When he pulled out the gun my heart drop to the ground. I was scared as bitch.

When he almost was about to shoot I was trying to get up when my hand felt on a gun under me.

I pulled it out just as he was about to pull the trigger. I shot him and he drop to the ground.

"Oh my god did I kill him"I said rushing over to him

He was coughing up blood like crazy. I was starting to cry.

After everything he did to me I never wanted him to get hurt. That's not the type of person I am.

"Somebody get some help"I scream trying to put pressure on the wound

He was slowly closing his eyes.

"Please don't die"I said to him

" I I always love you"he said before taking his final breath

"No no no"I said

Kobe was a great person when we was together he just didn't want people to know but he was a great person.

"That's enough"Cameron said lifting me up

"You just going leave him there"I said almost screaming

"No Imm get some one to clean it up"he said

I couldn't believe how i can just kill someone without thinking about his family feelings.

I know I kill him but I regret it right now

"I can't believe you"I said

"What he was a threat anyway to my team so he would of died anyway"he said

"I'm ready to go"I said

"We just got..."he said before i cut him off

"I wanna go now"I said walking out

I went to bathroom to try to get some of his blood of when the scene kept replaying in my head over and over.

I was done and cam was waiting by the car when I got outside.

I got in the car slamming his door

"Don't be slamming my shit"he said when he got in

"Whatever" I mumble

I don't understand why she so mad. If we ever together in the future and she cry again over an ex dying she gone be single crying.

The whole ride she didn't talk to me and it was pissing me of by the minute.

When I got to her house before I can even stop the car she got out slamming my shit again.

I'm a thug and I was built to not have feelings about people that trying to harm me and my team even her.

That shit that he said before he died was bull shit he did that to get in her head and now he has and she mad at me for not help him or caring.

I honestly when she shot him I thought that was some real ride or die shit but she didn't think so.

She'll be cool eventually