I really haven't talk to Cameron after I found out that he had sex with my cousin. I mean I'm not mad it's just that I really wish it never happen or he never told me about it. I don't know my head is just all over the place.

If she's pregnant why is she asking me to go get drinks with her. She got to be lying or she trying to kill it.

Anyway I was dress in this really cute dress that stop at my knees. I had my makeup on and everything. I grabbed my purse and my phone and started walking down stairs where Cameron and mark was sitting down. Kelsey was coming with me too just incase cece step out of line.

"You look beautiful"Cameron said coming up in front of me

"Thank you"I said smiling

"Where y'all going"he said

"Umm drinks with cece"I said

"Oh"was all he said before he went set back down

"Yeah let's go Kelsey before we be late"I said walking to the door

"Have fun babe"I heard mark say

"I will love you"Kelsey said

I walked to the car and waited till she got in. I turned the radio on to down in dm and we was out.

When we got to the club it was pack but I saw cece outside waiting on us. We made our way to her and she looked up from her phone.

"Hey what took y'all long people thought I was a slut on the corner"she said laughing

You is I thought...

"Traffic was bad but can we go in"I said

"Yeah"she said turning around

She said something to the bodyguard and we was in like that. People in line was salty I would be to if I had to wait myself.

We went sit by the bar. I wanted to see her drink before I confronted her.

"3shots of vodka"she said to the bar tender

He places the shots in front of her and she handed me and Kelsey one. Im not about to drink this stuff. Im to young to be in here.

I waited till she turned her head and me and Kelsey throw the drink on the floor. It's not my money and I'm not a drinker so I could care less.

She had took her shot and order something stronger for her.

She was drinking like she had no care in the world.

"So how you been with you love life"I said

"Umm well there this guy that I had sex with about month ago and I want him so bad"she said

"What's he's name"I said

"Umm Cameron "she said smiling

I wanted to slap the shit out of her..

"Mhm"I said looking at Kelsey

I already told her the story so she knew what's up.

"Yeah so what you doing to get him"I said

"Don't tell anyone but I going fake like I'm pregnant"she said laughing

Damn what's wrong with people these days his dick must be bomb I thought..

"Don't you think that's a little to much"I said

"What are you my mommy"she said

"What if his girlfriend finds out you lying and tell him"I said

"Whoever she is not going find out simple as that"she said

"Well she does now"I said standing up

"Wait your Cameron girlfriend"she buss out laughing

"I don't find nothing funny"I said

That's when people started looking and taking there phones out recording

"I never thought he was into fat women"she said laughing

"I rather be fat then be a how with aids, std, yeast infection all that"I said

Everybody buss out laughing

"Need some cream or a trip to the free clinic"I said

That's when she got up and swung but I duck and punch her in her mouth and she fell.

"Ugly bitch"I said

I got the drink she was drinking and pour it own her.

"Don't mess with me"I said walking off

It felt good to finally be standing up for myself. If it was middle school I'll probably run off crying but this time it's different.

"Man look what's all over Instagram"mark said

I looked and their was a video of angel fighting cece.

"Damn your bae got them hands"mark said laughing

I didn't find nothing funny honestly I know angel mad at me.

I heard the door open and close I know that angel was home mark went home and told angel to drop Kelsey off at Marks house so they gone. It just me and her.

"Hey bae you okay"I said

"I fine"she said walking up stairs

"I saw the stuff on Instagram you okay"I said

"I'm good"she said

"Are you mad at me"I said

"No"she said

"Well can you at least talk to me then correct"I yelled

"Don't yell at me"she screamed

"Look I'm sorry"she said

"No your not cause I wouldn't have to go through this. Rita now my own cousin cece. It like something is telling me that we shouldn't be together. It's one thing to another with your drama"she yelled

"Look don't you ever say that getting with me was a mistake cause I care about you I love you and nothing going change that"I said

She signed

"I love you but."she said but I stop her

"No buts we belong together" I said

I kissed her and started taking her dress off. She started talking my shirt off and my pants.

I laid her down on the bed. She was in nothing but a bra and draws..

"You ready"I said I can tell she was scared by the way her body tensed up.

She shocked her head yes and that's when I started to remove her draws. I took her bra off as well.. I started to kiss on her neck and that's when she moaned my name when I found her spot. I started moving down her body taking her nipple and sucking on it.

That's when I started rubbing her clit she was wet as hell. I went to work down there sucking rubbing biting. Every thing in the book... She was going crazy scratching my back and gripping the sheets. She started to run but I held her down. After a few mins she was pushing my head down moaning my name. After a minute she came. She taste like peaches.

"Okay you ready for this"I said

"Yes"she said

"Yes what.."I said

"Yes daddy"she said

I went to the side and got a condom and slide it on and got straight so I can put it on her.

She screamed when I only had the head in. I was about 8in fat and long so it was going hurt.

"You going have to get use to my size"I said

She nodded for me to continue

I push inside of her I wasn't all the way in yet and she was crying and screaming in pain. I push my self all the way in and stayed there for a few minutes.

"Go"she said

I started moving in and out of her. She was tight as hell.. Make a nigga wanting to bust quick. After a few mins she came.

"I'm tired" she said

"Know your not"I said laying down on the bed

"Come ride me"I said

She got on top of me and started going up and down. All I can do is grunt. She came up and sat back down making a nigga go crazy....

I finally came and took the condom off an we cuddle up to each other.

"I love you"I said

"I love you to"she said

That was amazing and we even went 2 more rounds that night in the shower and on the floor.

That was the first time I ever made love to a girl I actually love.

😂