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** sexual content :P

I don't think Lucas will ever truly understand the weight of the words he just spoke.

"You're worth it"

From the second Ace died, not a single person was willing to risk anything for me. Not my father, none of my foster care guardians, and my friends, well, they aren't the type to get into deep conversations. Just having them there was enough.

But I haven't felt like someone genuinely cared for me in over nine years.

Yet here Lucas was, comforting me when I was vulnerable, giving me space when needed, risking his physical health by fighting in Doubles... for me.

Not only has he helped me find parts of myself, but he is always there for me. No matter when I call or what I ask of him, I don't think Lucas has ever said no.

"Lucas, you mean so much to me," my voice was quiet, but I knew he could hear every word I said.

I was standing completely naked in front of a stunned Lucas whose eyes were locked onto my semi-erect member.

The shock on his face disappeared as Lucas collected himself, "You have no idea how much you mean to me, Kai."

Lucas moved his large hands so they were resting on my hips.

I smirked as I felt them slowly travel down until they landed on my ass, groping my cheeks.

I made eye contact with Lucas's emerald orbs as he slowly took my dick into his hand, guiding it into his mouth.

He kept one hand at the base as the other continued to massage my ass. He swirled his tongue around the head, not breaking eye contact, making my member stiffen even further.

My breathing began to come out heavy as Lucas completely engulfed my large cock in his mouth, causing me to loudly moan out at the new heat surrounding me, "Fuck."

The brown-haired boy bobbed his head up and down on my dick, pumping what he couldn't fit in his mouth with his hand.

I grabbed onto Lucas's head unconsciously pushing my dick further down his mouth, feeling it the back of his throat.

Lucas suddenly let go and moved his mouth off of me, letting out a series of short coughs.

"Sorry," I muttered.

"No, it's okay." He looked back up at me from his sitting position with a devilish smirk on his face, "I kinda like it."

I let out a chuckle, "Yes, we've already established that you're a kinky motherfucker." I rolled my eyes.

Lucas bit his lip, standing up so we were nearly eye level with each other. Lucas took a step forward and wrapped his arms around my bare waist, connecting our lips in a hasty kiss.

I wasted no time in opening my mouth, shoving my tongue into his. Our tongues swirled in and out of each other's mouths as Lucas turned us around so that my back was to my bed. He pulled me even closer to him, causing my boner to rub against his crotch. I let out a low moan at the feeling.

As the noise came out of my mouth, Lucas broke the kiss. He pushed me onto the bed and then crawled in between my legs, reconnecting our lips once more.

I was feeling hot, and my dick was begging for attention. Lucas moved his kisses away from my mouth and moved down to my jaw, harshly sucking on the skin.

When Lucas sucked on my neck and I let out a quiet moan at the feeling, "Lucas..." I trailed off.

I began to move my hand down towards my lower region as Lucas worked on my neck, but right as I was about to grasp myself, Lucas grabbed my hand.

He moved my hand so that it was on the sheets next to my body as he completely undressed himself.

"Turn over." He told me as he scooted himself lower on my bed.

I felt his hands on my ass cheeks, kneading and spreading them apart.

I suddenly felt Lucas' tongue dive into my tight hole, "Ah shit," I moaned at the feeling.

Lucas's tongue darted in and out of my ass, lapping and repeatedly hitting something that felt really good.

My cock was pressed into the bed and Lucas was pressing on my hips, causing slight friction against my dick and the sheets.

Lucas continued to eat me out, and I couldn't help but move my hips against my bed as I was in desperate need of relief.

I was slowly rocking my hips and letting out strings of noise from the sensation. I felt Lucas's mouth leave my ass, but I couldn't stop moving my hips.

I kept grinding into the now loosened, messy sheets.

"What are you doing?" I could hear Lucas's voice in the background but his words did not register.

My face was completely buried in my bed and my hand tightly gripped my sheets, "Fuck, it feels good. I-I just need to cum so badly." I moaned out as my pace quicked.

I continued to rapidly thrust my member, "Shit, Ughh," I moaned. "Lucas, I'm gonna cum." My breathing was heavy.

My movements became rigid and my thrusts uneven as I felt myself squirting onto my sheets, feeling the sticky substance on my abdomen.

I came down from my high, realizing what I just did in front of Lucas all because he had been fucking me with his tounge.

I turned my head to the side with a blush covering my face, embarrassed by my actions.

However, I was met with eyes that looked completely clouded by lust. Lucas was sitting on the bed next to me with his hand slowly pumping his enormous cock.

I had almost forgotten how big he was.

"Shit, Kai. That turned me on so fucking much. It took so much in me not to take you right there."

I was staring at him pleasuring himself, making my own start to rise. "Go ahead, don't stop on my account."

I sat up and got off my bed, going to grab the lube in my drawer.

I laid down on my back, facing a different direction on my bed so that Lucas was sitting near my feet. I looked into Lucas' eyes and smirked.

I opened the bottle and squirted a generous amount on my finger, "I think you're going to enjoy this." I said as I pulled my lip between my teeth.

Lucas had a questioning look on his face, but I ignored his curious gaze and spread my legs apart, pulling them up, giving Lucas a perfect view of my hole.

I moved my hand down to my ass and circulated my coated fingers around my rim before slowly pushing one inside.

I threw my head back and closed my eyes at the feeling as I slowly moved my index finger around inside of me.

I moved to put a second finger inside, unintentionally letting out a small whine as I felt myself stretching.

I scissored myself inside and rubbed against my prostate, causing me to moan, "Ugh fuck!"

I began to quicken the pace as my hips moved around, further adding to the feeling.

"Kai!" I heard Lucas moan my name. I was certain me was jacking off to the sight.

I knew two fingers wasn't going to be enough to fit Lucas's length inside of me, so I inserted a third finger, hissing at the pain.

I thrust my large fingers in and out of my hole, letting out small moans every time I rubbed against my soft spot.

Lucas's heavy breaths signaled that he was getting close, and I would have stopped him, but I myself also didn't want to stop.

The idea of Lucas pleasuring himself while watching me fuck myself turned me on.

I took my other hand and grasped my dick, quickly moving it up and down.

I opened my eyes and looked at Lucas's face. His eyes were intensely staring at my hole and how I moved in and out of myself. His eyebrows furrowed and he bit onto his bottom lip.

With no words and just a loud grunt, Lucas came. Hard.

It shot onto my hand and the lower part of my dick and I couldn't help myself, I came at the sight, shooting another load onto my stomach.

I caught my breath and then sat up. Lucas looked shocked as he glanced at his come all over his hand.

I laughed at his reaction, "I told you that you'd like it."

"Kai, you have no idea what you do to me." He looked at me and saw all the cum on my body, his dick twitching back up at the sight.

---

Holy shit!

I never would have expected all this from Kai. Him dry humping his sheets to get off turned me on so fucking much and then watching him finger himself sent me over the edge, I couldnt even speak I was so turned on.

Never in 100 years would I have imagined Id get to see my crush fucking himself for me.

Just looking at Kai was making me hard.

"Do you have condoms?" I asked, feeling my length growing in size.

Kai grabbed a new box of extra large condoms and pushed it into my hands, "I have a lot," he smirked.

"Damn, did you plan for this from the start?" I asked as I hastily opened the box.

He shrugged his shoulders, "Maybe."

I let out a soft chuckle as I slipped a condom onto my now fully erect dick. Kai looked at me and slowly spread his legs for me, but instead I grabbed his arm and yanked him off the bed, "No, not here."

I pushed him against the wall, grabbed one of his legs and placed it over my arm so I could keep him up.

Kai was startled by the sudden movement.

He had one leg on the ground and I was holding him up so he wouldn't lose balance, I liked this position.

I grabbed hold of my dick and placed it at the entrance of Kai's asshole.

I engulfed him in a soft kiss as I slowly pushed inside of him.

He let out a grunt and winced at the pain, breaking the kiss. "Shit Lucas, even after all I did to prepare it still doesn't fit."

I moved my mouth so that I was sloppily kissing his jawline.

It even hurt a little for me as he was still pretty tight.

"I don't think I'll ever be able to get used to the size of your dick." He stated.

I had stopped moving. I was about half way in but I wanted to give Kai some time to adjust.

"Trust me, you will get used to it." I detached my mouth from the side of his neck and looked him in the eyes, "Maybe not today or even the next day, but that's okay. Ill just keep fucking you until your ass is perfectly shaped for me and only me." I said as I harshly thrust the remainder of my length into Kai.

"AAh!" Kai let out a loud cry at the sudden fullness inside of him.

I waited another moment before I pulled out and quickly thrust back in. Kai let out another moan.

I kept my pace slow as I continuously slammed my cock deep into Kai's hole.

He wrapped his arms around my neck and buried his head into the crook as loud moans left his throat everytime I thrust myself into him, hitting and rubbing against his prostate.

I started to pick up my speed, but not thrusting any softer. With the same force and a faster speed Kai's moans began to slur together.

"Fuck yes! Yes, Lucas! Ughaaa!"

I loved how vocal Kai was, it made my dick throb inside of him.

"Shit, Kai! Your ass feels so fucking good!" I was pounding into him over and over again as the leg holding him up began to give out.

I picked up both of his legs so I was completely bearing his weight.

"Fuckkkkk!" Kai threw his head back as I thrust into him unbelievably deeper as I connected our mouths, shoving my tongue into his, and pulling his tongue out of his mouth, gently biting it with my teeth.

"It's so deep!" Kai practically yelled as his words were mixed with loud, uncontrollable moans.

I was pounding him so hard it would be impossible for him to not be yelling at this point.

"Shit, I'm getting close." I said in between breaths.

Kai shut his eyes and bit his lip, his moans coming out as mumbles, "MhmhmmhaaAAHh! He came.

Not slowing down, with a couple last thrusts I came inside the condom in Kai's ass.

I pulled out, rolling the condom off and tying it up, tossing it towards the trash bin.

I buried my head in the crook of Kai's neck as I let him down on the ground. His legs were a little shaky so he grabbed onto my body as we both breathed heavily.

"Oh my god," Kai breathily said, "that felt so good."

I let out a soft laugh, "For me too."

Kai pulled back a little so I had to move my head off of his shoulder, "But i'm not tired yet," he looked into my eyes and smiled.

"Me neither."

Kai walked around me and moved towards his bed, turning around and motioned for me to follow him.

Facing the bed, Kai bent over, placing his weight on his forearms and sticking his ass out.

"Again." Kai spoke to me in a clear voice.

His hole was clenching in anticipation,

I put another condom on and grinned, lining myself up with Kai's now loose hole.

With no hesitation I rammed myself into his ass. He was already loose, there was no reason I needed to be gentle.

"Fuck yes!" Kai moaned.

I didn't start off slow like before, this time I started pounding into him immediately.

I was going so hard unintentional grunts were escaping my mouth everytime I moved.

Kai was pushing his ass against me, meeting each of my thrusts and making me go even deeper inside of him.

"Oh my God, Lucas! R-right there! Faster!"

"Shit Kai!" I grabbed his black hair and pulled his head up as I drilled into his ass at an unfathomable pace.

Tears formed in Kai's eyes as his mouth hung open. Load, noise left his mouth with no end as I railed him hard.

"Kai, looking at your face like this makes me feel like I need to cum." I grunted.

I pushed his face back into the bed putting pressure on the back of his head, stifling his voice. I thrusted into Kai faster and faster until I heard a super loud moan escape the muffling of the sheets, "AAaHhh!!"

Just after Kai came I also unloaded myself, feeling an unimaginable high that I had never experienced before.

I moved my hand off of Kai, allowing him to get up.

He was heavily panting as he stood up, almost losing his balance.

His hair was completely disheveled and his face was red. Cum completely covered the sheets where he had been lying and there were traces of his intense orgasm all over his stomach and chest.

Knowing that I'm the reason he looks so messed up, well, it's hot.

I grabbed another condom out of the box and ripped the wrapper open with my teeth, sliding it on my dick once again.

"More?" Kai looked shocked.

"What?" I asked him, "You're going to tell me that I shouldn't get hard again? With you looking like that?" I gestured to his appearance.

"But I've already cum four times."

I slowly walked toward him as Kai took an equal amount of steps backward. "Don't you mean you've only cum four times?" I asked with a devilish look on my face.

Kai's knees hit the bed and he fell back onto it. I climbed on top of him, "I let you off easy last time because you were a virgin, but I really can't hold myself back when I'm around you." I softly whispered into his ear.

"And dont pull some bullshit about not having enough stamina to keep up, we both know your stamina is even greater than mine."

Kai glared at me, "Fine. But just give me a minute to catch my breath."

I stared at Kai, taking in his beautiful hazel eyes and the way they were so bright with excitement.

While I was lost in his appearance, Kai grabbed hold of my member and moved the tip inside of himself, "I don't mind doing it again. As much as you can do, do it." He licked his lips in anticipation.

I knew I wasn't the only one who couldn't contain my desires.

---

I rolled off of Kai, completely exhausted. Kai wasn't even moving, his arms were laid flat on the bed and he was staring at the ceiling, panting hard.

"I'm so tired." Kai's voice was raspy, almost completely gone. Which was understandable considering the amount of moaning and screaming that just happened.

"Me too. But that was literally the best sex I've ever had." I said as I slowly sat up, propping myself on an arm so I could look at Kai.

"What should I do..." Kai asked.

"What do you mean?"

"I'm completely covered in jizz but I can't move my legs."

"I'll help you get cleaned up. I used condoms so there shouldn't be any cum inside, but all over your chest and around your assho-" I got cut off as Kai threw a pillow at my face.

"I get it so just help me."

"I need to clean up too, you came on me so much," I muttered to myself. "I think it'd be best if we just shower, we both need it."

"Sure, that's fine," Kai replied. I don't think he had enough energy left to protest anyway.

I stood up and walked over to the side of the bed where Kai was lying down and picked him up bridal style. He grabbed onto my neck so that he wouldn't fall.

I walked into the bathroom and looked at his shower, "Shit I didn't realize you didn't have a bathtub, how are you going to stand," I was talking to myself.

"No bathtubs." Kai declared with a hard voice. He let go of my neck and let himself onto the ground.

Oh, right...

He didn't have good balance so he grabbed onto me for support.

We quickly took a shower, or more so we were both in the shower and I washed us.

Once we were done, Kai slowly walked over to his dresser and grabbed a pair of underwear for himself and tossed another at me.

"Help me pull the comforter off." He told me.

We definitely couldn't sleep with that layer, it was covered in dry cum.

I went to the other side and we easily pulled it off, tossing to it into a random corner.

Kai laid down and put his arms behind his head, letting out a loud sigh.

I crawled in next to him and pulled the blanket up just enough so that my lower half was covered.

I scuched my way over towards Kai and wrapped my arms around his torso, resting my head on his hard, muscular chest.

"Hey Kai," I started.

"Yeah?"

"I think you're going to need to buy another box of condoms."

He turned his head so that he was looking at me, his face scrunched up in confusion. "What do you mean a new one? I just bought one yesterday."

I laughed, "I guess you must have been enjoying it so much you didnt realized we used the whole fucking thing."

Kai snapped his body up into a sitting position, throwing the blanket off of him. He moved toward his desk, giving me a great view of his bubble butt. He grabbed the empty box and shook it, then turned it upside down.

"No way," He muttered.

He turned around, I had a huge smile on my face, "Yes way."

He brushed a hand through his hair, "That's literally insane, how could we have done it so many times? That's not normal is it?" He asked as he made his way back into the bed, turning the light of the room off on his way.

I paused for a moment, "No. It isn't normal." I stated, proud of my immaculate performance.

I wrapped my arms back around Kai's waist, nuzzling my face into his shoulder.

"Lucas?"

"Hmm?"

"What are we?"

I hesitated in my answer. "What do you want us to be?" I whispered back. I've been in love with Kai for years. I know exactly what I want us to be.

"I," he stopped. "I'm not sure."

I don't reply. It felt like a small jab to the heart.