[ Y/N's POV ]

We both arrives home, no one speak in the whole car ride. a total silence was there, maybe because we both were embarrassed.

My heartbeat never return back to normal, I'm still trying to process up the things happened with me but, all of the above who was that girl? and why jungkook burst on her?

I don't know why she was not giving me good vibes. That girl was beautiful but she covered up her beauty behind thick layer of make-up, which made her look like plastic doll but who gave her guts to speak with jungkook like that? in front of me? his wife?

but leaving everything aside, he kissed me. Since after marriage it's the first time he kissed me. I'm still feeling those butterflies, in my stomach, which I feels every time I see him or he is near me or he touch me, but why? do I love him? I don't know.... but if no! then why my heartbeat increases because of him?

my all thoughts get interrupts when someone comes downstairs and coughs, I look up only to see, jungkook standing in front of me. 

I gulp as he is so close to me, "w-what?" I ask, "listen to me carefully before you start misunderstanding me" he said and sits in front of me on the couch with his legs cross.

I look at him confuse "if you're thinking about what happened earlier then, it'll be better for you to not!" he speaks sternly with his cold dominant voice. 

I sigh as he again return back to his cold personality "that kiss was nothing to me so, you better stop day dreaming about me loving you because.." he stands up and comes closer to my face. 

"..you're nothing to me except for a contract burden wife. do you understand? you holds no place in my life" he makes everything clear with these venom like words.

even though tears form in the corner of my eyes, but I hold myself together, and did not let them fall. I do not want to show myself weak in front of him 'once a jerk, forever a jerk'.

I slowly nods my head and stands up from my place "Mister Jeon Jungkook, watch your mouth before you speak to me. Even though I don't want to say this but still, do not forget that my parents are the one who saved your company from going bankrupt or else... you know" I cross my arm and nods.

he looks at me blank, "and If you can call me your contract burden wife, then do not forget you holds the same place in my life too, I can call you that too but I'm respectful towards my man. If you're Jeon then, I'm Kim" I retorts and pick up my phone from table.

"..mark my words jungkook, you'll regret everything in the end" I adds and runs upstairs, leaving him standing there dumbfounded.

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I close my door and throw myself on the bed. I buried my face in the pillow and just let my tears out I'm trying my best to change but, on the other side he is getting more and more colder towards me why? what the fuck I have done in this world for which he behaves like shit with me? at least he can treat me good.

no matter what I said before, but still I feel like shit today, he just used me there to show that girl that he is married to me? then why he kissed me? why he said all those sweet thing there in front of everyone? just to fake it, that he love his wife so much?

why he always gives me hope and after that, he breaks my heart into pieces like nothing? I am seriously getting tired of this.

what is happening to me? why I'm craving for his attention? why I want him to be near me? why I want him to kiss me like before, all day all night? why I don't want to let him go? why I don't want divorce? why I want, him and I, forever? If this isn't love then what it is? 

he is right, he is doing what he had mentioned in his contract "no feelings attached" . I am the only fool here who is falling for him, 

but falling for your own husband isn't a crime right? loving your own husband who's name ring wrapped around your finger isn't wrong right? 

I ask myself and feels my heart beat increase each passing minute by just because of him. this happens with me every single time I look at him or think about him. I shake my head and hugs my knees tightly.

but again who was that girl? I furrow my eyebrows before dialing taehyung's number. withing 2 bells he pick up the call.

| hey tae, actually I wanna ask you about something >

| who was that girl in the party? >

As soon as I ask, he went silent for about a minute, no voice exchange.. just total silence.

| Tae? are you listening? >

| okay, if you're saying so.... okay bye and good night. >

| yeah sure, thanks >

I sigh as I know he is not gonna tell me the real thing. even his voice was saying, he was lying about that girl. 

now I'm getting more curious about her, who was she? what's her relation with jungkook? should I ask him? no! no! he again gonna speak like shit.

I look at the watch, it shows 12:00 am, then look at ceiling before thinking about the way to find out who was that girl and what's her relation with jungkook. 

suddenly, I furrow my eyebrows "ajumma" the only person who comes into my mind. she is working here since long ago, she definitely knows who was she.

my all thoughts got interrupts when my phone rings, I thought It's taehyung but, a wide smile spread across my face as it shows"emma" I quickly pick up the call and walks in the balcony to talk to my best friend.

| SHUT UP!! YOU FORGOT YOUR BEST FRIEND? HOW COULD

YOU DO THAT Y/N? I UNDERSTAND THAT NOW YOU'RE MARRIED 

TO A RICH CEO BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU'LL FORGOT YOUR 

BEST FRIEND. YOU DIDN'T EVEN TRIED TO CALL ME SINCE AFTER 

MARRIAGE. SERIOUSLY Y/N? HOW COULD YOU DO THAT!! HUH? >

| what happened gurl your voice sounds sad? is everything alright? >

| sure, no problem >

"WHEN YOU'RE MAD AT SOMEONE YOU LOVE, BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SAY BECAUSE YOUR MIND GETS ANGRY BUT YOUR HEART WILL STILL CARE ABOUT THEM"