Once we reached the venue there it was. Slipknots tour bus along with Devildriver. Slipknot wasn't sharing tour buses since they were a big group. The bands were standing outside in a circle, we parked behind Slipknots tour bus. I grabbed my jacket and put it on. Slipknot was wearing there uniform since we had to do a meet and greet at 12:00 but they didn't have the makeup or their masks on.

"Dez!" MJ said as he open the door. He walked to Dez and did their so-called hand shake.

"This is so weird" I whispered to myself thinking no one heard me since I was the last one getting off the bus, when suddenly a voice came from behind me making me jump.

"Sorry"

I turned to see Matt.

"Gosh! You scared me, I thought I was the last one but no" I said joking.

"Why is it weird?" He asked.

We were the only ones on the bus since everyone else got off.

"Everything about it, Corey, Slipknot, them" I said.

"Well don't let it bothering you, your doing this cause you love it and for the fans, that's the important part" he said. I loved matts accent, it was so beautiful and memorizing.

"I guess your right" I said as he pulled me in for a hug. The way his arms wrapped around my waist. Goodness this man was something else.

"Quick making out in there" I heard Alexan yell.

I pulled away from Matt.

"We better go out or those thoughts come to mind and I don't want MJ to think otherwise" I said as I walked of the bus and there all eyes were on me. I walked off and walked towards Dez.

"Good to see the Angel" he said giving me a hug.

"It's been awhile" I said.

Dez was like a father to me since I joined the band. He was like my touring father who, like the rest of the band, was protective over me.

"Everything okay?" He asked looking concerned.

"Yeah everything is fine" I said with a smile on my face. I knew he didn't really buy all the happiness, but he had to.

"Okay kiddo" he said.

I walked to Jim who was my other brother.

"Hey empire" I said referring to his height. He was so tall compared to me.

"Shorty" he said giving me a hug.

"Glad your here" he said.

"Corey okay?" I asked looking up at him.

"He's alright, I don't think he likes Matt"

I was confused then I remembered the statement Alexan made earlier when Matt and I were on the bus.

"He always finds something to be mad or hate about, and sometimes I don't get that" I said standing by Jim as the rest of the bands were giving hugs and shakes.

"Is Stacy here?" I said looking up at Jim.

"Yeah she's in the bus"

"Alright, thanks I'll talk to you later bud" I said walking to the Slipknot bus and knocking on the bus door. I waited then Stacy opened it.

"Hey come in!" She squealed.

Once I got in and closed the door, she hugged me. She was in the bus putting on her makeup so she was usually the last one out.

"It's been quite a while" she said as we both sat down.

"Yeah it has, almost four months, hopefully nothing changed"

"No, still the same ole" she said applying her makeup, "So how are you?"

"I'm good, you?"

She put down her makeup and looked at me, "Not a 'how are you' question I mean how are you with this whole situation?"

"Well it's been weird, I don't know. I want to go home, but the problem is, where? My home was Des Moines, but that's gone to shit" I said joking, "It's just been really confusing, it's like what Corey said is fucked up, because he knew that's what I always wanted, but he couldn't give what I've always wanted to me, and he ended it over the phone and he didn't care to explain it to me when I saw him at Knotfest so it's all just been driving me crazy, and to top that off I'm beginning this crush on someone and I can't say that it'll happen because Corey is still in the pic-"

"OH MY GOSH WHO?" She said smiling and looking at me.

"Well you have to promise me" I said looking at her.

"You know me! Sisters for life" she said leaning close to me"

"It's Matt, Matt Tuck of Bullet For My Valentine" I said as her jaws dropped.

"That is so cute!"

I laughed and looked away.

"I've known Matt for awhile now since mayhem in 2010 and it was just like the 'hi's' and 'bye's' but something is different" I said as she finished up her makeup.

"Angie, I know that corey is still in the picture, but it's not too late, maybe Matt can give you what Corey won't, maybe it'll work with Matt, just try, and if it doesn't, at least you did something different, right?"

"Right" I said as she pulled me in for a hug.

"You'll be fine, I love you, we all do even if it didn't work with you and Corey" she said letting go.

"Thanks" i said when suddenly the door opened and Corey stood in the doorway.

Stacy looked at me and Corey.

"I should probably go" she said getting up and giving me the look.

She left out the door as Corey walked in and closed the door and say across me.

"So you're seeing Matt?" He said leaning back and staring straight at me.

"Why? jealous?" I said giving him my bitch face look.

"That quick? I haven't been seeing anyone"

"First of all I'm not seeing Matt, we're merely friends, and second of all that's complete bullshit, you've been seeing Stephanie again"

"Jumping to conclusions again?"

"I can say the same to you Corey" I said getting up.

"Look i want you back, I'll do whatever you want" he said also getting up.

"It's too late for that, you had 10 months to prove it but you didn't do shit, you prove that you can't give me what I want and you said you won't so I have nothing to say and nothing to confine with you so just leave it be, I'll have my shit out the house once this tour is over" I said opening the door when suddenly I felt my arm being pulled.

"What do you want? What does it take? I have given you everything you ever wanted" he said raising his voice to me.

"Nothing! You can't give me what I want, and you never given me what I wanted, you held it from me, you know what I want and that's all I want" I said raising my voice to corey.

"You know I'm not giving it to you"

"Then we have nothing we can go back to" I said yanking my arm away as Mick approached.

"Everything okay?" Mick said

"Everything is fine, thanks" I said.

I turned to see everyone staring our way. I just ignored that and went into our tour bus and sat down. I heard the door open to see Matt walk in and sit across me.

"Are you alright?"

It was quiet for awhile.

"You know, I'm not...I hate this now" I said as tears rolled down my face, "We broke up because, all I ever wanted was marriage and a family of my own, and he didn't, we wanted different things...I always talked to Corey about that until one day he snapped at me and said all these horrible things to me and all that goes through me head is his words that killed me the most, he said he never a wants kids, or marriage, he hates it and won't and will not give that to me" I said as Matt looked at me.

"You'll find someone, someone who can give you marriage and kids, I promise you" he said as he got up and say by me hugging me, "You'll be fine, just take it day by day and accept the things that are given to you"

He wiped my tears away and just held me.