My chest is aching with every beat my heart takes. I feel like fainting with the new heat taking over my body. It's unbearable like a heavy blanket wrapping tighter and tighter around me. I can't smell their blood anymore, I can't smell Isaac's wolf scent anymore or hear his heart beat from this distance. I sit up taking a few deep breaths and slowly plotting the painful death I want to give to these men. I look at my hands and notice the way my pale skin dissappears and begins to glow with a more healthy look in them. I feel my blood heating them and fury building in my body. My head begins to swim again with these memories but I force them back. They couldn't have succeeded, they will not change me. To my surprise my fangs pop in my closed mouth but I don't crave blood, I crave revenge. Their injections could take away my abilities for who knows how long but I'll know they'll come back, I have the blood of the oldest living vampire in my veins, they cannot reverse that. Already I feel some of my abilities returning, time to show these idiots not to mess with me, I have my speed and lunge at Jeremiah sinking my teeth into him. His blood pours down my throat but the metallic taste makes my stomach churn and I want to spit it out immediately. But I still have my revenge.

I laugh as they pull me off and I see him holding his neck in pain. These fucking idiots. Once Desi sees what they've done to me they'll wish I had killed them now. They throw me in my cell and that wolf growls even louder, he hasn't stopped and it's beginning to annoy me. They all leave the room and I finally let my weakness show and hold my chest, god it feels like something is hammering against my bones trying to free itself.

"Put this on please." Isaac says and holds out his shirt. My eyes linger on the 3 white scars streaking across his bulging pecs and muscles but I take the shirt immediately and put it on. I glare at the way he looks at my body, I know that look. I've had loads of men who stared at me like that and it was either me or Desi that killed them.

I thank him anyways but glare at the way he shows his teeth at me.

"Why are you showing your teeth at me? Stop looking at me like that!" I yell and he looks at me worried. He sticks his arm through the bars and I scrunch my nose in disgust.

"Come here. Are you hungry?" He says and my thirst for blood is long gone.

"No I don't want anything." I say and he looks even more worried.

"What's wrong come here?" He says. This new side of him is starting to piss me off.

"What's wrong with you? Stop staring at me like that!" I yell and he growls and I see his eyes turning black. Out of no where he reaches his arm out and pulls me against the bars so he can smell me. The heat radiating of his body makes my heart beat quicken.

I will not be treated like this. I shove him back immediately. "Let go of me!" I yell and he growls.

"You're my mate." I stare at him in disbelief.

"You hate me. I killed your brothers." I remind him and I see the pained look in his eyes.

"I'll try to forgive you. Please just come here" he says sounding angrier. I shake my head and start backing away. I'm only half human, even with the strength I have now I wouldn't be able to fight him, let alone fight his wolf. He's not lying, no wolf would risk this pain unless it was for their mate. I watch as he bends the bars easily and for the first time in centuries I feel terror taking over my body.

"Stop it! Isaac! Get a ahold of yourself you're not supposed to kill me yet!" I scream at him but he ignores me. The bars are nothing to him, he ignores the pain of the silver I think it almost urges him to carry on. In minutes he's created an opening large enough for him to push his body through and he finally steps in, not keeping his eyes off mine.

"Isaac. Please don't do this." My voice cracks when he starts walking to the corner I'm in. There's a deadly look in his eyes that's setting my heart to beat wildly.

He growls and places his hand around my neck, I gasp at how dark his eyes are now and the heat radiating from his hand somehow comforts me. He brings up his other hand wrapping around my collar and breaks the lock letting it fall to our feet.

I gasp lifting my hands to rub my neck now that I'm free of it, but he does that for me instead. He's growling softly and I see him slowly lowering his head to my neck and inhaling deeply.

"If you're going to kill me. Do it already. Stop this torture." I say trying to control the fear in my voice. He shakes his head.

"I'll never kill you. You're mine." He snarls and my body shakes at the power radiating off of him. I look at his chest and my fingers mindlessly trace the scars leading down to his abs. My body is heating up again and stomach is twisting in knots the closer he presses himself against me. Soon my hands are laying flat against his abs and I realize just how much taller he is. He rubs his chin gently across my forehead and the stubble makes me shiver. He lowers his head even more pressing his forehead against mine and I see his eyes are no longer dark.

He growls lowly again and I start feeling myself being pulled towards him by some force that I don't mind, I want him. And I don't want to wait anymore. I growl lowly and press my lips hard against him, it must have surprised him since it took him a moment to start kissing back with equal ferocity. He pulls back after a few minutes and immediately eyes my neck and I know what he wants to do, all thoughts of Desi have disappeared from my head. I've never felt such an attraction towards someone.

"Do it please." I say almost breathless.

He growls and I moan loudly when I feel him sink his teeth into my neck. I smile and let my fangs extend at the pain and drag my nails gently down his back. My head feels like I'm floating and I'm starting to lose my grip on what's real and what isn't. He finally moves his mouth away and I moan at the loss until he starts licking at the wound and starts relieving some of the pain. I hum peacefully enjoying the moment when I feel him slowly kissing my neck now and his hands reaching to cup my ass. I giggle and try to push his hands away but he growls when I try to move him away, I look up and see his eyes are slowly turning dark again. I gasp when presses me hard against the wall and forces my legs to wrap around him while my arm wrap tighter around his neck and I allow him to carry me.

"Isaac." I'm trying to get his attention but I see that his wolf has taken completely over and I can't tell if he wants to kill me or bend me over right here.

"Isaac..come back." I whisper and place my hand on his cheek. He grabs my hand roughly and takes a few deep breaths before his eyes slowly return to their normal blue color.

"Do you still want to kill me?" I ask and he shakes his head immediately.

"Put me down Isaac please." I say and he shakes his head again.

"No...no I never want to let you go." He growls and starts kissing my neck again, I moan as he licks the fresh mark he made but I still try to get out of his hold. He growls again as I try and presses me harder against the wall and squeezes my upper arm.

"You're hurting me.." I say quietly and he growls. I need to get the advantage here if I want him to let go. I moan louder which causes him to kiss my neck even harder, I tangle my hands in his hair and force him to look me just so I could kiss him again, the feeling of his lips against mind set my body on fire and sure enough he began leading us back to my cot, which creaked loudly as we laid on it.

"You're not thinking straight Isaac. We can't do this." I say in between kissing his neck. He growls and loosens his grip on my body and I take the opportunity immediately and turn around on my stomach to try to jump off the cot but he tangles his hands in my hair and stops me. I let out an embarrassing moan at his roughness and he tugs again and forces me onto my hands and knees.

"You're still angry with me you shouldn't .." I gasp as he presses himself against my behind. He reaches his arm to the front of my jeans and unzips them immediately and pulls them down and I hear him fumbling around with his own pants.

"Is this what wolves always do when you find your mates?" I joke but gasp when I feel his tip pressing against me.

"Open wider." He says and I do so immediately spreading my legs and feel him running his hands down my back before leaning over me and kissing the back of my ear.

"You're mine." He growls and I let out a shaky gasp as he slowly pushes inside me. My arms weaken beneath me and I shove my head into the cot while grasping the blanket tight. I almost scream when he pulls back and thrusts back again ever harder.

"I'm yours. I get it. I'm yours I..oh" I gasp as he does it again and I almost want to scream just how much I'm in love with him in this moment.

"Get up." He says more softly and my arms shake as I force myself again back on my hands. He kisses the back of my neck again before pulling out completely and I moan sadly at the empty feeling.

"Lay on your back." He says I do as he says and he gently lays down on me while also pushing himself inside and we both sigh loudly as I feel his hips against mine.

"I don't want to cause you anymore pain." He kisses my forehead and I almost feel like crying when I hear the sincerity in his voice.

He lowers himself gently on top of me and kisses my neck softly before thrusting once more, I moan and take my shirt off wanting to feel his skin against mine, my skin hasn't felt this warm in centuries and now with his against mine it feels like I'm on fire and I'm loving it.

"I'll never hurt you" he whispers and I whimper at the sweet rhythm his hips are moving and I almost feel like crying, I never felt so loved, so protected and so needed. He growls as he moves faster now and I kiss his face all over as my body starts shaking.

"Come now wolf." I tease and drag my fangs along his neck. He grunts as I let out a loud gasp and we orgasm together. He sighs and collapses completely on top of me and I enjoy his weight on me until I realize I need to breath now. I tap his shoulder and he moves aside immediately but I still cling onto him not wanting to lose his warmth. I nuzzle my face into his shoulder almost wishing I could get his scent to rub off on me and stay with me forever.

"What are you doing?" He chuckles and I shrug my shoulders and stare at him, it's hard to imagine that not long ago we wanted to kill each other.

"I like the way you smell." I say leaning my ear against his chest and listening to his steady heart beat.

"I like the way you smell" he lowers his voice and holds me tighter against his chest and I can tell by his tone and what's pressing up against me that he's ready to go again. I giggle and shove him aside and turn around but he still holds me from behind.

"I can't remember feeling like this." I say and wrap his arm around me.

"Like what?" He kisses the back of my head and I smile.

"So alive. So happy. You don't know what it's like. I feel like I've been dead for years and I'm finally waking up but...it hurts." I say and feel my eyes burning but I hold back my tears. He holds me tighter but I can't bare to look at him.

"What hurts?" He slightly shakes me but I hold onto him tighter.

"That I'll die again. Whatever they did won't last I know it. You'll lose me and I'll become heartless and cruel again and-" I groan in pain as these memories flash through my head again,my heart aches when I think of the girl.

"Don't think about it. Just relax. Enjoy this moment." He shushes me and kisses my head and neck. I take a deep breath and close my eyes but my head becomes clouded with thoughts about Desiderius. If we get out of here he'll find me and I'll eventually return to being a vampire and I'll have no feelings towards Isaac and I'll leave him and break his heart. Nothing will make me want to stay with him, I hold his arm tighter and forces me to turn around and lay on his chest. I take a deep breath again and try to calm myself down but all I needed was Isaac's touch, the touch of my mate. I don't know when I fell asleep but when I did, it was one of the greatest night's sleep I ever had.