(It's a little kinky, but it's not too extreme :P)

The inside of my car was completely silent. The sky had turned pitch-black, the only things illuminating the streets were my headlights, the dim yellow street lamps, and the countless bright stars littering the sky.

As the clouds shifted, the full moon shone down on us, lighting up the blackened sky.

It had been a long day. It went from absolutely amazing to heart-wrenching and mentally destructive. I don't know what's going through Kai's head right now, but I can assume that it is dark and not something that he should be imagining or dwelling on today. It is his birthday after all.

His black hair was spread out, stuck against the window as he leaned his head onto the cold glass. Our hands were still tightly clasped together, resting on top of the center console.

I licked my bottom lip, wetting the dry skin. Although I was focused on the road in front of me, I couldn't stop thinking about ways I could make this day better for Kai. I promised that it would be a happy day full of new experiences, but instead of that, he was faced with the dilemma of his sister being in danger, having to dig up his dead brother, all on top of it being his mom's death anniversary... I wanted to turn the tables to show him that his birthday was not a day for mourning, but a day for the celebration of his life.

I keep asking myself, what can I do to make this day not so bad? What can I do to make him forget about all the awful things happening around him?

I pulled into the quiet parking lot of our apartment building. Kai slowly got out of the vehicle, seemingly in a daze. He was wide awake, yet his mind was unfocused.

There were no bags or dark circles under his eyes like I expected. The whites of his hazel eyes weren't red from crying, but instead a pristine white.

We made our way to our room with leisure steps, taking our time. Kai's eyes were staring at the ground as I quickly punched in the code, opening the door and holding it open for Kai to go in. We took off our shoes and then I followed him to the bedroom where he slumped into the side of the bed. His elbows rested on his knees and he leaned forward, resting his head in his hands.

I sat down in the middle of the bed right next to him, crossing my legs.

"Kai?" I started.

He lifted his head from his hands and craned his neck to look at me, "Hmm?"

"What's going on in your head right now?" I asked him with a soft voice.

"Oh, I'm just thinking about everything..." Kai trailed off.

I stared at him, not saying anything while urging him to go into more detail.

He sighed, "I knew today was going to happen eventually. I've been preparing myself to face this kind of situation for years... I was ready, but still..."

I nodded my head, slightly biting my cheek as I thought of a reply. "Y'know," I began, "sometimes it's okay to not process things. Sometimes it's okay to distract yourself and forget about all things that are fucked up," I looked into his striking eyes.

"Yeah... It's not like I really want to think about all this stuff either. I wanted my first day with a boyfriend to be a bit more special," Kai pouted his lips playfully, yet there was still a hint of sadness in his tone.

"It can still be special though?" I suggested as my pitch raised at the end, making the statement a question.

"Oh?" Kai raised his eyebrows.

"We can still have some fun... Your birthday isn't over yet," I suggestively told him.

A smirk made its way onto his face, "Is there anything specific you had in mind?"

"Well, I could fuck you until you forget. Or... You could..."

"Fuck you?" Kai asked, a genuine smile playing on his face, quickly making the sorrow from earlier dissipate.

I roughly cleared my throat, "Yeah... If you want."

"Have you ever bottomed before," Kai asked, becoming increasingly excited.

"I've tried it twice before, I think..." I explained.

"And?"

"And? Well, it wasn't particularly good."

"Why wasn't it good?" He questioned.

I laughed and then scratched the back of my head, "Why are you asking that?"

"Because I want it to be good for you too," Kai told me.

I huffed, "I mean, I think it's okay if it's not great for me, it's your birthday so as long as you like it..."

"Lucas," Kai spoke, waiting for a real answer.

"Fine," I gave up. "It's not that it was painful or anything, I just couldn't get off."

"Do you think it was because of the guy you were with?" Kai asked me.

"Why are you asking about other guys I've been with?" I let out a laugh, "Aren't most people possessive of their partners? Who would want to talk about their boyfriend's past hookups??"

I was having flashbacks to the few guys I actually did let top me. The size of the dick wasn't the problem. When they put it in, I just didn't feel anything, It wasn't stimulating at all. And after I tried it a couple of times, I decided I'd just fuck other guys because I knew I'd be able to get off.

"Consider this research then, I just want to be able to make it good for you. That's half the fun after all," Kai confessed.

I just rolled my eyes, "If I knew why it wasn't good then don't you think I would have told him so that he could make it better?" I asked sarcastically.

Kai immediately stood up from the bed, running into the closet and taking out a box that was under a pile of clothes.

He placed it on the bed in front of me, "I think I know why you couldn't get off." Kai had this haughty smirk, "Don't worry, I've got you covered."

I raised my eyebrows, a curious expression taking over my face.

Kai mirrored my expression, "What are you waiting for? Strip."

I stared at him for a second and then immediately got off the bed. I unbuckled the black belt holding up my jeans, shrugging them off my ankles, and pulling my shirt over my head. I took another step away from the bed and glanced at Kai who was staring at my ass which was covered by my black briefs. I pulled the rings off my fingers and placed them on the dresser under the TV.

I moved back toward Kai and stood in front of him, waiting for him to make the first move as I didn't know what he had in mind.

I was slightly nervous about letting Kai top me, but he's someone that I trust and he needs a distraction. I can't think of anything better than topping for the first time. In a way, I guess this is my present to him.

Kai then took off his clothes, leaving him in nothing but his boxers. I glanced questioningly at the mystery box.

"What's in it?" I asked, my curiosity taking over.

"Toys," he said bluntly as he removed the top, revealing a plethora of different sex toys. He has a proud smile on his face.

"Why the fuck do you have this stuff?" I asked, picking up a flimsy dildo. I turned it from side to side with my brows furrowed and then placed it back into the box.

"I got it just in case."

"In case of what?"

"In case I got an opportunity to use them, of course," Kai looked at me through his thick lashes, his voice laced with desire.

I coughed, "That's a little kinky..."

"No, you're the one that's kinky," Kai spoke like it was obvious, "and I'll show you exactly why."

I stared at Kai in silence, completely lost as to what he wanted to do.

"Sit on the bed," he instructed as he moved the box to the nightstand. I placed myself in the middle, propping myself up against the headboard as Kai stood at the side.

"Not there," he said, "come close to the side, like almost at the edge."

I scooted over so that I was right next to him, still in a sitting position. I looked up at the tall man. Kai slowly crawled up onto the bed and made his way in between my legs.

He gripped my ankles and then yanked me down so I was lying on my back. The sudden movement made me shout in surprise, "Woah!"

Kai looked into my eyes and hooked his fingers into the waistband of my briefs, not breaking contact as he slowly brought them down, sliding them off of me and discarding them somewhere on the floor.

I sucked in a breath as the cool air blew onto my unclothed dick, the chill giving me goosebumps as Kai stared at me hungrily. He moved so that his arms were trapping me on either side as we stared into each other's eyes. His breathing became heavy as he slowly lowered himself, finally connecting our lips in a slow kiss. The soft flesh made contact with mine and he quickly pried my mouth open with his tongue, slipping it in and tasting me.

The kiss rapidly became heated, full of need as our tongues danced together, battling for dominance but finding a nice balance that worked for both of us. A give and take if you will. I sucked on his tongue, enticing a low groan out of his mouth, making my limp dick switch slightly.

Kai bit my bottom lip, dragging it out until he let go. He placed kisses toward the side of my face until he was harshly sucking on the skin connecting my jaw and neck. He trailed his tongue across my collar bone, moving his mouth lower and lower until he took my right nipple into his mouth.

He sucked on the pink bud, drawing out small gasps from me. I pushed my hand through his hair, my body was slightly twitching as he pulled the bud with his teeth, gently biting it.

My breathing was heavy and my eyes were closed. His mouth wandered to my other nipple, giving it the same attention as the first while playing with the other with his fingers.

I opened my eyes and lifted my head, straining my neck to see Kai's wet kisses trail lower and lower. They passed my abdomen and he worked around my now hard dick. He nipped at the soft skin of my inner thighs and then looked back up at me as he inched my legs apart, pushing them up to give him a better view of my hole.

I gulped and sighed as I let my head fall back onto the pillow. I heard Kai pop open a bottle of lube, the squirting noise echoing in the background.

I felt a wet, cool finger circle around my rim, prodding at me. He gently massaged the area before he poked the tip of his index finger inside. He slowly slid it in until the entire digit disappeared. Kai wriggled it inside of me until he suddenly thrust two fingers into my channel. I threw my head back against the pillow and moaned, grasping the sheets beside me.

He stretched me out, slowly thrusting and scissoring my hole. He slipped a third finger in and continued to press the digits all the way inside until they reached the third knuckle.

He suddenly pulled his fingers out and shoved them back in. He continued the movement which had me mewling underneath him. He finger fucked me hard and fast, his fingers constantly bushing against and vibrating on my prostate.

The feeling was overwhelming. Kai took my distracted state as an opportunity to go down on me. His wet cavern embraced my large cock as he gave me a blow job using the techniques I had used on him the last time we had sex.

I couldn't stop my moans, "Holy shit, Kai! Holy shit! Ahh!"

His mouth then moved to suck on one of my balls, giving it a slight tug before moving onto the other one. Kai gave extra attention to the head, his tongue lapping at the tip, causing my body to lurch. Kai's other hand pumped the base of my dick which didn't fit in his mouth. His fingers in my ass and his mouth on my shaft was too much to handle.

"K-Kai! I'm-I'm gonna!" I didn't finish my sentence as his mouth slid off my dick with a pop and his fingers slipped out of me.

"Why'd you stop!?" I asked with my brows furrowed, confused as to why he denied my release.

He suddenly stood up, I presumed it was to grab a condom, "Just wait," he chuckled, shaking his head as he grabbed something out of the box.

Oh.

He sauntered back to his previous place, pushing my legs up a bit more, "Let me know if anything hurts," he told me as I felt a narrow object prob at my hole.

I bit my lip as a lube covered toy slipped past my rim and pushed into me, the length filling me up until nothing but a sting stuck out. Kai then stood up again and placed himself at the side of the bed.

"Sit up," he told me.

I complied and placed myself in an awkward sitting position. I gasped as whatever Kai put in pushed in even further with my new posture, the toy hitting that soft spot inside of me.

Kai looked down at me and smirked, discarding his boxers. His legs pressed against the side of the bed and he placed his hand in my hair, brushing through it.

With his other hand, he began to slowly pump his dick. I looked back up at his eyes and the look made my tongue dart out of my mouth, hungrily licking my lips.

He turned my head to the side to face him. I was startled as he tapped his dick on my face, "Suck," he commanded as his tip rubbed against the side of my mouth.

Still looking up at him, I slowly licked the tip, causing him to suck in a deep breath. I rubbed my tongue over the head and then bent my neck down to trail my tongue up from the base of his dick all the way back to the tip. I took the head into my mouth and sucked on it, allowing my tongue to caress his stiff member.

"Fuck," Kai breathed as I engulfed his large cock into my mouth.

I bobbed my head up and down, taking as much as I could. I felt the subtle movements of Kai's hips and I continued to pleasure him with my mouth, his eyes closed at the feeling.

I concentrated on his face to make sure it felt good. His eyes suddenly flew open, but they didn't meet mine. He reached to his left to grab what looked like a little remote control.

The movement of his hips was slowly increasing as I tried to open my jaw even further.

A grin spread onto Kai's face as he pressed a button on the blue remote.

My eyebrows raised and my eyes widening as my body began to shake.

It was a fucking vibrator!

The edge of the vibrator was directly on my prostate, giving endless stimulation to the sensitive bundle of nerves.

I moaned around Kai's dick as my body uncontrollably flinched. The vibrations caused Kai to moan out loud in a deep, raspy tone, "Lucas!"

"Mhmmm," I moaned as I tried to take even more of him into my mouth.

Kai's hips suddenly bucked, I grabbed the sides of his body, my fingers digging into part of his ass as I tried to still him, but my attempts were futile.

He began to thrust into my mouth, using his hand that was in my hair to keep my head still.

My legs trembled at the overstimulation in my ass as Kai pummeled himself into my mouth. His grip in my hair hardened as he started to push my head impossibly deeper onto his cock to meet his thrusts.

Kai's dick hit the back of my throat and I gagged, but he didn't stop. He continued to fuck my mouth, hitting the back of my throat with each thrust. I was having trouble breathing as I tried to suppress my gag reflex.

I felt tears prickle my eyes as Kai threw his head back in pleasure, "Shit, Lucas!! Your mouth is so fucking hot!"

The back of my throat burned, it almost hurt. My mind was muddled, unsure if it should focus on Kai face fucking me or the vibrator on my sweet spot. My dick was painfully hard, precum leaking from the tip. I could have pushed him off... but there was something about the slight pain that just made it feel all that much better.

White beads spilled from the tip of my cock as Kai turned the vibrator up a notch. "Mghhmm!!" I couldn't stop moaning. Sounds continuously left my mouth as my legs shook, my entire body trembling and flinching as tears streamed down my face.

The sounds of Kai's cock in my wet mouth created these squelching noises with each thrust that just turned us both on even more.

He was fucking my throat so hard and the vibrator was on high.

My nails dug into Kai's skin. I looked up at him just to see his eyes glued to my mouth on his cock as he slammed himself into me.

The sight made me let out another moan that sent a new wave of vibrations through his dick, "Fuck, Lucas! I'm gonna cum!"

Even though he said that, he didn't let go of my head, instead he pushed me onto his cock harder. His grip on my hair tightened as he tugged my head back and then pulled it toward him to meet his rough thrusts. His thrusts sped up until I felt his tip hit the back of my mouth, warm liquid releasing straight down my throat.

My toes were permanently curled as my cock twitched, exploding at the feeling of Kai's cock rubbing against the back of my throat and the vibrator giving me endless pleasure, helping me ride out my climax.

Kai released my hair and slid himself out. He harshly grabbed my chin and forced me to look up at him, "Did you like that?" He asked breathlessly.

I swallowed hard, opening my mouth and sticking my tongue out. It was covered in Kai's cum and the white liquid dripped off the tip.

"Yes," I croaked, my voice hoarse, and my throat burning.

"So you like being face-fucked? Good to know," Kai said teasingly as he used his thumbs to wipe the salty liquid from my cheeks and eyes.

Kai turned off the vibrator and then pounced on top of me, claiming my lips. His kisses were rough, but then he removed his mouth and smiled down at me, His tongue darted out of his mouth and he slowly and seductively licked the remaining tears from my face.

Kai was propped up on his hands, his body placed over mine, "How do you feel about handcuffs?"

There was this look of confidence in his eyes despite his inexperience, "I've never used them for sex..."

"For sex?" Kai exclaimed. "Then what did you use them for?"

"Well, I wasn't the one using them. It was the cop shoving me into the back of his car..." I confessed, rubbing my neck.

Kai burst out into laughter, "You got arrested? You?"

"Stop it," I lightly slapped his shoulder. "It was just because I got caught drinking at a party and was so drunk that I didn't realize he was a cop and was resisting arrest... Anyway, we can try handcuffs. But if I end up not liking it we can take them off, right?"

"Of course," Kai rolled his eyes, reaching past my head and grabbing two pairs of cuffs.

I held my hands out for him, looking at the metal curiously as he linked them around my wrists, making them slightly tight, but not too much that it would cut my skin. He guided my hands above my head and linked the cuffs to part of the headboard, leaving my whole body completely exposed.

I gave them a slight tug, a strange feeling settling into the pit of my stomach.

"Turn over" Kai instructed, a devilish smirk on his face.

I gulped as I shifted my body, turning over while my arms awkwardly crossed.

"How flexible are you?" He asked from behind me.

"I can't do the splits or anything, but I'm pretty flexible."

"Hmm. Good to know."

Kai went silent. I felt him shift toward the bottom of my bed before he placed his hands on my hips, pulling them up so that I was in a doggy-down position.

Kai quickly slipped on a condom. I heard him open the bottle of lube and squirt a generous amount into his hand. He discarded the bottle somewhere on the bed and his labored breathing told me that he was lathering his shaft with the substance.