I was depressed.

I'm not even sure Mikasa likes me anymore. I feel used and abandoned, thrown away like the last,small frie in the cup that no one wanted to eat. Abandoned like all the friends you ever had planned to go somewhere and don't invite you.

I felt really used right now. Betrayed and hurt.

I thought I was everything Mikasa ever wanted and for the whole day I've been thinking if she actually loved me.

She loved me a lot ever since she was in the hospital.

But now that she is out she's become a totally different person. She hangs out with her friends more then me, talks to guys and hold there hands! I was crazy jealous. She doesn't even treat me like I'm her boyfriend anymore. I guess I have to try better but if that's the case then I guess I'm not really worth it.

I'll pack her things and she can go live wherever. As long as she wasn't with me.

I looked at my clock that read 4:37 pm. She should at least be coming back by now. She hasn't even texted me which meant she probably hasn't realized my being for not attending school. She probably doesn't even care.

"Are you okay son?" My dad asked while coming in.

He had the day off so he has been cleaning and paying the bills needed while I mopped around.

What was I going to say to her when she got back?

Should I be mad? Or should I give her a full pardon?

Psh what am I to give her a pardon when she literally has been ignoring me ever since when!

"No I feel like a used piece of Candy wrapper" I muttered while putting the pillow over my face.

"Is it about Mikasa and how she has been hanging out with her friends more then you?" He asked.

I nodded without saying anything.

"It's not fair dad, she loved me a lot when I was looking after her, now that she attends school it's like I'm a ghost or something!" I exclaimed while letting out a annoyed cry.

"Son you have to realize she is a girl that has been in a hospital her whole life, she just wants to enjoy life before life gives out on her first, she wants to have and do things she thought she would never do, she's also a girl Eren so why don't you expect this? It's just how it works, don't be mad at her just accept it but if she's doing this on purpose then talk to her about it" he explains all father like.

I couldn't help but feel guilty now. But what was there to feel guilty about? I bought her things but she's always out to even accept them.

"But dad, she's been hanging out with guys!" I growled in anger while clutching my fist.

"She goes on and on about Jean" I huffed.

"It's how things work but she needs her time away from you, let her enjoy her space but you can still talk to her and be a couple don't act like a stranger!" He protested.

I was totally against the idea of me just letting her do whatever she wants while I sit around.

Ever since the hospital we barely talked and im pretty sure I gave her all the space she needed.

But I sighed and agreed anyway even though I didn't.

I just knew if I agreed he would get out my room faster.

"Well I hope things turn out good between you two, if you need me I'll be cooking dinner" he says before leaving my room. I just sighed before going back into thoughts.

Should I talk to Mikasa about this?

Maybe I should give her one more day to see what she really is.

Is she the smart, innocent, sweet girl I've always known and wished to take care of? Or was she some switch out follower that uses people to get what she wants?

My thoughts was interrupted when I heard my door open and I was surprise to see the familiar body of Mikasa's.

"M-Mikasa!" I said a bit surprised and shock before standing to my feet.

Maybe I should of planned everything out before going into surprise, I can't go soft on her just because she is a girl.

"Hey Eren do you mind if I spend the night with the girls? Some of the guys would be over and they hoped for me to be there" she says.

My heart sunk. She was leaving me again.

I frowned but said nothing. I didn't want her to leave. I wanted her to stay with me so we could have our time together.

"But Mikasa...." I trailed off but noticed how sad I was.

Tears was about to form and I could barely talk.

"Yes?" She asked totally oblivious about everything that has been happening.

I wondered what to say but didn't want to make her wait so so I just let out a long agitated sigh.

I took a few deep breathes before answering.

"Mikasa, we need to talk" I say while closing the door behind her and leading her to the bed.

"What is it?" She asked while breaking the silence.

"Mikasa I'm worried about you, I'm worried about us, our relationship remember?" I asked hoping she remembered that we was still going out. "What about us?" She asked. "Well it's just, you've been hanging out with your friends more then you've been with me ever since you started staying here, you've been ignoring me for days and I've been trying to get you to talk to me, what did I ever do wrong?" I asked while explaining briefly.

She seemed surprised at my question like she just heard some breaking news.

"I'm sorry you think that" she starts but for some reason I decided to cut her off.

I wanted to release the anger I've been saving up just so she knows how worried I've been.

"You've been gone for hours and returning late at night! You don't even tell me where your going and you just think you can do things without me knowing?! This is my house your living in remember that!" I yelled at her.

"Woah first of all Eren I can't always be around you 24/7! I need my time away from you and to do things with my friends!" She yelled at me pissed off

"But at least I try to talk to you, you've been basically ignoring me the whole time for the past 1-2 weeks!"

Now tears was streaming down her eyes but I didn't care.

I was going to make her feel the pain I've been through.

"Hell now your even holding hands with Jean and has been with him more, do you like him more then me? Did you forget we was ever dating?? Or was you just using me!" I growled furiously. I honestly was done with all she shit she has been causing now but I never realized I would be this mad at a innocent, Beautiful girl.

"You know what Eren..." She starts. The tone in her voice I could no longer recognize was sweet or nice. It was dull and cold, somewhat similar to Annie.

"Your right I've been a bad girlfriend, I've been around several guys and hanging with the girls but remember this Eren, I've been in a hospital for 16 years! I don't know what I'm suppose to do or what's right or wrong, I'm just doing things that I've been missing out on, but since you want to be like that then I'll leave!" She suddenly cries before storming out of the room.

Suddenly my heart broke. I've made her cry.

"M-Mikasa!" I reluctantly called out to her while running after her and saw her being embraced by my mom who I never noticed came in.

"Mika-" my mom gave me a cold glare before I could finish saying her name.

Her eyes said a lot of things. I'm pretty sure she's mad at me as well.

"It's okay Mikasa, you need a break from Eren" my mom suggest.

"WHAT?! She's been ignoring me for almost a week and I've been worried sick about her!" I growled.

"EREN!" My mom yelled at me. Her brown eyes grew dark and her face was full of anger.

Of course she would take Mikasa side after all she's a lady as well and gets what she goes through.

"Your spending the night with Armin, unfortunately your to grown and think you could do whatever you want, get out" She demands.

My eyes avert to my dad. "Dad aren't you going to say anything bout this? This totally isn't fair!" I exclaimed.

"Go. Now" my mom says in a deep scary tone.

My eyes flew to Mikasa who was trying everything she could to not look at me.

My heart broke more.

I'm suddenly hurting everyone now?

I sighed. "If you love Mikasa so much to believe your son then why don't you just keep her! I'll move away" I shouted in pure frustration before going up to my room and packing about a week's clothes.

I thought Mikasa was my everything, the women I could go to for help and to work things out with, but unfortunately for me she's nothing but a user.

If she wanted to ignore me and be with the ones that was important to her then be with me then we shouldn't date anymore. She's clearly oblivious to everything and can't handle a relationship.

I saw the gifts I was suppose to give her before she ended up going with Jean and grabbed them and threw them away.

She didn't deserve them, she rather have gifts from Jean then from me.

I grabbed my bags then trudged downstairs and saw my parents and Mikasa waiting for me.

"For the record" I started before I left.

"If you think this is the best decision Mikasa and you rather ignore me and be with other guys, then I guess we're over" I say then slammed the door leaving them all dumbfounded and Mikasa, mostly in shock.