MATT'S POV

I quickly woke up to movements on the bed. Ah fuck. Headache. I turned over to see Angie sitting up and checking her phone.

"What tim-"

"SHIT!" She yelled with a jump off the bed.

"Sorry" I laughed as she stood up.

"It's 9:02" She said putting her phone down.

I began looking around and at myself. I can't remember changing and for Christ sakes I wasn't even wearing a shirt. I looked at Angie again as she walked to the bathroom. She didn't say much but she looked good. I hope I didn't try to do anything to her, that'd be upsetting not only upsetting but disrespectful.

I stood up and stretched out my arms. I felt really weird, not tired, but different. My back was hurting and I couldn't tell what even happened last night, I remembered leaving the restaurant but not after. Few minutes later the shower turned on and the door locked. She must be a bit upset at me, but I don't think I did anything wrong. I called up room service for a basic breakfast, a Japanese breakfast which was super good if you asked me, natto. After 15 minutes the shower had turned off and Angie walked out the bathroom changed into fresh clothes.

"What's wrong?" I asked as she had her bag on the bed while looking through it.

"Nothing. Everything's ok" she said taking out her brush.

"You're basically ignoring me" I said grabbing a towel on the chair.

"I'm not, I'm okay. Enjoy the shower, water is nice and hot" she said and began brushing her hair.

"I'm gonna get it out of you" I chuckled.

She cracked a smile and looked away.

I walked into the bathroom turning the shower on. Japan was a bit more complicated when it came to showers but much safer in that sense. After it was warm I stripped down and walked in. Rinse, rinse, rinse. 10 minutes after I got out only to realize my clothes were in the bag I left by the bed. Oh well, she's my girlfriend, what can happen? I wrapped the towel around my waist and walked out only to see Angie eating breakfast.

"Matt! Seriously?" She said turning away.

"Angie, you're my girlfriend. Yes under this towel I'm naked but come on, it's me" I chuckled as she continued to eat staring out the window.

I stopped what I was doing and looked at her. I got close and sat across her.

"What makes you uncomfortable about what I'm doing? And will you look at me when you answer me?" I said taking her hand.

After a few seconds she turned to me and looked into my eyes.

"It doesn't make me uncomfortable but we're still newly together and if we're in this together then give me time" she said slowly pulling her hand away until I stopped her.

"There's something else bothering you, isn't there?" I asked knowing she did wanted to talk me yesterday until I got shitfaced.

"Matt. I know asking me was a step that you took, but I'm not going to move in with you. I found a house in London. It's close to MJ and Mariah, it's a beautiful house, and once we're done touring I have an appointment set up to check the house out. I love the fact that you asked me to move with you and if you didn't I'd probably be a bit upset, but I just need the time to myself for now, but you can look at the house with me and maybe you'll agree to move in with me" she said calmly.

Now I felt like an even bigger asshole. I didn't think about it much but I'm glad she asked me as well.

"I'd be happy to check out the house with you" I said smiling, "now don't worry. I understand."

"I don't want you to be upset, I just have been thinking about it so muc-"

"Angie, don't worry. I'm okay with it, maybe we can move in together, in the house that you want. I can sell my flat, I'm okay. I just want you to go at your own pace and I want you to be comfortable with what decision you make and if that's the decision then I'm okay" I said standing up and giving her a kiss, "now I'm going to change and we'll find something to do".

I FINALLY GOT IT OUT! It was bothering me sooooo bad to have to say that to Matt but he understood and I couldn't have asked for a better person to make this decision with.

We are here at the Tokyo Skytree since we are in Tokyo and it's something that everyone should visit while here as though tomorrow we won't be free anymore. We all decided to visit the Skytree together since much of us didn't want to stray away.

"Photos?" Padge asked as Veronika gave the camera to Matt.

"Alright smile like not tomorrow" he said as Padge and Veronika smiled and Matt took a few photos before handing the camera back to Veronika.

"What about you two?" Veronika said pointing to me and Matt.

"Ummm, why not?" I said as we posed and she took a few photos from both my phone as well as Matts.

"Band photo" Jay said as we all walked out the way and took a photo of BFMV before handing the camera back and switching spots.

"This is so weird" Dani said as we took a band photo.

"Shut up" Paige laughed as we took a few more before getting our cameras back.

"I think we should head up now since we got the day ahead of us" MJ said as we walked to the entrance of the Skytree.

Ah we all took the elevator up. Squeezing in with a few other people.

"This is a beautiful sight" Matt said to us as everyone looked at him.

"Ah That is" Dani said.

Once we reached the top we all walked out taking the tickets for the Skytree.

"This is insane, how far we've come" Jay said looking down from the window, "Tiny people"

"They look like ants" MJ chuckled as we all began walking around.

I walked around with Angie as the guys and girl did their own thing. I couldn't keep my eyes off Angie as she walked near the rails and stared off into the drop off Tokyo. As much as I wanted to hold her and give kisses I didn't, only for the respect of myself and everyone around me. I love her.

"You look beautiful" I said.

She looked at me and smiled.

"Thank you" She smiled and came close to me, "you look gorgeous"

I chuckled and held her.

"This is life, so far up yet enough to just say 'fuck it' and embrace a new life" she said and held me.

"Just a few more weeks until the tour is over" a voice said.

I

We looked over to see Sage.

"I'm excited" Angie said looking at me.

"Me too, I'm ready for the cold weather and cloudy days, I can't stand sunny warm days" Sage chuckled.

"Isn't that how all Russians are?" Padge said coming next to Sage with Veronika.

"I don't know, I doubt it but that's how I am. I hate sunny warm weather cause bugs live in that environment" Sage chuckled again.

"I'd take over the four season globally if I could" Angie laughed.

"If only we could" I said.

Indeed this was the life. Unpredictable yet a life spent with someone you'd love with a view you couldn't resist.