Walking through the front doors I see not much was changed. The music was still loud and blaring, the lights were still strobing people were still partying and buisness was still being handled the only thing that changed was me. Instead of wearing a silk dress as always I had on a tight black leather dress with Thigh high boots and a fur coat my hair was slicked into a high ponytail blood red lipstick covered my lips and a huge pair of shades covered my eyes.

"Can i help you with something?" A man in a suit says and i smirk lifting my shades onto my head.

"You must be the messenger and they say dont shoot the messenger, so message boy take me to your boss" i say twirling the black jewel encrusted gun on my finger and he nods leading me to a familiar room.

Instead of finding him sitting in a room its just a few guys sitting at the table. They all look at me confused but i simply smirk as i sit at the head of the table after taking my coat off and playing with the deck of cards after taking a sip of the hennessy placed on the table next to me.The rooms energy gets dark and everyone sits pin straight. A metal cool surface is placed again my head.

I cant help the smirk.

I try to stop but it only makes my jaw twitch.

"Well well well..." He growls out comming into eye range and i see the fire and rage burning in his wild eyes. "What the fuck are you doing here?" He snarls and i look at his men a full blown smile on my face twirling my hair around my finger.

"Get out" i command and they run like the cops just showed up. Ha, cowards. I throw the cards into jokers face before pulling my gun out but instead of pointing it at his head, its on his heart...or where it would be if he had one.

"You stole something and i want it back" i spit out and he laughs in my face. He still looked the same. Dangerous smile, shirt unbuttoned gold chains and rings adorning his long slender fingers even his green hair was slicked back and his teeth shiny & silver as ever. The clown prince of crime...Joker.

"You stole it first" he shrugged and i pistol whipped him. I was furious, there was only so much of a playful façade i could hold up and joker? He knew what buttons to push.

Comming home from a long day of shopping and decorating for my daughters birthday i couldnt wait to see her and be drowned in her tiny hugs and kisses.

"Baby mommys home" i yell through the loft only to realize it was deadly quiet. Not only that but the lights were off it was dark out usually she turns them all on. "Abby?" I call out to her babysitter. Now i wouldnt just leave my child with anyone, Abby was an assassin who wanted a normal life so i gave her one..protect my daughter with her life when i had stuff to do.

Dropping the bags i pull out my knife and walk to the light switch and nearly scream. Nearly. If i wasnt use to this i wouldve. Dead bodies in costumes filled the floor and there was smiley faces all over the walls. There was only one person who'd do this. Turning around i see her necklace hanging of a knife lodged into the wall. The necklace had a tracking device in it but of course he knew that.

I drop the necklace on the table and he giggles looking at me with dark eyes. He knows what he's doing and i cant help but fall into his trap. I punch him in his face once twice and shove him onto the floor.

"Where the fuck is she?" I snap in his face ignoring his bloody nose while grabbing him by his shirt collar but he just laughs. Slaming my fist in his mouth until i see blood and hes on the brink of conciousness but STILL laughing. Standing up i climb off of him frustratedly and begin breaking everything in my reach until theres nothing left.

"That cost a-alot of money" he wheezes and i grab my gun thats a black replica of his and hold it to his head watching as blood drips onto his shirt.

"Give me one good reason i shouldnt squeaze this trigger and blow your brains all over this damn wall" i say losing my mind i feel myself shaking in anger my heartbeat pounding in my ears and chest rising roughly. But i cant help it...she was my baby and he was a monster. He couldve killed her or done anything. I cant help the tears that built in my ears.

"I guess its true, nothing can stand inbetween a mother and child, not the bridge leaving gotham that you blew up or my goons that you killed half of or the gcpd who you have occupied with bombs through the city nor batman whos chasing a fake you in another damn country. Theres only one thing though doll! The bullet youre about to put in my head" he says smugly and a tear falls making me pistol whip him again.

A door opens and i ignore it until i hear speaking. "Everything ok boss?" A familiar voice ask and i grin madly with tears falling down my face.

"You know what youre the boss, they follow your every command dont they?! They have her and they're waiting for your next command to stay or move. Right now they arent moving and they wont until they get the next order right?! But itll never come because if i kill you i can find my baby" i realize taking the safety off the gun.

"Hey hey wait" frost yells but i snap my head to him.

"Ill kill him if you come closer" i threaten tightening my hold on the gun.

"Do it!" Joker yells and i go to look at him but frost begins moving and i glare at him.

"Where the fuck is she?!" I yell at frost knowing he helped his demented boss.

"We can fix this" frost says.

"Youre weak thats how i kidnapped her!" Joker yells and i shoot the gun aiming anywhere before im hit harshly with something in the head knocking me unconcious.

Waking up i go to soothe the ache in my head by rubbing it only to find out im strapped to a metal table. The famous metal table where joker gave people shock therapy...the one that gave me the ability to harbor electricity and send it into others.

"Just because youre quiet doesnt mean i dont know youre here. Seriously i feel you, joker" i say softly not wanting to cause my head to ache more.

"Ive thought about killing you" he says seriously and i scoff. Was i suppouse to be shocked. Ive tried to kill him on multiple occasions. "Thought about torturing you, even thought about dropping you off in the middle of some forest so youd never see your kid again" he spits out walking closer to me.

"You left me in a " he tells me slamming his fist on the table and i feel the vibrations rattle my brain around. Opening my eyes i see his baby blue eyes glaring into mine before his hair starts to be fall out from the rest. He exhales pushing it back eyes roaming over my face.

"I hate everything about you, EVERYTHING. You have a bad attitude youre rude so damn selfish you only think of yourself you run away from everything you need the attention of everyone when you walk into the room you think youre royalty and everybody should bow down to you!" He snarls banging on the table.

"What was it, huh? Was it some kind of poison? You made breakfast every day you probably put it in that, or maybe voodoo or maybe you put something in my alcohol" he list off pacing back and forth.

"What the hell are you talking about?" I ask confused at his delusional ways.

"YOU POISONED ME! Im the joker i do what i want when i want free to execute my plans on my own will but not since you left. They kept telling me find you and chain you up i burned down half of this god damned city looking for your ungreatful stuck up spoiled- you already know why am i explaining this to you" he growls slamming things around.

He's lost it, way off the deep end. Nothing was making sense and plus im not a poison type of girl its a slow killer i prefer instant death. His rambling wasnt making sense.

"Its called obsessed you saying you hate me but i heard about how you destroyed the city looking for me, commited so many crimes when you realized i left you broke every law and i gotta say im almost impressed. you raged on this whole city until theres was almost nothing left i heard batman beat you senseless and those last regular teeth you had in the back the ones you still cherished he knocked those out so its a full silver mouth. Heard you stayed in arkham for 6 months killed a few people in there and when you got out you killed everyone on your team except frost somehow in the midst of that you kidnapped my kid" i reply trying to wiggle out the restraints.

"You mean the kid thats half mine?" He blurts angrily raising his hand to slap me but he doesnt he knows better. I ignore his question.

"Shes a fun kid except that she looks and acts just like her mother." He shrugs starting up the shock machine.

"I am the one who raised her lets be real youd kill her before raise her maybe youd be the kind of parent to her that yours were to you" i say but instantly regret it. Not because he slapped me hard enough to make my mouth bleed but the look he had before he did it.

"Fuck you" he spits out before storming out and kocking everything in his way down. I listen to hear anything that might sound familiar but its nothing, only a drip of something leaking the buzz of the electric machine and the occasional creak of the floorboard. The room was damp and freezing cold a combination i detested. Closing my eyes, i breathe feeling everything come back at once. He wont say it but he missed me he couldnt say it 3 years ago either it was easier to be an ass. He probably didnt know what it was if were being honest he never experienced it before. Thoughts i never thought about before start slipping into my mind

"Didnt he deserve to know he had a kid?"

"Would he actually help with her?"

"Would he have tried to kill her?"

"Would things have been different?"

Finally remembering the knife strapped to my thigh i begin cutting through the straps nearly screaming in joy when the last strap finally popped. In the corner was wooden steps that i take no time going up and im met with a sunlight filled living room. I blink rapidly until my eyes adjust though they are still slightly stinging i can see again. How long was i out? I watch as he sits with his head in his hands rocking slightly and pulling at his hair. He was mumbling something and every once in a while he'd let out a giggle or growl.

"Hes been like that since you left, hes arguing with the voices" frost says and my stomach drops, i heard him argue with himself and talk to himself but i never really understood the voices. Was it possible i damaged him? Was it possible for him to be any more Damaged? Walking toward him i lean over the back of the couch and run my hand over his bare back making him freeze.

"Joker i-" i begin having no idea where i was going so i was glad he cut me off.

"I should kill you" he grunts still holding his head in his hands. For once i have no words joker mightve been a fucked up person with a lack of feelings but right now he was feeling something. I hear the sound of running and yelling that makes me look away from joker.

"Da!" I hear a tiny voice yell before i see my daughter dressed in a bear onesie, run to joker with wide arms and his demeanor changes to having a grin on his face he grabs her by the leg and tosses her in the air making her scream with laughter. She had his bright blue eyes and even a streak of green in the middle of her curls.

Did she just call him....?

"Hey baby" i smile grabbing her from joker and kissing all over her face making her laugh more as she wraps her tiny arms around me.

"missed you mama" she says before climbing on the back of the couch and all over joker like he was a playground and the cutest part is he lets her.

"Da, i want ice cream"she says but he glares at her. She gives him a smile but it drops when he doesnt shift his glare. "Please?" She whines but he doesnt budge.

"I already said no" he says a little to sternly and her lip trembles before she begins throwing a screaming & crying tantrum making all the lights surge like in monsters inc.

"Alright alright come on little monster" he growls and she wipes her tears climbing onto his back tightening her arms around her neck, he gets up and walks to im guessing the kitchen where i follow and see a whole bunch of different flavor ice creams. What the hell had i missed in the 3 days he had my child?!

"Vanilla?"

"Eww"

"Strawberry?"

"No!"

"Definately not peanut butter you stabbed me for that last night" he mutters to himself as he reads the flavors before putting them back down.

"She stabbed you?" I asked shocked i mean i wasnt shocked because i knew she had a thing for sharp objects she was my kid after all and she had stabbed strangers before but he didnt hurt her for it.

"Yeah but its way better then being shot at blindly" he says reffering to last night and i finally take notice of his wrapped up arm. I can honestly say i dont feel bad.

"It was deserved" i shrug pulling my hair down from its tight ponytail and sigh in relief as the tension resolves.

"you deserve for me to do alot of things to you" he says roughly stretching the muscles in his neck and i cant help myself for being attracted to him. His voice was deep and deadly his eyes was set deadly on me and that shoulder roll he did had me feeling heat in bad places. He was strictly primal with me right now and i knew it was dangerous 10 time worse then playing with fire but all i wanted to do was release the beast.

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