, and Zain took a step back confused.

“Um this is Josh my ex,” Jake said slowly to Jess still confused.

“Hey, I'm Jess Jakes current boyfriend,” he forced a smile at Josh but could see the hatred in his eyes for the boy standing in front of him.

“Hi, well then I guess I should leave you guys alone see you around,” he waved then walked off giving a death glare to Jess the whole time.

“W-what was that?” Zain stuttered. Jess looked up confused at Zain then down again frowning but then his face quickly went blank thinking none saw that. But I did!

“Oh my gosh?! What the hell am I doing?! The fags gay germs must have gotten on me!” he jumped away from Jake. Jake face was blank.

“Oh shut up Jess! Being gay is not something you can pass on! Grow up already!” I yelled at him, annoyed and frustrated.

“I’ll grow up when you return my brother!” he shouted. Wow where was that from? Did he miss me?? Well that’s not my fault he ran away from me!

“I am right here! I have been for years you’re just too blind from homopbia to see me!”

“Stop fighting!” Jake exploded. “You two should be lucky you have each other! My older brother died 6 years ago! He was only 14 when he was shot to death! He was my hero I looked up to him for everything! And here you are with fighting with your brother but not only is he you brother but your twin! You used to be best friends just because your sexuality is different doesn’t mean you have to hate each other!”

I swear the whole mall went silent that you could hear crickets. We all looked at Jake with our mouths open. People passed by looking at us like were crazy. “What are you looking at?!” I snapped at the by passers. I looked at Jess hoping he will forgive me to hug me and tell me he was sorry that he loved me but instead he rolled his eyes and walked away. I frowned and felt tears in my eyes remembering that day again. I took off running again. I just wanted to be alone and drown in my own self pity. I heard Jake chasing after me yelling my name but I just ignored him.

I ran and ran through the mall till I saw an old closed down store about to be rebuilt. No one was around it so I snuck inside the dark room to the back corner and cried myself a river. I heard Jake run by the store I few times still yelling my name but I guess he gave up which made me cry even more. I checked my phone an hour later and saw 50 text and calls from Jake, 2 calls from my house and a text from an restricted number asking if I was ok (A/N I know you can’t text with a restricted number but you can in this story).

Not bothering replying I stood up and slowly walked out of the store. I walked to the mall entrance and walked out forgetting that I came in Jakes car. I walk to the curb when a car pulls up. Scared I jump back and start walking towards the mall doors again keeping my eyes on the car. What if there is a rapist in there?!

“Nick?!” the window rolled down and I saw Zain in the driver seat. “Do you need a ride?” he asked shyly. I nodded and slowly got in the car, confused. “Are you all right?” he asked before taking off.

“Um yeah I guess so,”

“You want to talk about it?”

“Why do you hate me?” I asked ignoring his question.

“Who said that?”

“You didn’t need to. The bullying pretty much says it all,” I sighed.

“I- I don’t know… I guess it because… I'm scared…” he whispered.

“That’s not an excuse to mess with me. Have you ever thought that I might be scared to?”

“What are you scared about? Your happy with who you are! Your parents are fine with who you are!”

“Are you serious?! Every day I have to go to school and deal with Jess and you! I have to deal with all the other homophobes!”

“I am so sorry!” he looked at me when we stopped at a red light. I could see the sadness and regret in his eyes.

“Why are you scared?” I whispered staring into his eyes and his staring into mine.

“Of what people would think,”

“Of what?”

“Everything! Of what my parents will think of me, my friends, the school, everyone I will meet in my life!” he seemed to be talking to himself more than me. We pulled in front of my house, no one was home.

“Well um thanks for the ride,”

“Wait! Nick…?” he whispered. He opened his mouth but then closed it. He must be debating something in his head. “Nicky?” he whispered using my nickname for the first time, it sounded like an angel said it. Wait what am I thinking?! Out of nowhere Zain grabbed my head and pulled me towards him. Before I could react our lips meet. Shocked I just sat there, Zain doing the same. A second later Zain’s lips moved against mine. Zain my brother’s best friend is kissing me! Zain one of the biggest homophobes at school kissing me, Nick the gayest guy at school. Did I like it? Hell yes!

I kissed back eagerly. It’s been a while since I kissed a guy and I was getting despite. I pulled myself onto Zain’s lap straddling him in his seat. I slipped my tongue in his mouth tasting Dr.Pepper. Yummy my favorite soda. “Mmm,” I moan. Then Zain froze. I pulled back and slid back into my seat, “Sorry,” I mumbled expecting him to now yell at me for kissing him even though he kissed me. But he stayed silent; he was probably too pissed to say anything and was planning on hitting me soon.

“Why are you sorry?” he finally asked.

“For k-kissing you,” I whispered. Waiting for the pain.

“No, I kissed you?” he questions himself. Well this is awkward. I reached for the door handle but his hand instantly stopped me. He was leaning over my waist his mouth so close to my…

“Stay?” he asked. I just nodded my head. He sat back in his seat before placing his head in his hands.

“Are you ok?” I asked him. He shook his head. We sat in silence again.

“Are you hungry?” he asked me.

“Sure, but first you have to tell me what's going on?”

“Over dinner,” he smiled then zoomed off making me fly back in my seat.

“Slow down!” I yelled at him. He was going at least 100mph.

“That’s no fun!” he shouted.

“Neither is dying!” I shouted back. He slowed down.

“Better?” I nodded. We listened to music the rest of the way. We pulled up in front of Olive Garden.

“Yum! My favorite restaurant!” I yelled struggling with my seat belt buckle that I didn’t even see Zain get out till he was reaching over me unbuckling it for me. I smiled at him and he blushed! Aw he looks so cute when he blushes! Wait what?!

“You ready?” he asked holding my door open for me.

“Sure,” I got out and walked inside with him.

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changing the title of the story to just "My Homphobic Gay Lover".

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