Chapter 31 ~ this isn't real

I gasped opening my eyes looking around seeing I was in my bedroom. I frowned looking around sitting up in bed, did it not work?

I sighed getting out of bed stretching and walked to the door biting my lip. I opened it and froze as outside the door was the forest, what the hell?

I looked behind me seeing the bedroom. "I must be in the dream" I whispered looking out at the forest. I bit my lip walking out into the forest and looked around the area, I looked behind me seeing the doorway was gone and I was surrounded by the trees.

I heard a noise behind me and turned around seeing a blue light rushing through the bushes. I frowned following it quickly as it went up the pathway, I ran after it looking around and stopped in my tracks seeing Mason walking.

I frowned watching him as he walked to some girl, he pushed her against the tree kissing her hungrily and she wrapped her arms around his neck kissing back.

My heart shattered watching them make out.. Watching them touch each other...

No. This isn't real. None of this is real. Just focus on finding Sarafina.

I took a deep breath walking away quickly and the blue light stood in front of another door. I walked to the door hesitantly and opened it seeing an empty dark hallway.

I bit my lip walking inside and the door slammed behind me, I looked around listening to the silence which made my ears ring.

It was way too quiet.

I walked down the hall looking around and heard footsteps behind me. I turned around quickly seeing a little boy, he smiled at me and I looked at his hazel eyes.

"Mason?" I whispered and he giggled running off holding a toy car. I frowned following him into the kitchen and he sat on the floor playing with the toy cars humming.

I stared at him walking closer and he looked up at me smiling showing his missing teeth. "Wanna pway cars?" He asked smiling

I jumped hearing a door slam and I looked behind me, I tensed up seeing Hopkins walking in the kitchen grumbling. "Ungrateful bitch" he muttered throwing a cup in the sink.

"Daddy, can we play?" Baby Mason asked innocently "get out of my sight you mutt" Hopkins spat making Mason flinch.

He looked down sadly making my heart sink, "just play with him" I whispered and I gasped loudly as Hopkins hit him hard making him scream crying.

"Stop it!" I screamed going to him and he disappeared into thin air like smoke, I stumbled looking around the dark room wide eyed.

I heard muffled yelling outside and a woman screaming crying, I frowned standing there and heard a noise behind me. I turned around seeing an older boy about 7 years old sitting on the bed.

He looked up sighing and I looked at young Mason's face. There was a bang and he flinched as the woman cried, "you don't fucking understand!" I heard the man yell.

Mason hugged his legs sitting there and there was a loud crash making him gasp. He stood up quickly running to the door opening it and I ran out after him seeing Hopkins dragging a woman to the car.

"No! Let her go!" Mason yelled running after them.

Oh no... This is when Hopkins banishes her.

Mason cried hitting him as he threw her in the car "Mama!" He cried and Hopkins kicked him to the floor.

I closed my eyes not wanting to see him get beaten but everything went silent. I opened my eyes seeing I was in bed making me frown. I sat up sighing and looked around, I looked next to me seeing an older Mason sleeping.

He sighed laying on his back and the door opened, I looked up and tensed as a figure of a woman walked in. She was a silhouette of a woman holding a knife and I froze,

"Oh no no no. I don't want to see this" I whispered feeling my heart racing as she crawled on the bed.

I climbed off the bed quickly feeling my self hyperventilating as she straddled him. His eyes snapped opened and I cried as she stabbed his side making him gasp loudly trying to move.

"Mommy is here" she grinned grabbing his boxers "No!" I screamed covering my eyes as tears fell down his cheeks. I grabbed the vase off the desk and threw it towards the figure crying.

I opened my eyes panting seeing I was in the forest again. I looked around wiping my tears away and saw someone up the hill.

I sniffed going to it climbing up and saw a younger looking Daddy standing there walking back and forth. He sighed looking around and froze looking at me, "what the hell?" He said and I frowned.

"Daddy?" I said and he walked to me, I gasped as he walked right through me like I was nothing. I turned around quickly and followed him down the hill as he ran, I froze in my tracks seeing my mother covered in blood walking.

"Mom" I whispered with tears in my eyes. "Miss, I need you to stop walking" he said to her and she panted looking at him whimpering. He froze looking at her "mate" he whispered and she fell in his arms, he quickly caught her holding her.

"Oh god no. No" he said picking her up holding her closer and ran up the hill. I went to follow but stopped looking in the direction she came from.

I bit my lip walking towards there looking around the forest for a building of some sort. I smelled something burning making me tense, I inhaled deeply and looked to my side. I gasped seeing a burning house right in front of me making me back away quickly.

"No!" I heard a scream making me look up, I froze remembering this moment. This was the night the Shadow pack attacked us.

Mom ran out the house kicking someone in the gut and I looked around feeling my heart racing watching everyone fighting.

"Mom! Mom no! Run!" I yelled going to her running quickly as I saw Hopkins emerge from the forest watching her as she fought.

"Dad!" I cried looking around for him feeling tears form in my eyes. He ran to her grabbing her and I screamed falling to my knees covering my ears hearing her cries in agony.

I panted sitting there shaking listening to the cries, I looked up seeing Daddy holding her dead body crying.

"I'm so sorry" he sobbed in her hair, I sat there crying silently and saw a little girl run out. I looked away closing my eyes "Why is mommy sleeping?" I heard my voice echo.

My eyes snapped open again feeling someone touch my hair. I looked next to me seeing Mason, "Mason" I whimpered hugging him tightly and he wrapped his arms around me.

He sighed holding me as I cried in his shirt... "It's all your fault" he whispered making me frown. "What?" I said looking at him "everything is your fault. You ruined everything. I should've rejected you from the moment I saw you!" He spat and I flinched backing away.

"Mason, I didn't do anything wrong" I cried backing away as he growled at me with black eyes.

"Everyone is dead because of you! You're the worst mate I could ever ask for! You're better off dead. You're not even worth it" he growled and I cried shaking my head "no please" I sobbed backing away.

"Mason please! I love you" I whispered sitting on my knees "I never loved you" he said standing in front of me and i looked behind him as a woman walked out holding a baby.

She smiled at him and he smiled kissing her grabbing the baby, "kill that pathetic monster" he said looking at her and the woman looked at me and growled running to me full speed. I screamed loudly shutting my eyes tightly bracing for impact.

I panted laying there shaking and opened my eyes, I looked around hearing moaning and I looked up seeing Mason in bed with someone. I cried feeling the pain of the mating bond ripping through my body, I laid on the flood sobbing as the moans got louder.

"Stop it!" I sobbed covering my ears laying in a fetal position.

"Look how pathetic she is" I heard and opened my eyes seeing Xavier. "I can't believe I even loved her once. She ruined everything for this pack"

"I thought I was the weak one" Emma snorted standing next to him. "I shouldn't have saved you that night of the attack" Xavier whispered making me flinch.

I looked next to them at Daddy standing there with a blank expression. "Dad?" I whispered sitting up, "it's your fault she's gone" he whispered and my heart sank.

"The love of my life is dead because of you. I lost everything because of you!" He yelled and I cried "it wasn't my fault" I whispered

"Everything is always your fault" alpha Derek said standing next to him. "My pack was ruined. Everyone almost died because of you" he growled and I whimpered.

"I honestly feel sorry for you" Luna said shaking her head. "You should've never came to us" I heard Evan say and I looked at him.

"Evan" I cried sitting there and he walked closer "you're a pathetic use of a mate for him. You're the enemy. You don't deserve to be here. You should be dead!" He yelled "Evan please" I cried shaking my head and Anna put her hand on his arm calming him down.

"Don't touch it. You might catch something" Anna smirked looking at me and I felt my lip quiver looking at them, "Anna, you're my only friend" I whispered and she laughed.

"You honestly think we're friends? I feel sorry for you. You're so naive" she snorted and I cried looking down.

"You cry way too much" I heard Lydia say and I looked at her, "No wonder Mason never wanted to mate with you. You're so weak"

"That's not true-"

"Why do you think he waited so long? 3 months? Come on. He never wanted you. He dreaded mating with you" she chuckled and I just looked at her. "He wants Hopkins to take you" she smirked turned to her side. I tensed seeing her pregnant belly.

"I told you he would be mine" she smirked and I whimpered looking at her stomach. I panted looking next to her as Mason appeared.

"Stop it" I whispered holding my head "She's right. I never wanted you. I look at you and I'm disgusted with what I see. You're the most pathetic wolf I've ever seen-"

"Shut up" I sobbed feeling my chest breaking apart, I hugged my legs sobbing as everyone spoke at once about how much they hated me surrounding me in a circle.

"No!" I cried shaking my head. I panted feeling something in front of me, I felt the floor wet under me and opened my eyes. I gasped seeing Mom's dead body laying in front of me. Blood surrounding me.

"Mom" I whispered touching her soft hair and her eyes snapped open, "it's your fault" she whispered and I sobbed looking at her.

I heard footsteps behind me as I shook from all the crying, I turned around slowly and Mason stood there staring down at me with dark eyes.

"Mason" I whispered and he bent down and smiled. I panted wide eyes as he grabbed my chin making me look at him, "such a waste" he said and I screamed as he punched through my chest and ripped out my heart making me black out screaming in agony.

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I laid there shaking violently and gasped for air holding my chest. I looked at myself seeing I was wearing a white dress and I was barefoot.

I sat up sniffling looking around and heard whimpering making my heart race "Sarafina?!" I called out standing up quickly. I followed the noise looking around the pitch black room.

I ran in the darkness not knowing where I was going. All I did was focus on her whimpers.

I ran as fast as I could hearing her louder and clearer. I panted seeing something in the distance and ran to it quickly "Sarafina!" I called out seeing a white light.

I ran to it only to be blinded by it, I shut my eyes tightly covering my eyes and stood there.

I fell to my knees covering my face and heard a wine. I opened my eyes panting and and looked in front of me seeing a white Wolf tied up with a muzzle on her snout whining in pain.

"Sarafina" I gasped ....

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A/N~

I hope this chapter made sense 😁