"Angie?"

I snapped out of my thought.

"Yeah?"

"So what do you want to do until bullet performs?" Matt asked looking at me.

"Alex always packed board games for us when we would have to wait so we'd play them like sorry, monopoly, twister, or card games and we have an Xbox and PS3 in the lounge so we can play those" I said still a bit dazed.

I stared at Angie as she stared into blank space.

I shouldn't have said what I said earlier, I wouldn't want to meet him, it had to be that because after I said that she sort of just blanked it, I'm sure it wasn't the whole the show wasn't gonna start until later part.

"Are you okay?" I asked she looked at me looking a bit confused.

"Yeah I'm fine" she said looking away from me.

"No you're not, I can tell" I said.

I've grown up with mostly my mum and sisters, when I wasn't with my dad or friend then I was with my mum and sisters which cause me to learn a bit more about them and woman in general. I knew she wasn't okay because I've seen this look in my sisters eyes before.

"What do you mean?" She asked looking back at me.

"Something is wrong, is it something that I said or what is it? It must've been something I said"

She stood up and lean against the wall.

"Look, I realized that I'm looking for a long term relationship and I would understand if you left right now because honestly I'm ready to have a family and marriage, which is sort of weird for you because we barely got into a relationship just today, so I would totally understand if you left now and we just became friends again" she said.

It was quiet for a solid minute. Neither of us looked at each other.

I wanted marriage and a family someday but never found the right woman, and I think I just did.

I stood up and walked towards her and grabbed her hands and stood right in front of her. I looked into her eyes and brung her eyes to met mine.

I knew Angie and I were moving too fast in this relationship but finding love and hiding from it was hard.

"I'm in love with you and I want to be with you, having a family and marriage is something I also want so leaving you here and just going back to friends is not an option" I said bringing her closer.

She smiled and just stared into my eyes.

For that special second I lost myself in her eyes. She was so beautiful and it's crazy to even think that we were just friends yesterday and strangers a year ago. I knew she was someone special but I never knew she'd play a role in my life.

I brung her even closer and kissed her and held her.

"This is the quickest I've fallen in love" she said smiling.

I'm in love with this woman and I can't hide from it.

"Lets just play monopoly" she said as I made my way to the table and she went to the cover boards.

I sat there as she came back holding the board game in here hand. She set it on the table and began setting it up.

I sat there just staring at her. It was literally my first time playing this game, I've tried to play with Jay and moose once but we did get it so we made up our own game.

Once she had finished setting the game up she read the instructions and began passing out the faux money to me and for herself.

"Okay I'll be the car because I like cars" she laughed.

"And I'll be whatever you call this thing in America" I said holding up some type of thing.

"It's called a wheelbarrow, me and my grandpa used those to deliver hay for the sheeps" she laughed with a sparkle in her eyes.

It was those one-of-a-kind smiles that you only see rarely.

"Sheeps?"

"Yeah my grandparents grew up on the Navajo reservation and I spent a lot of my summers with them, not because I was forced but because I wanted too and my grandpa and I would go to the nearest city and haul hay along with water, I love being with my grandparents" she said smiling at me.

I couldn't stop staring at how perfect she was. Everyone says no one is perfect, but she is.

"Okay I'll roll the dice first then you can and we'll go from there" she said.

She rolled an 8, I swear nothing but Corey's number she got. I rolled an 11 and we began the process.

It was fun, we were too focused on the game that we lost track of time.

"AHH!" She laughed, "You rolled a 9 you go to jail"

As we played she helped me play and sometimes we would make up our own rules aside from the game rules.

We laughed as we played monopoly. I was completely surprised that Matt has never played or at least not the game version with rules.

"I've never been to jail before" he laughed, "Have you?"

I looked at him with my chin cupped in my arms smiling at him.

"Hmmm well I've been to jail 30 times or more" I laughed he looked at me in shock, "Well before I've played monopoly then no"

"I thought I was dating a hardcore girl and breaking all the rules"

We both laughed.

"Have you ever been to jail?" I asked a little curious.

"Once, actually twice, but the first one was a stupid party fight and I was drunk" he said trailing off while moving his wheelbarrow to jail.

"The second one?" I questioned.

"I don't think the second one matters, it's complexed and an old memory, a vague one" he said.

"Sure" I laughed.

After a few minutes the tour bus door swung open. Matt and I both looked to see Alex, Jay, MJ, Moose, Padge, Dani, Sagen, Paige, and some girl walked in.

"Oh these two!" Moose said.

"Hey" Sagen nudged Paige, "Signs your getting old" and points at me and Matt playing monopoly.

"Screw you Sagen" I said laughing.

Jay, Sagen, Dani, Moose, and Paige all sat down on the sofa while Alex, MJ, and Padge all went upstairs while the girl stood there puzzled.

"Sagen? Who's this?" I asked smiling and looking at the girl.

"Oh I'm Carrie, Carrie Laver!" She said smiling.

"You can sit down" I said scooting over as she sat down.

"I'm a huge fan of your band and bullet as well, it's so awesome to meet you!" She said smiling with a huge grin.

"I love you too" I said hugging her.

"Well Matt, it's close to performing so are you ready?" Jay said standing up along with Moose and Padge.

"Yeah" he said getting up, "We'll finish the game later"

He smiled at me and walked out the tour bus. I looked at the time to see 7:45!!!

"So what did you and Matt do?" Dani asked smiling at me in some sort of way.

"Nothing, we just went for lunch and played monopoly, literally...nothing big" I said getting up, "Are any of you planning to watch the bands?" I asked.

"Yeah we all want to watch daddy Fafara play" Paige joked.

"Okay" I said walking to the door.

"Let's go!" Dani yelled as the rest of the boys came down and we left.

We all began walking to mainstage where bullet was about to play.

"Hey! I'm gonna go find Izzy, I'll be out!" Paige yelled and taking off.

Once we reached mainstage I saw BFMV ready to go.

Oh the way Matt looked just made me feel every moreover happy! Everything about him.

"Hey good luck and don't break a leg" I said walking up to him.

"Yeah thank you" he said hugging me as he ran out on the stage behind moose who was at his drum set.

As they played I kept thinking about Sagen and his whole speech to me fuck what those other guys have to say about it, if you want to kiss him then do it, hug him, screw what people think because at the end of the day all you need to worry about is what makes you happy I couldn't stop thinking about it and the way he put it made me feel more confidence. So what if MJ knew! I've told my dad and besides I didn't want to hide what me and Matt have away! Screw the envy!

Sagen, Dani, Alex, MJ, and I began cheering as BFMV finished their last song the 'Tears don't fall' which was one of my favorites.

I kept repeating in my head screw what they think, once Matt had gotten off stage he began walking to me with his guitar still strapped and out of the blues I walked straight up to him and kissed him. I pulled away, feeling that intense staring that other people gave you is what I was feeling.

I turned to see the boys staring at me and out of nowhere they began clapping as if it were a parade.

"Finally!" Dani yelled.

We all began laughing.

"I couldn't be happier" Sagen said laughing.

"Okay" I said as we all walked off sidestage waiting for devildriver to play.

"So is it official?" Jay asked.

"Yes, Angie and I are officially dating" Matt said taking off his guitar and hanging it back up in the slot.

"For how long?" MJ asked.

"Since earlier today" I answered.

MJ didn't seem mad at all, as a matter of fact he seemed happy about all of it. If my band brothers accepted it then I didn't need to hide anything else.

"Well I'm going to wait here for devildriver, anyone else?" I said looking at the boys.

"I think we're all staying" Sagen said.