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Stress

We should never take stress or never get nervous or else we really might forget what we learned.

We should never try to rush in exam or else one or two are answers definitely get undone.

We must try to be calm and have speed to complete the exam on time. And never ever check your book or else you might think we didn't did good at exam.

I tried these all and did my best in exam but I felt like someone watching me and I am sure there was this black car stalking me from last three exams.

I avoided it but still get panicked when I see the car behind my car. I go with chacha jaan who drops and pick me.

Two more papers are left than I will complete my all dramas and clean my room happily. I will do my best and when my results will be out ammi will be so happy.

I just want my ammi to be happy. Papa will be satisfied if get pass but if I pass with best than ammi will be proud of me. And I want that.

Taking a deep breath I finished the coffee and studied the whole book with the modal papers. Just want score good marks.

When I was about to sleep ammi walked in with tears in her eyes. I sat straight as she came and sat beside me.

She stared at me for a good minute than hugged me tightly. I smiled and hugged her back. Knowing that she was stressed out as baba is out for some work and she was alone in room.

"Ammi sleep with me come here I will put you to sleep." I smiled and said pat at my side bed.

"Your have exam maya sleep."she told in hoarse voice look like she cried for hours.

"Uff ammi come here sleep with me."

I pulled her to me with great difficulties and than hugged tightly. She patted my head with love.

"Ammi what if I don't come home someday? What will you do?"

"Where will you go maya, you know that I can find even if you go far like Japan right?" She joked

"You will find me na ammi?"I don't know why I was talking to her like this. I felt a deep pang in my heart seeing her eyes with tears.

"Don't go maya I will can't live without you meri jaan." A tear fell from my eyes. What's wrong with me Allah!!

"Ammi I just asked you to tease you shonaa stop crying like you are a baby shhh. Sleep and wake me for fajr." Ammi hmmed and we slept together

Ammi sometimes get emotional when she misses her late mother who paased away due to heart attack last month.

I feel bad for her, ammi is so nice and don't deserve this pain but we can't do anything. I kissed ammi on her shoulder and slept.

Next day ammi came with a cup of milk and help with some things while I finish my cup of milk.

I don't like to do breakfast during exams I just can't swallow food. Just amaya kind of thing.

I walked down the stairs with ammi following. She held my hand and blew some dua over my face. This has been a ritual since my exams had started

"Ammi jihad par nahi jaariu exam ke liye jaa rahi hoon. Relax."she lightly slapped for this and I kissed on her cheek.

Chacha jaan was waiting for me in car. I rushed to the car and took the backseat than we drove to my university.

I am medical student but wanted to be a lecturer . I am doing masters in zoology.

I sat silently as my chacha jaan never likes to speak to me just like his kids and wife. Feeling are mutual.

I came out of the car and walked to my class for exam. Ya Allah madad.

Soon exam started and within two hours I was done and waited out for chacha jaan to pick me up but after fifteen minutes I saw the same car which has been following us.

I took few steps back and rushed in the gates of university. I looked around and saw a man looking around as if searching. Ya Allah!!

I waited inside looking at the man. I was waiting for him leave. He couldn't see me for I was wearing a niqab so were many girls here. Shukr Allah!

My heart came out when we had eye contact he has really very dominating eyes. I could say that a shiver ran down my spine.

He looked around again than walked to his car. But the car didn't move. I walked to a nearby bench and sat there. I took deep breaths to calm my nerves. I looked that way again and saw that car wasn't there.

I gulped my saliva and stood than walked to the gates. With lot's of innerbattle I decided to walk to my home.

Reciting some dua and ayatul kursi I kept walking. With in half and hour I was home.

As soon I entered the gates I looked back to see any black car but couldn't find any such car. Taking a breath of relief I literally ran inside to ammi.

But froze at the words chacha jaan uttered. I could feel my eyes warming up with salt water.

"Ladki hain!! Pata nahi kaha chali gayi hain poore do ghante waha tha par woh nahi nikli."

"Waqt se pehle aayenge to dikhungi hi nahi chacha. Mene bhi ek ghanta wait kiya hain phir yaha hoon." I was glaring at this man. How could he say such thing. Even he has a daughter.

"Aur teri bhi toh beti hain uske liye bhi aise hi bologe? "Papa asked.

Abh inki beti aisa karegi toh har beti ke liye hi aisa sonchenge yeh."Saying this ammi grabbed my wrist and literally dragged me in. Uff Allah!

******

Those eyes, they really held something.....

Those black eyes with a restlessness in them shining under the light of sun.

That face which is beautiful yet dangerous. That beard which was very light and beautifully trimmed.

Still those eyes held a determination in them like they could have find me even if I was not there. And......

All in all he was wearing a nice two piece suit which really suited him. Hayee Allah!

"In love daughter??"I jumped on my bed and looked at ammi to see her smiling at me. I narrowed my eyes.

"Yes ammi ek haseen ladka hain..... Uska naam na kitaab hain you wanna meet?"We both giggled and she laid beside me.

"Maya jaan kal bhi exam likh kar aise hi ghar aana okay. Mene baba ko kaha hain par koi bharosa nahi tum meri duaon ki amaan mein toh ho par phir bhi apne aap hi aajao. Mein nahi chahti woh phirse koi aur baaath kare hmm?" Ammi said to which I nodded

"Haan ammi I will come by myself no need of any one however it's gonna be my last exam right. Don't worry." I assured her.

She kissed my cheek and we laid together on bed.

"Are you gonna leave papa alone ammi he might be eager for good night kiss na....."I got a tight slap for this than we both laughed.

"I wanna sleep with you so let's leave him tonight."ammi said and shut her eyes hugging me tightly.

"I am better than him nai?" I teased her further.

"Sleep maya" She said and hugged me tightly. I was about to sleep when I smelled baba walking in and than he laid beside me and kissed both our foreheads. Than he too joined us and we slept together without any fear in this small world of us. I was so tonight.

Little did I know that this is gonna be last time with me being like this along them.

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Next morning papa dropped me to university I rushed in the gates. I didn't know why I was feeling this feeling in my body.

I walked to my class and sat to start my exam. My last exam.

Once I was done with my paper I sat there and recited duas. I was missing ammi now I wish she was here so we could speak non stop.

Papers were taken and I walked down and out of the gates reciting the duas.

I was almost near my home when I felt a sharp pain on my neck. My heartbeat raised. Is it happening? Allah!!

If something is meant to happen it will happen no matter how hard you try to avoid it.

In this way I started my new chapter of life.

To be continue........