《Beautiful (Matt Tuck) (BFMV)》Guilt trip
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ANGIE'S POV
It was now close to 3 pm, we did only two interviews and had one more to go. We also had a photo shoot that was scheduled at 4:30. We began making our way to the small area outside the venue where it was nice and cool under the shade. There sat six chairs and two chairs opposite of them.
I sat at the end while the order when Me, Mj, Dani, Sagen, Alex, and Paige. Of course we always had to wait around for the interviewers.
"What do you think they're gonna ask us?" Paige questioned looking at us all.
"I think the same ole questions about our upcoming album and what sets we play" Mj answered back.
"But this is California, the interviewers here ask weird questions, I don't wanna do this" Dani said getting antsy.
Dani was always like that during an interview. Paranoid. But once the interview started he would be totally fine and himself.
"I'm hungry, we should buy some snacks or something" Paige said.
"Your always hungry, when have you not been hungry" Alex said as we all laughed except for Paige who stuck him finger towards Alex.
Alex laughed and turned to Mj.
"Fuck where is this person? I'm so sick of waiting" he laughed.
"Waiting? It's only been three minutes" I said.
Just after I answered a woman turned the corner along with a man holding a camera. She was short, and wore a dress holding a notebook and pen in her hands. As she got closer we all got up.
"Hello! I'm Casey! I'll be asking the questions and this is David, he'll be recording! I'm so excited" she said with high energy.
"Well hello, I'm Paige"
"Alex"
"Sagen"
"Dani"
"MJ"
"And I'm Angie, nice to meet you, we're Silent Moment" I said.
We all sat down and she opened her notebook and took out her pen.
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"Okay we're starting now" she said looking at David who propped his camera and began rolling.
"Hello everyone I'm Casey with MUSIKTV and I'm here with Silent Moment! How are y'all doing?" She said.
The interview went on for almost 40 minutes until eventually we had to cut it short.
Of course we said our goodbyes to her and walked out to a van parked out back.
"Photo shoot guys!" MJ laughed as we all gathered inside the van.
"Okay well I'm excited" I said sitting in the back next to Paige and Alex.
"Because your the model here" MJ said smiling.
We left to the photo shoot. Luckily for us once we showed up everything was set up because it was an outdoor photo shoot. We all got out and looked at each other.
"We don't have to wait three minutes right?" Dani said.
We all laughed as we walked towards the crew.
"We have to be back in an hour so that's as much time as we have well technically we have 45 minutes" Sagen said.
"It's now 4:25, we'll be done by 5:15 okay?" The photographer asked.
"Yeah, we have enough one to each since the meet and greets start at 5:30" I said.
"Like 15 minutes to eat, hopefully my stomach still won't be rumbling" Dani said.
We began taking group photos since it was the easiest. After so many group photos we began with individual photos. I couldn't keep a straight face so I'd laugh every now and then. After it all we decided to go back to the venue where we had to do meet and greets.
The show started at 8:00 p.m. Bullet wasn't there because they were doing interviews at this time and the other bands had other things to do.
We went into the venue and waited until fans by group, or individual came in.
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"I can't wait until tonight" Paige said as the first few fans walked in.
We took photos with them. I got asked if I was okay since they didn't know what happened when I was 'sick'. After the longest time the meet and greet was over and it was now 6:30. The show started at 8:00.
"Where's the rest of the band?" I asked not spotting on single band.
"They should be here now since all stopped at 6:30 so we'll have time to eat and extra" MJ said.
"Oh, I'm going to go back to the bus and change" I said as they all nodded.
I walked off towards the buses. Our buses were all aligned next to each other. I opened the bus doors and ran up deck to change since I felt gross.
"Hey"
My heart pounded fast and hard.
"I'm not gonna change my mind Corey"
I said turning back and seeing Corey standing behind me.
HOW THE FUCK DID HE GET ON THE BUS?!?!
"I know your with Matt, I mean pizza and good company? I'm not stupid, I know you and him were holding hands and doing all this and that, Angie you're not good at hiding shit from me" he said coming closer to me.
"I've known him longer than I've known you, as a matter of fact, I don't even know you anymore, you act like all these years of being together it was nothing, now I'm going to treat it like nothing" I said grabbing my duffle bag.
"I can't say it enough but I am sorry Angie, I am so fucking sorry, what do you want me to do? Get on my knees and beg for you to take me back? What! Tell me and I will do it" he said grabbing my hand.
"I wanted to marry you Corey, I wanted children, I wanted a family, but you didn't, so don't act as if you never knew it"
"Angie" he said suddenly giving me a passionate kiss.
I didn't want it, but did I? No. I wanted it. No I couldn't have it. I quickly pulled away and pushed him.
"No" I said walking past him until he grabbed my hand.
"Marry me then, marry me? Angie, will you marry me?" He said getting on his knees.
What. The. Actual. Fuck.
"You can have the house, everything, I'll come by after the tour and pick my shit up, we're done" I said.
Only one word that could describe what I felt right now. Guilt.
Guilty because I wanted Matt, but all this shit I was caught in. No. Nothing could cure this feeling.
I quickly walked out the bus and back into the venue. Since the bathroom was there, I ran in and quickly changed as soon as I could. Fuck. I had to tell Matt. Our relationship was to fast, but I wanted it. I walked out and to the dressing room only to be faced with the one person I felt the urge to just hug, Matt.
"How'd things go?" He asked.
"Good, things went good" I said.
I put my duffle bag down and walked up to him and hugged him tightly.
"What's wrong?" He asked not hugging back.
"Nothing" I said.
He hugged me back and held me tightly in his arms. No, I didn't want him to let me go, I wanted him to hold me tightly and stay like this.
"Alright love birds, you guys can do that later, but time to eat"
I let go of Matt and saw Jay.
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