Na hum hote,na dil hota,

na dil'azariyan hotien....

Taking a deep breath I walked down I don't know why I didn't filled my bottle before sleeping.

It's really not easy to walk down the stairs and take water it's like going to school when you are on your periods or just after a vacation.

I slowly walked to see kitchen's light on. I knew that it must be farid Or faris stealing snacks or ice cream.

They can never grow up. Walking in kitchen I frozed to see chachjaan. I really don't have any complain as he was the reason I and nabhan met so I have no shikwa.

I cleared my throat and walked in to fill my bottle. The air was really thick with tension. I glanced up to see him deep In thought.

"I regret my decision maya" I abruptly turned to him who had neutral face.

"Matlab?"

"I shouldn't have done those to you just because my daughter was having a problem with you but had found some other way than trying to kill you."

I nodded understanding him as a father many people do something wrong just for the love of kids. They just get blind with love of thier child

"I heard that you were shot when you arrive here...." His voice held concern

"Ji, but now it's better."

"Maya, mujhe maaf kardo mene apni aulad ke liye kisi ki aulad ko dard diya. I am really in dept of guilt please forgive me. I am not asking you to do it now take your time but try to understand a father's heart. Mein bas apni beti ko khush dekhna chahta tha. Mei-" I sighed

"Chachajaan don't stress yourself I have forgiven you long back just take rest and forgive me if I did something bad to you. Apni aulad se maafi nahi mangte aap mere baba ke jaise hain. Aur sadaf meri behen hain toh mujhe koi shikwa nahi hain. Aap araam kariye meine aapko sach mein maaf kiya."

He held his tears and patted my head, I thank Almighty that he really knocked some sense in his mind. I really pray that he was not acting and really repent his deed.

*****

I really wanted a cup of chai now I think today is the day where I will spend my whole day in kitchen and meeting some or the other. Chai after fajr salah is best.

I came down to kitchen to make a cup when chai was getting cooked I heard some voices from faris's room and when see akram, zeeshan and faaris eating pizza like maniac made me feel nauseous.

Can't they eat like humans? All ketchup on nose around lips and subtle with eyes filled with hunger clothes have ketchup and some toppings.

I scrunched my nose walking to kitchen but heard thier footsteps. I added more milk and tea powder knowing they will drink.

The three of them walked in kitchen and washed their hands,ketchup from face.

There was silence in kitchen no one speaking a word. But zeeshan who can't keep his mouth shut speak.

"Bhabhi how is your wound?"

"Deeper then abyss." I said in low voice they hissed at my reply.

"Amaya you want something-"

"You want tea." I glanced akram who was staring at the vessel of chai with thirst. I know he is like me chai lover.

"Don't ask just pour he is lusty about it." I nodded with a small smile pouring them chai who sipped in silence.

"Bhabhi woh nabhan-"I internally hissed in pain on his name.

"Zeeshan shut up." I said in tone used by saadiq bhai.

"Tum toh saadiq bhai ka female version bangai ho yaar." Akram comment. I clicked my tongue.

"Your brother did this akku jaani don't blame her." I sighed sipping my cup of tea.

"How is ayesha and nadia?" I asked after sometime

"They are good but miss you and nadia bhabhi never leaves a chance to taunt him while saadiq bhai and mukram are giving him silent treatment. I just play with my words and try to say him to think about his decision and I guess he is doing that."

I nodded at least I know that he is doing nothing but his work. He is not searching anything about all these.

"Good to meet you both ayesha aur nadia aur saadiq bhaiya ko salam bolna sabhi ko bolna par usse nahi bolna."They nodded with smile and after sharing a side hug we I walked out but heard zeeshan.

"We need to do something about them."

Walking to my room I don't why but I wanted to sing I guess heart broken people sing often. And now that I am free why not.

Taking out my guitar I sat on floor gazing the sky which was in blue hues with purple and red.

Aaj yeh sochkar bada rona aaya

Aaj yeh sochkar bada rona aaya

Ke humein na aajtak tera hona aaya

Ke humein na aajtak tera hona aaya

Jis din do jahaan ho rahe the juda

Dil tha keh raha rok lein tumhein

Kyun zuban par lafz woh na aaya

Kyun zuban par lafz woh na aaya

Ke humein na aajtak tera hona aaya

Ke humein na aajtak tera hona aaya

Jaante hum agar

Ke faasle the is kadar

Hum toh zameenon se the

Tha aasmaan mein tera ghar

Jaante hum agar

Ke faasle the iss kadar

Hum toh zameenon se the

Tha aasmaan mein tera ghar

Ho dil ko samjhaate yeh

Ke rok ke dhadkane

Jee le tu agar jee sake

Yeh khwaab na hum magar

Mar bhi jaayein yoon hi

Gam nahi gam nahi

Reh na jaayein kahin

Dil mein ranjishein

Paa sake tujhe naa hi khona aaya

Naa paa sake tujhe naa hi khona aaya

Ke humein na aajtak tera hona aaya

Ke humein na aajtak tera hona aaya

Aaj yeh sochkar bada rona aaya

Ho aaj yeh sochkar bada rona aaya

Ke humein na aajtak tera hona aaya

Ke humein na aajtak tera hona aaya

Taking a deep breath I kept the guitar on its place and stood to start my day with same memories of us.

I pray that he is happy in life and become stronger than before.