While Zak and I were walking over to his house my phone vibrated. I was going to ignore it but then Zak looked at me with a worried face.

"W-who was it..? Was it your mom? Are you in trouble?" He sounded so genuinely concerned. I knew I wasn't in trouble, but was still unsure as to what made my phone go off.

Vincent

Yo man, why aren't you here?? I swear I saw you this morning?

"Don't worry Zak, it was just Vincent. He asked why I'm not there." I said to him softly, trying to calm him. It seemed to work as he untensed up.

"Ah okay, just uh.. tell him you're sick..!" He seemed to not want Vincent to know I was with him. Which makes sense I guess.

Darryl

Nah I don't think you saw me. I woke up feeling pretty sick so I just decided to not come.

I put my phone back in my pocket and continued walking with Zak. My phone went off a couple more times but I decided to just ignore it. It couldn't have been too important anyways.

Soon I made it to Zak's house. It seemed so... lived in. It really looked like a house. I noticed the small things, like the old banana sitting on the counter and the crooked pillow on the couch. You never really see these things in my house, it's pretty empty most of the time.

Once we go inside Zak showed me around the house. It was a pretty big house, despite only four people living there.

The house wasn't too interesting, it was just a regular family home. Though, compared to my house it was extremely bright and vibrant. My house is rather dark and dim. Probably because I spend all my bill money on cute boys. Wait no.. Zak isn't a cute boy.

I think.

He led me upstairs to his room, it was an absolute disaster. There were random marks all over the tanish walls, the floor was covered in dirty clothing, and his bedsheets were practically not on anymore. It's the most Zak thing I've ever seen.

Once he walked in the room I saw him staring at the mess that is my bedroom. He didn't question much, until his eyes wondered over to the pill bottle sitting on my dresser. Shit.

"Hey, what's this?" He asked me while holding up the bottle. It was my bottle of Adapin. My psychologist prescribed them to me to treat depression and anxiety, but sometimes I really felt like they weren't working.

"O-oh, it's just my allergy medicine, don't worry." The look on his face after I said that proved to me that I'm a horrible liar.

"So you're telling me you take Adapin for allergies? Yeah, no." I honestly didn't even expect him to know what Adapin was, but I guess I was wrong.

After enough convincing he decided to leave it alone. I knew he didn't believe me, but he probably getting tired of me trying to tell him that it was for allergies. After that, we just sat on my bed and talked about some stuff.

"So, about this morning..." After hearing him say that my heart sped up a bit, maybe he wouldn't talk about my channel. He probably would though.

"What about this morning...?" I said trying to act clueless, of course I knew what he was talking about, but I didn't really want to talk about it.

"Who's Skeppy?"

Oh no. My heart started pounding and I lost control of my breathing. I didn't understand why, but I could not calm myself down.

"P-please don't make f-fun of me...." The tears started to flow. I felt my entire body tense up. I couldn't control anything.

"Wha- no, Zak I- I would never do that. I promise." I believed him, I genuinely did, but somehow different things came out of my mouth as I spoke. I couldn't control my own words.

"But that's not true and you know it! After everything I've done to you you're probably gonna tell anyone and make fun of me with them!" I was full on sobbing at this point. I was shaking uncontrollably. I adored my channel, but I feared people finding out about it so much. Nobody would like me anymore. They'd all think I was a loser for playing a kid's game while being a senior in highschool.

"Stop Zak. That's not true. I would never do anything to harm you. I mean that."

"

Silence.

I knew I had really fucked up. He's only ever been nice to me yet I'm sitting here and screaming at him. He definitely hates me now.

I was deep in my thoughts when I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist. Usually I wouldn't like this, but in the moment I loved it. I didn't know why I loved it, but I did.

"It's going to be okay, Zak, I promise." He said softly to me while messing with my hair. He was so gentle with me. Even after me yelling he continued to just hold me and let me sob into his chest.

"I-i'm so,rry,,,," I tried choking out during sobs. I had truly never felt so guilty. He didn't deserve this.

"Shhh. It's okay."

He was so warm and soothing. It had been years since someone held me and comforted me. I really, really liked it. Before I knew it I fell asleep, still latched onto him.

I can genuinely say it's the most comfortable sleep I've ever had.

-

yo two parts in one day look at that

im loving this story tbh so i had to continue writing it before i inevitably got writers block. plus writing makes me feel better while all this block game drama is going on.

for the record skeppy and bbh won LMAO. just to be clear.

anyways, im gonna go write some more cus I'm bored, cyaaaaa

update: i feel sorta unmotivated to continue this story, like i really like the story but a bit ago on stream zak was dropping hints to having a gf and what not so like :|

idk im tired gn

update 2 lol: nvm, tbh i never expected the ship to actually be real so it isn't bothersome if zak has a gf, it only is if he wants the shipping to stop but he hasnt said anything yet so i dunno