Shocked at the blood that drains down my legs I thought to myself did I just let this nigga tear my ass open. I got scared because if I go to the hospital to get stitches dam everyone will know what's up and I aint going. I then took my finger and touch my ass hole and it was burning like fuck and still bleeding I got really scared. I shouted Fuck! Didn't think Chris would hear me but then he came to the door knocking. Knock! Knock! Knock! Mjay you ok in their baby. I didn't answer then he asked again am good bey.

Chris: Open the door mjay let me in, you aint sound like you ok

Me: No! bey I alright go lay back down, I straight bey!

Chris: open this fucking door before I break it down bey, you know what fuck this! (He moved from the door and all I could was hear keys) nigga this my place you aint think I got keys for the bathroom too (and he open the door and came in to see blood on my leg) BEY! That's blood you ok baby, come bey turn around let me see bey. Baby your ass is fucking red and dripping blood bey how this happen bey

Me: I didn't want say but you were a little ruff and i didn't want tell you stop but I just took it and here is the result my ass is bleeding.

Chris: Bey come let me take you to the hospital bey I don't want it be serious bey

Me: Bey I aint going to know hospital you crazy how am I going to explain this. Oh doctor my boyfriend fucked me to hard and ripped my ass and it bleeding. Bey fuck that shit ill just let it heal on its own bey. You want me go to the hospital and someone who knows my parents and let them know am gay or some shit. Another thing bruh this the Bahamas where they spin the truth 100times and by the time it get to the next person it's a completely different story bruh.

Chris: Baby you aint lie dread and I aint want get lock up for rape or some shit even though you can give consent to have sex. Ok let's go to the beach then salt water does heal everything so the old folks say lol

Me: I wanted to go to the beach but we end up fucking and now I aint feeling the beach no more bey.

Chris: ok nigga if you and want go to the beach I bringing the beach to you. He ran water in his big ass tub and almost full it up and he went in the kitchen and sprinkle salt in the water to give it that sea water effect and took me and left me up gently and place me in the water) now nigga just relax and let the water deal with inside your ass but I still will massage your hole in a bit to get some salt water up in there to clean and heal you baby.

Chris then took his hand and put it in the water and the next thing I know one finger was at my hole and he was just rimming it with his finger and then dig one in very gently massaging my walls making sure some salt water got up in der. It sting for a min but it felt good after and he just made me feel all better I had my own personal doctor. Chris did this for 20min straight just making me feel better and after all of that he came in the tub behind me where I sat in his arms and whispered in my ears I'm sorry for hurting you but next time please tell me if it's uncomfortable for you so I could stop ok baby.

Me: Ok baby I understand you nigga, I'm sorry for not telling you stop, I just wanted to please you man

Chris: Yea baby but I don't want hurt you bey, we suppose to please each other it aint only about me mjay, it's about how you feeling to and the way you feel is important to me. Real talk I am kind of hurt cause I was hurting you, when I thought I was making you feel good but next time speak up baby. Now let this water out so we can run some good water in here so we could bath and play some game. I feel like playing some wrestling you know John Cena is my boy "You can't see me nigga".

Me: Nigga cena cool but the rock and stone cold is my niggas, let me open a can of whop ass on your candy ass, can you smeeeeeeeell what the rock is cooking lmfao

Chris: Lmfao Stale!! Lmao get you dead ass, you can't see me on wrestling bey

Me: nigga you so dead I could cut your ass with Trish Stratus on that game, lol cut your ass with a diva that's how dead you are. A I have a idea why don't you invite your bro dawg and let's order some food and just chill with some drinks so we could get to know him. But nigga I know he your brother naw but he aint need to know we lovers bey cause you does get bold sometimes and don't give a fuck lol

Chris: Lmao you baby that cool but he got my number I didn't get his own lmao.

Me: Oh you smart so left the choices if he wanted to hang up to him

Chris: Yup, he my bro and all but I aint going out my way, I going to let him call the shots and if he do something then I'm a go out my way to get to know him. Lol I hope he aint gay too lmao.

Me: Why Not?

Chris: Because it would be too weird then I would have to watch out for my bro around you

Me: You better lol because he do seem to kind of look like you bey, I might just try him

Chris: Lmao yea and I will cut you mjay and him, brother or not!

Me: Just joking nigga lol you know me and you going good right now I aint won't do anything to fuck it up, oh I pose to tell you Dion want me and him to chill on the weekend you aint mind a. Before you get mad baby remember this, I aint had to tell you I could have just gone. So can I go I'm being respectful and asking you because you're my boyfriend and I love you.

Chris: I don't really want you to go but yea you could go. Just tell that nigga watch his self cause you never know if I have someone watching or not and am serious as a mother fucker. Or I might be watching aint no place in Nassau you go that I can't find you lol

Me: Yea I here you, you old stalker lol, I love you do

Chris: I love you too

We then got out the tub we got dress played a little game and I had uniform over here by Chris what he already had washed and ironed so I was straight I love this nigga he just takes good care of me. Just like I told him I was going to cut his ass on the game it happened lol and after that we got some food and went to bed. I aint going to lie I was saw as a mudda and it really hurts when I walk but I had to suck it up to go school because I can't miss no more classes before they call my parents and I have to graduate with honours. I woke up the next morning and I was kind of feeling much better, walk was almost normal so I got dress and went over to my house to wait so me and Shawn could walk to school together. We walked to school and to my surprise Dion was waiting on us. Looking good in his uniform as usual

Dion: Wassup niggas

Me: Everything cool bey

Shawn: Sup no basketball this morning a

Dion: Naw bruh, coach had something to do today so he cancel it for this afternoon after school

Shawn: I was watching you bruh you got some skills bey, I hope you looking to go to the states for college to play college ball

Dion: Yea bey coach was talking to me about it but actually he talked to hold team but he pulled me aside and told me I got potential and if am serious he could get me into one top school in Texas where they have a great basketball team and coach where I could make it in the NBA for sure if I work hard. I really want to play pro so I taking him up on that offer.

Me: That's good bey, don't get rich and switch do

Dion: You know I can't forget you mjay (he gives me a smile letting me know I will be there rich with him)

Me: Kool nigga

Shawn: Yawl niggas lets hurry do it almost nine and I aint want pick up garbage today, fuck that shit

Dion: Yea shit lets go , Mjay I going to text you about the ting bey (He was trying to speak in code cause he thought Shawn was straight)

Me: Yea

School was school but it went cool but the day went kind of fast I couldn't wait to see Chris today I went home in a hurry. I open the front door and I see all type luggages in the front room and so I thought Fuck My Parents are home early. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkk Man!