《20 days (Eremika)》~Understand~
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Eren's POV
I dunno what was up with Isabel's act yesterday but she managed to have me sending lots of text messages and phone calls to her. She denied them all and didn't bother to answer any of my text. I was really worried about her.
I didn't know I hurt her. I didn't know it meant that much to her and that's why I was in my room trying to make it up to her by trying to schedule a place for us to go to.
But due to the fact that she doesn't want to answer any of my text or return my calls I dont think I would be taking her anywhere!
"Hey this is Isabel Rivialle leave a message"
Dammit voicemail again.
"Uh hey Isabel it's Eren I'm sorry about everything and you have every right to be mad at me, I should of asked you about bringing everyone along, I'm so sorry please call back when you get the chance" I hung up and tossed my phone on the bed deciding to give up for now.
Mikasa sat on my bed watching my failed attempts. She frowned.
"You seem to care about her a lot" she says dully.
"She's just a friend Mika I'm trying to make her feel better" I tell her.
She says nothing but looks down between her legs. "Eren" she says in a low tone.
"Yes?" I asked sitting next to her trying not to answer my phone. She stays quite for a while before meeting my gaze. "Do you like her?" She asked.
"N-No why would you ask that I only want you" I stutter a bit before wrapping my arms around her.
"You seem to care a lot about her, but when I left you didn't bother to leave voicemails or bomb my phone with worried text messages" she points out.
And it's true.
"Mikasa.." she shakes away from me cutting my off.
"You do like her don't you" she says with tears pouring from her eyes. "No I don't Mikasa" I frowned.
"Then prove it" she says while holding her hands across her face.
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At first I hesitate for what I'm bout to do but soon enough I pulled her hands off away from her face and smashed my lips into hers. She seems surprised by my sudden action.
I gently laid her down on the bed still having my lips planted on hers.
"Eren" she breathes out pulling away from the kiss.
I looked up at her and watched her slowly shake her head. "No" was all she said before standing up. "I'm sorry Eren but I can't knowing you have feelings for another girl" she clutches her heart.
"Goodnight" and with that she was gone.
I sighed laying down on my bed starting to rethink everything. "Why me?" Was all I asked.
I didn't want to be apart of all this drama.
All I wanted to do was help a disabled a teenager. And I can't even do that.
The next morning
I didn't want to go to school but then again I did want to. I didn't because of the fact that I would be facing more drama but I did wanted to just to make sure Isabel was okay.
But trying to check on her got Mikasa mad at me.
I didn't want that. I loved Mikasa and her only. Just because I'm trying to fix everything suddenly it's all my fault?
I don't blame her. Anyone in fact.
"Eren are you going to school today?" My mom asked when she appeared through the doorway.
"No thank you" I sighed.
"Okay well be safe there's frozen pizza in the fridge me and your dad is off to work" she says. "Bye".
It got quiet once the door shut softly.
Mikasa had already left for school so I didn't have to worry about her for the time being.
I opened my phone.
Nothing yet.
I sighed knowing I was getting nowhere with this.
After an hour later I stood up and took a quick shower. After that I put on a white tee and blue baggy pants. I put black socks on and didn't brush my hair then went downstairs. I ate toast for breakfast then brushed my teeth and headed outside. I would only be walking around for a few minutes before heading back inside.
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It wasn't that hot like yesterday though thank god, but it was a bit cool.
I walked through the park looking at all the parents play with their infants.
I sat down and watched the kids play around together. It was good to get away from things and just watch the good unfold before you.
It was cute watching the parents watch their children try to walk to them.
It makes me think about if I would ever have kids myself. Find the perfect women, get married, have kids, live in a nice house and just live on till were all in heaven. That's all I ever wanted with Mikasa. That is, if she still feels the same way.
While watching the kids play around my eyes spotted something alarming.
I saw Isabel! She was walking out of a store holding a few bags.
Immediately I got up and ran after her. "Isabel!" I shouted her name. Once she turned around her face was burning red. "Wha-what do you want!" She yelled at me.
I grabbed some of the bags from her. "What are you doing? Why aren't you in school? Why haven't you been answering any of my calls or texts?" I asked all the questions I've been meaning to ask.
"Why would you care about me? Your suppose to be with Mikasa" she mutters averting her gaze from me. But my eyes are fixated on her.
"I care about you Isabel and I've been trying to schedule a reservation for us at a restaurant but you never answered back so I tried calling" I explained.
"I don't care anymore Eren, it was wrong enough for me to have feelings for you in the first place just forget about everything please" she pleaded and started walking.
"I didn't know you felt that way, I thought you was just helping me!" I exclaimed while running up to her.
"I didn't want to believe my feelings for you but I did end up liking you and it was wrong of me to, you love Mikasa not me and I don't want to damage your relationship any further" she shakes her head. She stops at a house I'm unfamiliar with and takes out keys and unlocks the door.
She walks inside and I follow admiring the place while I put her stuff in the kitchen.
"Bye Ere-" "wait Isabel please let me talk" I begged while grabbing ahold of her hands. Her face went red and I to blush myself.
I let go of her hands and ran one of my hands through my hair. "I'm sorry about everything, I'm sorry if I screwed our relationship up" I apologized.
She shakes her head. She says something under her breathe and I lean closer to hear her. "What?" I asked. "I said please kiss me" she looked up to me.
My eyes widen and before I could protest her lips are already pressed into mine.
In disgust I push back from her. She wasn't a bad kisser or anything I just couldn't betray Mikasa like that. I loved Mika not this girl I met almost 4 days ago.
"Uh sorry Isabel honestly I don't like you like that, we should just stay friends not because I like you but I'm really enjoying the relationship I'm currently in, bye" I quickly excused myself and ran out of her house quickly making my way back to my own.
I probably hurt her more but I couldn't do that.
I understand her feelings for me but...I can't.
I'm not like that. I'm with Mikasa and she's the only women I love. And instead of keeping this from Mikasa I would tell her and hopefully she understands it's HER that screwed everything up not me. Isabel. Not Eren.
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Sorry this chapter was short, it wasn't rushed or anything it's just late at night and I decided to publish the first part of this
Love you all and goodnight :)
P.s(hope you enjoyed it)
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