ANGIE'S POV

After a two months of being on tour, everyone was tired. Everyone began getting homesick especially with this tour. This tour called for so much; interviews, photo shoots, meet and greets; studio time, almost everything you could think of. But to think of it, Hell's Gate tour wasn't just any tour, which is why they called it 'Hell's Gate'. Nothing much happened except now everyone knew Matt and I were dating, they found out from paparazzi photos of Matt and I kissing backstage, we have quite had a day off yet we still had to hit Asia, and Africa. We already went through America and South America which was intense.

We flew into The UK not too long ago and already at the venue. It was barely the beginning of June and we were already all tired. None of us had caught any sleep and not to mention how poor we've been eating so we all felt like shit yet we continue to do our job as a family and band.

I was at the venue watching our road crew setting up the stage and equipment along with all our things at where they should be.

"Hey"

I turned to see Stacy.

"Hi, how are you?" I smiled to her as she thumbs up and watched the road crew as well.

"So I talked with Corey about the whole situation of getting your things and he's agreed to leave the entire day while you move out everything" she said.

Lately Corey has been such a mess. After the tour I planned to fly to London to look for a flat and after finding a home I have to get all my things with Stacy, Mick, Joey, and Craig, they were going to help me move out the Iowa home.

"That sounds good. I found a flat and I set an appointment right after tour to look at the place" I said.

"Are you going with Matt? Or the boys?"

"With Matt, I mean it's only fair to include him with what's going on" I said and continued watching.

"What if he asked you to move in?"

"If he did, I would, but he hasn't and I feel like it would be too fast. But honestly it would be nice, it would just take some time getting use to besides we are moving fast" I smiled

"Well Angie, if it's true love then it's not moving fast at all, I mean you've seen Kady and Jonathan, they knew each other for a week before they got married and look at them, they've been together for nearly 10 years, they're happy, they're married and they're expecting their first child, you never know where life will take you" she said with sincerity in her voice.

Kady is my best friend. I've known her all my life and when she was young she met a man 10 years older than her and they both fell completely in love. They only knew each other for less than a week before they got married, now 10 years later they're still together happier than ever and it makes me think of my own relationship. I really do want to be with Matt but it's hard to push something that you just can't push very much. After a few minutes of watching the road crew I got up.

"Well I better start getting ready for tonight since we finished sound check" I said smiling and walking out the venue and back to the tour bus.

We sat in the tour bus. The Silent band was out but us Bullet boys were in the bus.

"Are you going to ask her to move in?" Padge asked.

"I want to but I think it's going to be too early, it wouldn't be fair to ask" I smiled.

"But wouldn't be best to ask her now that way she saves money and it wouldn't be such a hassle later on" Moose said giving me the eye.

"You might as well ask her to marry you" Jay said when the guys bursted into laughter.

"Jay, fuck you" I said while they just continued to laugh.

I want to marry Angie. You know that feeling of when you've been with people you don't feel that long term connection but suddenly you meet someone you absolutely fall in love with at first sight and suddenly you know they are the love of your life that, that is YOUR person, that is who you want to be with for the rest of your life, well Angie is my person. My Angel. We then heard the door open and Angie walked in.

"Hey, how are you guys?" She asked and walked to me, "I need to talk to you"

"Alright" I said.

I got up as we both walked upstairs.

"I found a place in London. It's near Hyde Park, it's a cute little flat and it's a great place and it's far closer to the guys than being in the USA" she said.

I wanted to ask her to move in with me but I didn't want to seem as if we were moving too fast although the biggest step we took thus far was actually addressing what we wanted and we both knew we would get married and join together but we didn't know when.

"I wanted to ask you something but I don't want to be too pushy" I said as she wrapped her arms around my waist and stared up to me.

"Say it" she chuckled.

"I want you to think of it first but I want you to move in with me" I said, just then she stopped smiling and pulled away, "what's wrong?"

"Nothing. I just-I don't know. I don't want you to think that you HAVE to ask me to move in. Matthew, it's a big step and I know we've known each other for a very long time but we've only been dating for a few months now, I'm scared-"

"Angie" I said cutting her off, I pulled her closer to be an wrapped my arms around her, "that's why I told you to think about it, and by the end of the tour if you're not comfortable and if it feels like we are moving too fast then we don't have too, we can take this slow. But all I'm saying is to think about it" I smiled as she smiled and gave me a kiss.

"I'll think about it" she said and held me, "I have to get ready now for the show and head back to the venue for the interview"

I began getting ready. I really would love to move in with Matt but it's a bit difficult. I just need to finish this tour and make up my mind. I really need to make up my mind considering how we had a month left. I couldn't wait to see what the future hold.

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