I the games Chris and I played! She was so creative!

Everything we did together seemed to have this underlying buzz of implied intent that said, "whatever we're doing, at any given time, sex will be involved before we are done!" I really loved that about us!

Even nights we went out with the intention of having alone time - just the two of us - didn't always end up that way. It was like... they were all magnets and we were true north!

We used to drive around in search of "the sleaziest motel." It was sort of a contest we had created for the nights we didn't feel like being around anyone else.

Don't get me wrong... I love a sleazy motel just as much as the next girl. I mean, who doesn't, right? Hehehe! But, let me tell there are some pretty sleazy motels around!

For instance, there are some that charge by the hour! Some hand you clean sheets at check-in! There was one that had a round bed with dark magenta crushed velvet on the walls and a jacuzzi tub that fit two. (It took like an hour just to fill it up!) One had both a jacuzzi tub AND a sauna in the bathroom and a vibrating bed that took quarters to start. Often they would have XXX rated movies on video tape. You actually had to go to the office and pick one off a list. Then they would put it on for you from there! Dont ya love that?

Anyway, on one of those nights, Chris and I found a motel that had one room that had a jacuzzi in the main room (not a tub but a full size jacuzzi!) It had a bed that was covered in vinyl in the corner but most of the room looked like someones patio - complete with astroturf instead of carpet and beach chairs!

We had just checked in at the office and were walking to the room when we met a guy who had a room upstairs and had come down to his car to get another six-pack out of his cooler. He asked us if we had gotten "the jacuzzi room" and when we said yes, of course he wanted to see it. So, he asked if we minded if he called his girlfriend to come downstairs to see it too. Well, sure he could!

Less than an hour later, that man was kicking back next to Chris in the beach chairs, watching as his girlfriend and I kissed and made out with each other in the jaccuzzi. That was only after, upon Chris's request, no... command, they watched me put on and model his girlfriends lingerie.

Chris knew how hard it would be for me to actually model underwear for a stranger! I could tell by the way she looked at me! This was a test!

I struggled to maintain my composure. I knew she wanted to see if I would reach a point where my own insecurity would take precedent over what she wanted of me. It didn't. I saw how proud she was. I gained confidence from that.

The two of them sat relaxed in their chairs, drinking beer and muttering to each other so we couldn't hear what they said. They might as well have had score cards to hold up while they ate pretzels and cheered. They were having so much fun!

I remember that as being one of the more difficult things I did for Chris. She and the man didn't join in that night. Looking back, I think it was one of those defining moments for me. my role in our relationship... And hers. I thought back to the conversation we'd had with Leather Anne... and I'm sure I was blushing.