Huang Dewei was hiding behind the tree as he stares at people going in and out of her residence. He was nervous as he looked at the fat two guards standing at the door guarding the place.

Huang Dewei was disguised in a servant women's clothing and he was extremely nervous. Wang Lei does not want to see him so he was all free. It had been three days since that incident and Wang Lei had not even once called him. Huang Dewei thought painfully and then he shook away his head. He was finally here to meet Xin Ying to get back to how his life was. He sighed as he saw the way be empty. He came out of the tree and started walking. He stopped at the door and guards looked up at him. They saw and he looked not suspicious at all. Huang Dewei knew he was good looking and he does have delicate features so if he dressed as women people probably won't recognise him as a man.

'What do you want?' One of the guards asked in his deep voice

'I am a new maidservant for his Emperess. It's my first day here.' Huang Dewei replied changing his voice to more feminine which he practice last whole night. The guard looked between each other and then they let him in. Huang Dewei entered inside the residence and looked for her room. He reached at her door and told the same lie to the female guard standing at the door who seem a little suspicious of him.

'We did not need any new female servant.' The female guard asked as she looked up and down

'Well I don't know about that but I was asked to come here.' Huang Dewei lied and the female guard looked toward him thinking hard then sighed. She moved and opened her door as they entered inside. They stopped in front of Xin Ying who was sitting on a huge chair, reading a book while Huang Dewei saw him but she did not because he was hidden behind a female guard.

'They send a new maidservant for you, my Emperess.' The female guard announced to her as she bow down and Huang Dewei also bowed down.

'But I did not need...' Xin Ying said annoyed as she looked up but she stopped midway as soon her gaze fell on Huang Dewei. Their eyes met and even if nobody else recognised him, he knew Xin Ying did. She was shocked as she stood up while staring at him

'Everyone out. I wanted to be alone.' Xin Ying ordered and they were all surprised but then they nodded their head and all the maids started walking out.

'You stay...' Xin Ying said to Huang Dewei who nodded his head while others were still surprised but then confused and puzzled walked out. As soon as the door was shut, he heard Xin Ying.

'Huang Dewei, what are you doing here? Have you lost your mind?' Xin Ying screamed whispered

'I came for you.' Huang Dewei replied and he saw her sighing

'But why?' Xin Ying screamed whispered frustrated

'Are you not happy to see me?' Huang Dewei asked little disappointed

'No, it's not like this. I am scared for your safety.' Xin Ying replied back while trying to be calm

'I am here to get you.' Huang Dewei said and Xin Ying looked at him bombshell

'Have you lost your mind? It's not possible anymore.' Xin Ying replied back and somehow Huang Dewei was not excepting that reaction from her

'Are you happy with your marriage?' Huang Dewei asked

'Well, I am not overly happy but I am not sad either now. I was when we got married but Wang Lei is not that bad as a husband. I used to find him cold and stone face but he always gives me what I want. I realised recently he is not that bad to live with. Also, I can't disappoint my father. I am going to give this nation their next Emperor.' Xin Ying said as she explained and Huang Dewei just stood staring at her. He was more surprised because he somehow does not even feel hurt over her rejection like he does not mind if she does not want to be with him. But why? He came for her then why he was feeling differently now.

'So what about us?' Huang Dewei asked

'There is no use now. You live your life and forget about me.' Xin Ying said and Huang Dewei just stares. He still seem fine which he was not excepting. And he also slowly realised why he came here today because he wanted to forget about what happened between him and Wang Lei. He wanted to prove to himself that he still wanted Xin Ying and not Wang Lei and now he realised how wrong he was. He can lie to himself but his heart would not. He knew who he wanted now and it was not Xin Ying. Deep down, Huang Dewei knew he was not as hurt about Xin Ying rejecting him but it was the rejection of Wang Lei that broke him.

'I have decided to love Wang Lei.' Xin Ying confessed and Huang Dewei stares at her and that was something he did not like. He already had so much competition and now there was more...And in front of Xin Ying, he stand no chance since she was his wife and somehow who would receive all the honour from Wang Lei and the nation while he called Huang Dewei his sex toy. Huang Dewei thought hurtfully as his gaze fell on a photo drawing on the wall and he walked towards it. It was a huge drawing framed which looked like their wedding photo. He looked at Wang Lei who seem expressionless in the picture while Xin Ying also look sad.

'Is that your wedding picture?' Huang Dewei asked as he was staring at Wang Lei in the drawing. He was jealous...he was jealous of Xin Ying for Wang Lei. He never thought it would be like this when he came here because he was in love with Xin Ying, but now everything was changed.

'Yes, it's our wedding picture Huang Dewei. Don't be jealous.' Xin Ying and he snapped his head towards her. He does seem jealous but she was wrong thinking it was for her but in reality, he was jealous from her. He was jealous that she can be his wife and can give birth to his children while he was just a whore who he would use for sex.

'Please forget about us. I wanted to be Wang Lei's wife and this nation's Emperess now.' Xin Ying replied and Huang Dewei looked toward her. She seem sad just some time ago when he saw her in court and now she wanted to be with Wang Lei.

'What change? Why do you want to be with him now?' Huang Dewei asked curiously about the question which was bothering him and Xin Ying looked at him and then she slightly turned red. Huang Dewei was confused and he does not like the expression on her face.

'He actually looks cold but underneath is a very caring and warm person and three days ago, we finally consumed our marriage and now I wanted to give him a child. My father, his father...our families have a lot of expectations from me...from us...I can't disappoint them.' Xin Ying said and Huang Dewei was shocked. Does that mean he came to her after their kiss?

'He is such as cold-hearted Jerk...' Huang Dewei whispered shocked which Xin Ying did not hear.

'You got late Huang Dewei. If you would have come sooner I might have different decision to make.' Xin Ying said but Huang Dewei cares less what she was saying all he could think was that after kissing him, he slept with her...He came to her after freaking kissing him... he wonders what would have happened if he accepted to be his whore? Would it be him he had slept that night? It made him angry that he did not think about their kiss like Huang Dewei did because he was busy fucking his wife.

'Huang Dewei forget about me.' Xin Ying said as she softly touched his face because he was once a man she was madly in love with while Huang Dewei came back to his senses. He just nodded his head and run out of her residence. Xin Ying felt bad and sad that she broke his heart without knowing the real reason why he was so heartbroken.

Huang Dewei came back to his room and locked the door and broke down. He had no idea why he was crying? He knew they would never work out but he still never excepted him to be this ruthless with him. He locked himself in the room for the next two days. All he did was cry, get angry and decided to put all his guard around Wang Lei. Wang Lei was Emperor of this nation while he was just his bodyguard...a slave and that was the only relationship that should exist between them. Huang Dewei decided his heart to be closed from any emotions he was feeling towards Wang Lei...he had enough.

Wang Lei was looking outside the window while holding the book in his hand but does not like anything. He felt life stopped for him because he had not seen Huang Dewei for days now. He wanted to see him yet he does not want to call him. He sighed when he heard a knock on his door and turned over. Xin Ying entered inside she smiled at him and they greeted each other.

'How may I can help you, Emperess?' Wang Lei asked

'I came to see you. You never return back to meet me.' Xin Ying said as she smiled looking at him

'I was busy.' Wang Lei replied as he looked back out of the window and Xin Ying looked at his back and smiled. He does seem a little tired and exhausted. Xin Ying walked towards him and stopped right behind him as her gaze fell on a hairpin on his hair. The hairpin seems cheap, unlike his usual ones which were expensive and lavish.

'Your hairpin looks cheap. You should change it.' Xin Ying commented and Wang Lei looked at him and then he remember that was a hairpin Huang Dewei got for him and he was wearing it because he missed him. He was actually acting like a heartbroken lover after being a moron of running and sleeping with his wife after he kissed him. He wonders how Huang Dewei would react if he found out that had happened? Deep down he does not want him to find out about this and deep down he was also scared of his reaction.

'No, it's fine. Someone gifted me.' Wang Lei replied

'But you should change it. It does not suit you. It looks cheap.' Xin Ying said and moved her hand to take out the pin but Wang Lei's harshly pushed away from her hand

'Don't touch it.' Wang Lei said coldly and Xin Ying was taken back by his reaction.

'It seems very precious to you.' Xin Ying said and smile whereas Wang Lei just looked away. Xin Ying's behaviour had changed since that night. That night Wang Lei regretted it but he can't change it. He still had to sleep with her so they can give birth to the next Emperor so Wang Lei did it like a duty but he assumed Xin Ying was thinking it more than a duty. Wang Lei also had no idea why he was sleeping around with people just to forget about that one guy which he clearly can't.

'You should go and sleep. It's getting late. I will be busy.' Wang Lei said and Xin Ying felt disappointed but then she felt maybe she was being too much. They spend a night and she fell for him but Wang Leo might need more time to fall for her so she should not pressure him and made him run away from her. She should give him time and space because she knew for Wang Leo that night might not be that special and could be more like a duty to him since that is what he said when she asked her permission. He said he was here to do his duty if Xin Ying gives her permission which she did. She just smile and walked out while Wang Lei sighed tiredly. His life was a mess and he knew he was the reason for it. He can't blame anyone else for it, but he had no idea what he should do to sort it out?