Opening my eyes i automatically know where i am even though the room is darker. I notice joker still sitting at his desk looking at the different monitors with a frustrated scowl on his face. Yawning i stretch my whole body listening to the cracks and pops my joints let out before Running my hands through my hair i feel a bobby pin in my hair and grin. He shouldve never taught me how to pick a lock with these. Letting out a satisfied hum when i hear the click and watch as the cuffs slide off i slide off the bed as quietly as possibly.

Glancing at joker i notice he's still not paying me any attention so i walk closer running my fingers through his green hair and roughly pulling. "Took you long enough" he growls out probably annoyed i pulled his hair.

Ignoring him i walk over to the navy blue couch under the window sitting on my knees and propping my elbow on the open window still.

"Im not your play thing joker, nor some kind of pet you cant just play with me and use me when you want entertainment and push me to the side and lock me down when you want nothing to do with me" i say watching the waves. "Youre the one who kidnapped me, i was perfectly fine where i was i didnt ask for this!" I add frowning.

"I saved you from that boring life of yours" he says alot closer then i expected, right behind me actually his chest pressed against my back.

"I had a job, friends and things to do joker im bored " i tell him frustratedly and he snorts.

"You had a bullshit job, loser friends and the only thing you did was watch movies and makeup videos on youtube." He teases but i dont think its funny.

"Its better then being with you, better then wondering if im going to have your hand choking me to death or holding me in place to kiss me, hearing gunshots all hours of the night and wakeup to a psychopath cuddling me, better then living in a place with criminals who look like if they had me alone theyd...." I trail off begining to feel sick at the thought. Joker sits next to me pulling me into his lap and the idea of him being soft and sweet in my needy state had my eyes tearing up. I didnt like how my body reacted to him, i hated it. It was like i always needed him but sometimes it seemed he needed me to; he always stood close or found a way to touch me. Then again he was a physical person always touching something...usually breaking it.

"Id save you" he mumbles probably thinking i didnt hear him and honestly im not even sure if he did say it...its the most unjoker thing i ever heard.

"I have alot of demons J, you couldnt save me" i laugh uncomically and stand up adjusting his shirt. When i turn to face him i watch as his eyes slowly trail up my body and stop at my face with a lazy grin. He opens his mouth to say something but i talk again not wanting to talk about emotional stuff.

"Can we go out tonight? This time none of your buisness partners, just me you and some alcohol" i ask with a grin but he looks over to his computer.

"I have stuff to do" he says and i groan annoyed. Did he not just hear anything i said.

"Joker i dont give a damn, were doing what i want i dont care what you have to do youre a psychopath a killer and a thief you dont have to do any computer work!" I snap angrily pulling at my hair.

"Someone sounds a little angry" he laughs not at all bothered by my rage.

"J pleaseeee" i pout dramatically falling on my knees infront of him making him smirk now that we're at eye level. He leans forward putting his elbows on his knees and i pout because i know hes not taking this seriously...at all. The smirk on his face drops and he displays a look ive never seen before but it quickly dissapears.

"What do you want to do doll?" He sighs after licking his lips and i squeal throwing my arms around his neck. He purrs and i know hes going to say something to dampen the mood so i stop him before he can start.

"Lets go to your club, i love it. Now what should i wear short red and sparkly or short silky and nude?" I ask him already planning my outfit.

"I dont know but naked sounds good to me" he says and i laugh. Men.

"Not naked joker...nude!" I laugh and he playfully rolls his eyes standing up and stretching. My eyes go to his defined muscles and slowly trail down to his abs.

"You look like you wish i was nude" he smirks and i try to give him a solid glare but im to happy and the smile comes through and i feel my face get hot. Looking away i put my hands on my hips.

"Shut up!"

Chuckling he walks past me brushing his torso against me in a teasing way earning another eye roll. I turn around and follow him to the direction of the stairs, i feel him glance at me a few times but i ignore it excited to go out.

"Shouldnt you be headed towards your room doll?" He ask and i scrunch my face up in confusion he realizes what he said and tenses up. First of all i didnt have my own room i had his room and my stuff had just been thrown in a extra closet he didnt use, two joker was never tense. "Nevermind" he says quickly and i shrug following him.

"Im using your bathroom" i tell him and he glares. "Yeah the private luxury one with the tv and xbox above the tub that has steaming jets and the mini fridge next to it that youve hid from me" i snap and he groans. I wasnt sure if i was more shocked about the fact of it being luxurious or if it was jokers.

Sitting in the strawberry scented bath, much to jokers dismay and i quote "now it smells like that girly shit" , i flip through the chanels and sigh peacefully. It was only 8:15 and the club didnt open until 10 but joker had joker things to do so id meet him there. Stopping on the news out of curiosity if i had been put on as a missing person in the past month ive been with joker or had they given up.

I sit up further when i see myself on t.v fighting cops infront of bruces house. The date was from a year ago and i watch confused as i slash at their throats and take them down.

"That right there is beautiful" a voice says behind me and i turn around to see a familiar guy but i cant pinpoint where i knew him from.

"Who the hell are you?" I snap angrily. "Why are you in here?!" I snap looking for my towel and he takes steps closer. I try to relax even though im confused and panicking.

"You use to be a bad bitch, a couple months ago had Donovan told me to do this id call him crazy and tell joker, but with you out of commission and joker has his head so far up your ass because he loves you theres no way i can loose." He laughs but theres nothing jolly about it its sinister and i try to make sense of what hes saying, something...anything. Before i can do anything else his hands are roughly gripping my shoulders and he shoves me under the water but not without my head harshly banging against the tub wall.