I woke up, sun shining in my eyes to the blinding rays of the sun. I yawned and looked up to see Eren still laying down, but staring at the outside world. He always complained about wanting to go outside all the time, but most of the time the doctors didn't let him out, since it's 'dangerous'. He sat there,motionless, with a blank face I couldn't read.

"You finally woke up...." I told him.

"I told you, it's not good for you to always sit here beside me. Hang out with everyone else-" He replied.

"I wouldn't leave you by your slef ere-" I said.

"I can handle myself, I'm only enough!" Eren continued as he started to get frustrated.

"Just in case you need something you can't get!" I replied.

"I can call the doctors!" He reassured.

"The doctors can't give as much as me!" I answered.

"Well sometimes, I PREFER THE DOCTORS!" He shouted. Silence suddenly dropped into the room.

"I'm sorry-"

"Just go...." Eren told me, as I grabbed my hand bag and slowly walked out of the room. My eyes stared at the ground in sadness, my back slouched down in agony. I moaned in agony as my belly rumbled, I don't think I ate anything for the whole day. I couldn't think straight. I walked Out of the hospital and entered the nearest cafe.

"Hello, what would you like?" The waiter asked.

"Can I just have a small ham sandwich and some tea please." I asked him.

"That would be £4.50 please." He continued as I opened my purse. I pled out an agonising puff as I searched through my empty purse.

"Was it you that just left the hospital?"

"Yes"

My belly grumbled ferociously.

"On second thought, I will get you things, on me." He said smiling.

I let out my best try of a smile towards him, ending in just a small smile.

"Thank you, thank you so much."

I sat down in the comfy sofa chair With my head leaning back. It was so comfy, I was so used to the hard wooden chair at the hospital that this one seemed out of this world. It had been a while since I slept on something nice and soft. It really was.....soft......

*sleep*

-in dream-

"EREN NO! DONT DIE!"

"It...can't be....stopped..." Eren said to me as he let out a huge ferocious cough.

"EREN PLEASE!" I shouted tears streaming down my face.

"DOCTORS, COME QUICK!" I continued to shout in agony.

"There is no point Mika...." Eren told me.

"THERE IS A POINT! THERE IS ALWAYS A POINT!"

I shouted.

The doctors rushed into the room.

"Madam! What's wrong?!" They shouted as I continued to rest my head on Eren's lungs crying.

"Madam?! Madam!?" They contined.

-end dream-

"Madam!" The waiter continued. I quickly woke up, my body jolting forwards.

"HMM? Oh, yes?" I asked.

"Your food is on the table."

"Thank you." I told the waiter. As I lent down to reach the lovely ham and tomato baguette that was on the table. Num.

As I walked out of the cafe, full of food, I thanked the cashier one more time.

"Thank you!" I shouted, waving at them. I quickly stepped out the door, and ended up bumping into someone.

"Oh sorry, I'm very sorry!" I said as I quickly glanced up.

"Mikasa?" The voice said along side some other voices.

"Armin? Levi? Petra? Christa?" What are you all doing here?" I asked as I hugged all of them to death.

"Well we were about to try to check up on Eren, but we were very hungry...."

"Well it's very nice to see you guys again, it feels like it's been ages!"

" To be honest, it has been ages."

"Yeah, but what happening? Why ain't you guys visiting Eren?"

" Well the doctors told us that we weren't actually permitted to enter Eren's room since we were not on his emergency contacts. We were gonna tell you to Let the doctors let us come in, but we could never get to talk since your always in his room." Armin explained.

"Oh." I mumbled in annoyance of myself. Crap. I was so caught up in Eren I completely forgot about everyone else. Eren was right. I should've trusted him.

--Eren Pov--

I lied back down in frustration as mikasa finally left my room for once. She is very kind for staying with me, but I cant let her stop caring about herself and everyone else.

"I wonder how everyone else is doing..." I thought as my head slowly slouched down deeper into my pillow. I Slowly turned my head, staring at the outside world as I always do. I hate how I'm not allowed outside anymore. I hate how they keep treating me like a child, saying its 'too dangerous'. I sighed in annoyance. I sat back up staring down. I cant believe what my life has become. I came to this place hating it, however, as i continued to stay it, i grew love to it. i had a stupid, hateful life at high school, a boring life at college, and now a painful life at university. Sometimes i think to myself, what would happen if i didnt come here in the first place. and most times, i believe it would be better. My parents, my health, even my social life, they would all be great. I hate my life. I should've just finished the job the first time i cut myself, or even the second. I should've......

I continued to stare at the floor, with the breeze starting to grow, until I caught a glimpse of something off the corner of my eye move.

--flashback--

"Why do you always keep that scarf on? It's not even cold anymore!" I asked Mika.

"I like it, it reminds me of you..." Mika replied, blushing lightly.

"Eh, nice of ya, but it's starting to smell. I'll get it washed for you..." I exclaimed.

"Ok, thanks!" Mika continued.

--end flashback--

That red scarf....she always has it on, because of me? She is too kind. I don't know why she stays by me all the time, for all I know, she could be having the time of her life, meeting great, amazing people, yet...she's with me..... And I love that. I love that she is always beside me. So I need to be better for her, I need to be stronger for her, I need to get through this for her!

--Mikasa POV---

" Hehe I remember that..." I said to christa as I continued to hesitate to walk into Eren's room.

"What?" Armin asked me.

"Nothing, it's ok." I replied as I decided to keep to the back of the group.

"Ummmm, mikasa I think we are in the wrong room.." Levi told me.

"What?" I asked.

"Eren's not here..." Petra said. I started to breath faster in shock and quickly double checked this was eren's room. It was his room, then why isn't he here? I looked around the room and saw eren's bed was still not done, and the out side door was not locked, and was still a bit open.

"He must be outside." I mumbled as I quickly slammed open the door. I ran outside looking left and right. He was not supposed to be out here.

"Guys I will call the doctors, Levi look over there to the left, by the long row of flowers." Armin told us.

"Tsh fine." Levi replied.

" Christa look down the middle by those bushes."

"Ok!"

"And Mika look over to the right by that big old tree."

"Got it." I replied as well ran off. I sprinted towards the area but slowed down in front of the old big tree. I remember these...

-flashback-

"C'mon Mika! Just a bit higher, you can make it if you jump! Just be careful! Eren assured me.

"One day I will become better at climbing trees than you Eren!"

" haha, only in your dreams!" Eren continued as I got ready to run. I sprinted and quickly managed to jump. I grasped the thick branch of the big tree. Oh no. I started slipping , my handsomer slowly strolling down the branch. I was just about to fall until a hand had caught mine. Eren!

" I told you to be careful." Eren said as he pulled me up. He was so much stronger than he was in highschool, he ended up loving this thing that he does called calisthenics. I don't know what it is either but I know it's very hard.

--end flashback--

I really miss those times. I would do anything just to do that just for another minute. I stopped, and started staring at the tree, thinking how I would climb it....

"Wooohoooo!!!!!" I heard from the top to the old tree. Is that eren?!? How did he even get past all that. He really is amazing.

"Eren?!" I bellowed.

"Is that you mika?!" He shouted back.

"Yeah!" I replied.

"Come on up here I wanna show you somethin'!" He continued as I started to climb the humongous tree.

--10 minutes later--

I managed to finally get to the top, and got past all the leaves and branches. I couldn't even see my feet because all the green leaves were in the way. I looked left and right and saw Eren sitting down just a a meter away from me.

"Look." He said as he pointed forward.

I quickly turned my head.

"Wow." I said. It was an amazing clear sunset. There were amazing trees and a vast valley of just flowers bushes and grass. The sky was as clear as ever.

"It's so beautiful." I continued, as I stared at the sunset. Eren let out a small chuckle.

"Just like you." He finally said as I turned towards him.

--Eren POV---

Her eyes glistened in the amazing, orange sunset. She really was beautiful, I can barely explain it. Her hair lightly moving to the wind, her smile alone can send a rush of warmth through your body. And then I leant in. I didn't know what I was doing, I couldn't control my body anymore, but to be honest, I didn't mind. And right then and there, was the thing you see in those romantic movies. We kissed with the amazing, beautiful sunset In front of us. It was amazing, I'll never forget it. I can't forgot it. And right then, I decided, I need to get better for mikasa.

--time pass--

"Man it's been such a long journey." I said.

"Stop making it sound like its a really emotional movie!" Mika giggled.

"Well it could be."Reiner replied.

"Eh" Jean said.

"It could be a book." Armin said.

"Yeah but reading is effort." Annie murmured.

"What would the movie or book even be called?" I asked.

"I don't know, 'the journey of two lovebirds'?" Petra replied.

"I don't like it..." Mika said as we all chuckled.

"Too long..." Armin huffed.

"Like MA DIC-" Jean bellowed.

"Just shut up...." Levi said.

"I know, let's try 'the bumpy life of teens'!!!"

"Nah, we aren't even teens anymore." Christa explained.

"We are adults with 'responsibilities'." I said.

"What about.....something to do with eremika?" Petra asked.

"Ere what?" Annie asked.

"Eremika, Mikasa's and Eren's ship name." Christa said.

"So what, like 'eremika's life'?" Mika asked.

"Eremika's journey?" Armin continued.

"What about....Eremika high!" I shouted.

--silence--

"That's a shit name..." Levi said breaking the silence.

"I like it, it's cute." Mika said.

"Yeah.." Christa continued.

"Ok, so Eremika high it is" I finally said as me and all my friends laughed and played games throughout the whole night.

The end.

"Hey Eren what ya doing?" Mikasa asked me while sitting down next to me.

"Eh not much, just writing a story." I said.

"So that's what you've been doing in your spare time." She asked.

"Yeah."I replied

"Y'know we are gonna have to go on another scouting mission soon, so get your gear on, and your horse." Mikasa said as she started to walk down the path towards our camp.

"I know what to do Mikasa..." I replied catching up with Mikasa to get my gear...