'What....did....I....do?' I asked myself as my vision started to get blury. Luckily, I visited my parents grave so many times, that I knew the way off by heart. I was closing up to my parents grave as even with my blurred vision, I knew they left. It was a mess. I was a mess. My life is a mess. I wanted to die... Thoughts and memories ran through my head, as I knelt down and cried.

---TIME PASS---

It has been 30 minutes as I just finished cleaning my parents grave's. I have stopped crying like crazy, and just started looking down onto the ground. I finally got into me, Armin and Mikasa's house, and I had a clear goal in my mind. I needed to take the pain away. I slowly walked over to the cutlery drawer in the kitchen, and took out a clean knife. I was to messed up to worry about anything else, I just started cutting. I clenched my teeth as I cut deeply into my left hand. Blood slowly poured out. I cringed in pain as my hand took the second cut. Luckily, I forgot all about the horror of my parents. I need to do more.

---TIME PASS---

---MIKASA POV---

I woke up to a slight banging outside the bedroom. I went to quickly wake Eren up, since as girl-like as he usually is, he turns out to be the most ,manly out of us. Sometimes, like not with spiders. Spiders is his kryptonite. Even though our room was pitch-black, there was a odd bean of light coming out of the living room. As I reached over to Eren's bed, I couldn't feel his body which slightly got me worried. I decided to wake up Armin and he got really mad at me since we all know Eren and Armin NEED there sleep. We slowly creeped over to the living room door, and heard some faint cries. We slightly creaked the door open and we peeped through the gap. It was a horrible sight. I couldn't handle it. I jumped and sprinted my way over to Eren who was cringing with pain; tears poured out his eyes; his bloody hand took over the kitchen table with the red liquid. Since I was desperate for help, I grabbed the knife whichever way I could, and my luck made me grab the sharp side so a bit of pain reached me as well as the sight of him. I gasped as I looked at his hand. I was shook to see pools of blood Along his hand. I was too startled to say anything.

"Armin quickly get some anti-bacteria spray!" I exclaimed as I got the closest clean Hand towel and put pressure against his hand. As Armin gave me the spray I pulled his hand toward the sink.

"This might hurt...." I warned as I sprayed his hand. He whined in pain. I could feel him shaking. I remembered how painful this spray was as he accomplished a whine that resembled a couple years ago. I could never forget the first time, but a second time?!?!! I was so confused, but there wasn't time for that, so I continued wiping his hand, and spraying. Soon enough I could see 5 clean cuts. I looked at Eren in worry and he had his head down, tears dripping from his eyes. I ran to the bathroom to get the bandages. This was going to be a long night...