I stood there watching Chris open the box and it was exactly what I thought it was a ring. It was heavy pure gold with white diamonds in it and it was a lion head. It was neat and I love it.

Chris: Mjay I know I said I wasn't going to get you a ring and do the gay thing about it but even though we know what it mean no one wont. Mjay I know you young but you taught me a lot and you taught me that love is real bey that's why I want be with you for the rest of my entire life. Will You Marry Me Bey?

Me: Um Um Um bey I don't know what to say bey

Chris: Say yes baby please (he looked at me with a sad look on his face)

Me: I thought to myself I love this dude with all my heart but I aint ready to get married nor be with him right now I want to be single and just chill and be more focus so I said No.

Chris: No, baby why? We are meant to be

Me: Bey I love you and I do think we are meant to be no lie that's why it making this even easier for me because I know one day we will be together again but not right now bey. Chris I love you bey but I am not going to marry you or get back together with you right now I need time bey. I got to find myself , I need to focus on graduating out of school and shit and just enjoying being young for now. Nigga you have given me the best days of my life but you also gave me some of the worst days of my life and I don't want to die right now Chris I almost did. You did save me from being outed and I appreciate you with my life for doing that but we could have fucked him together bey. It hurt because when I was behind you Chris you was enjoying him and how the fuck I know when me and you get serious he aint going to fuck it up again when he want some dick.

Chris: Bey trust I that nigga going to die let's just say you going to hear about it on the news but mjay what you saying bey you can't leave me bey, This have something to do with Dion am I right, I going to kill this fucking dude

Me: Chris are you listening to me this have nothing to do with Dion, I just want some me time bey I just want do me for a while I aint want be you take care me and baby me for the rest of my life I need you to see how it feels to be without me bruh and if the day come and you move on I got to respect that Chris we aint getting back together right now bey I need to grow.

Chris: Wow I feel like shit right now, I just got dumped by the nigga I love with all my heart but I understand you bey guess I have been making your life hectic and I do apologize about that mjay and if you want me to leave you alone I will but it's going to be hard but I guess you need peace and I don't blame you. I want give you this ring but I'll keep it because one day it going to be on your finger. (He pulls me in close but mjay know that I will forever love you bey we done for right now but you going to be back I love you baby

Me: I love you to Chris ( and I kissed him on the lips) I hold his hand and as I walked further to the door it slipped until it was back at his side and I left the room and went to Dion and Shawn in the front room we left. I looked back at him as we walked to the car and I could see the tears falling from his eyes. It was so beautiful to see this vulnerable side of him and I respect that I was the only one that can make him show it but I got to grow and so do him.

On the way back home I didn't say anything I was silent I just didn't talk, i was thinking to myself and the worry I had was did I make the right decision or can I really him move on from me. Can I see him with someone else? I know the answer to those entire questions but I got to be stronger than that. We reached home and my mom was probably sleep I was trying to get out the car and Dion grabbed and he told Shawn to go on I coming.

Dion: So yall back together then?

Me: No we aren't

Dion: Cool I was worried there, cause I want you to be with me

Me: Bey what you worrying both, nigga I aint yours you got a girl and am a single nigga for now lol

Dion: I here that, lmao I going to push out then with that said

Me: Yea nigga do that and besides I going talk to Terry right now about something. Going to catch you later nigga

Dion: Yea nigga

I got out and watch Dion drove over to his house and he came out and hailed and went inside, then he text and say you making sure I get in safe a lol and I said no nigga they could kidnap you for all I care lol, Dion: Lol well I just got to change that don't care attitude. I turn around and Terry was coming outside Shawn probably told him what gone down.

Terry: Lil bro you ok? Shawn told me

Me: Yea I cool man, lol nigga you think I am your son or something a

Terry: No but you my lil brother so I got to protect you and besides if you were my son you would be a lot cuter

Me: Nigga you aint see I take your woman an lmao now if Sarah taste this dick then she going to be trip lmao.

Terry: Lmao , never bruh, you aint know what to do with no pussy lmao lil bro, and Shawn also told me you was over by Chris

Me: Bey that lil bitch could talk now lmao, man the dick can't be that good you got that nigga just singing info lmao, you bad big bro I'll give you that

Terry: Well nigga I got to train um man lmao, but why don't stay away from that nigga bruh he aint good bey.

Me: Terry that's your best friend dawg so please patch things up with him, I been over there because he wanted to show me a video his ex that bey who stabbed me took of us from the window, it was of me and him fucking bey and he was blackmailing Chris for sex. He told Chris he would send a copy of it to mom and dad and post it on the internet and show you and Chris boys so Chris had to do what he had to but it just so happens it backfired and I caught them. But when I been there he proposed to me bruh I mean not in the gay way but yea he did was giving me a ring

Terry: Oh so trey like playing games ok good for fucking with my boy and my brother he going to get dealt with let's see him fuck with someone he can't blackmail and what bey nigga proposed to you!! Like I say yall niggas just too cute with this shit dread, what you say nigga?

Me: I broke up with him bey

Terry: Lil bro I know you love that nigga and now I know he really love you and won't do anything to hurt you but now you sure you made the right choice lil bro, you shore you ready to give him up

Me: Bey i don't want give him up, I in love with him bey but I just can't deal with him right now, its like I need a breath of fresh air bey, I just want have some time to do me man

Terry: heard that lil bro I guess if yall was meant to be yall would find yall way again besides I know Chris he going to give you space and give you the silent treatment and shit but he aint giving you up. Go deal with one next bey and see how psycho nigga going to get lol but I down with you and your choice man but think about it lil more before it be too late and you regret it. (Terry pulls out his phone and dialled up Chris) Chris, yea bro I got to talk to bruh mjay told me what's up bey, a come over tomorrow so we can talk alright and no I aint going to hit you nigga lol then he hangs up nigga don't worry about nothing, big bro going to handle shits with Trey and Chris alright. I going to give trey a taste of he own medicine