《20 days (Eremika)》~Jealousy~
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The next morning I felt gloomy and dull for some reason. But that's probably because Mikasa didn't sleep with me last night.
I shrug if off and took a short, quick, warm shower before changing into some fresh morning clothes.
I lazily did my hair, effortlessly trying before making sure I had everything ready for school and heading downstairs.
There, I see Mikasa already waiting for me while reading and my mom is cooking.
"Hey what's for breakfast?" I asked. Mikasa finally looks up when she realize I'm down.
"Some waffles" she says flatly before handing me my plate. "Eat up".
I nod then sat down next to Mikasa and began eating.
"Did you eat?" I asked suddenly and she nods. "Yes" she simply says.
"Kay" was all I responded with and after eating I put my plate up. "Love you guys see ya after school" I waved. "Bye misses Yeager" Mikasa waves and follows me out the door and we begin our hike to school.
I opened my phone and saw we had 15 minutes till the bell rung. We had enough time.
I looked over and saw Mikasa's eyes glued on the phone. Her thumbs moved quickly across the screen.
"Who are you texting?" I asked while arching a brow at her.
"Oh, just Jean, do you mind if I go out with him Saturday to watch a movie and walk around?" She asked.
I blinked profusely. He was basically asking her out on a date!
"Uh well do you want to go?" I asked sounding a bit bummed.
I actually was planning on doing something with her this Saturday. "Yea it's a movie I've always been wanting to watch!" She squeals. "Why didn't you ask me? I would of taken you" I frowned. "You was busy with Armin plus I wanna spend time with all my friends while I'm out the hospital" she explains.
I sighed. "Sure go ahead" I gave in.
"HEYYYYYY!" We both turned around and saw Armin running from the end of the street all the way to us. "MIKASA, EREN WAIT UP!" Armin yells loudly while waving his hand everywhere. Jeez the embarrassment I was feeling, however Mikasa seemed to be enjoying the moment.
He finally reached us, exhausted and taking lungful breathes as we continued to walk.
"I've never run that much in my life!" He exclaimed as we walked into the school, of course everyone was greeting Mikasa.
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"Hey Mikasa wanna come with us while we wait for class to start?" Mina asked. Her face lit up. "Sure!" She says before being dragged away from me.
She didn't even wave or give me a kiss. Suddenly I think she is trying to guilt trip me because of yesterday.
I don't blame her.
"Is something up with you and Mika?" Armin asked. "Matter of fact yeah, I guess she is mad at me that I hung out with you and ate dinner without her and is trying to guilt trip me about it, now Jean is taking her to go see this movie she has been dying to watch and I actually LET HER!" I yelled out in frustration dragging attention to us.
"Why?? You know Jean would try something on her!" Armin yelled at me.
"I know but she was saying stuff like her wanting to have time with her friends while out the hospital" I explained. "I think..." Armin starts.
"She is trying to make you jealous" he points out.
"She wouldn't do that" I chuckled slightly then stopped. "Maybe"
"Maybe"
The bell for class rings and we both head to first period. I guess Mikasa was trying to make me jealous because we barely talked the whole day and she mostly hung out around girls and was holding hands with Jean!
I was so jealous I didn't even know what to think. Part of me wanted to die and the other part wanted me to yell at Mikasa but that would only drag her further away from me.
I wasn't going to give in that she was trying to make me jealous so Instead I played along with it.
Yeah, it made me feel crappy inside that I was letting my own girl being taken from me but if this is what she wanted then so be it.
I asked Ymir and Christa what I should do, Ymir suggested I bop Jean in the head and take Mikasa to the movie while Christa thought I should talk with her about it then decide on a date. "Violence is never the answer Ymir" Christa had responded but all she did was shrug.
Violence would always be Ymir's answer. That's......Ymir.
When school was let out I had received a text from Mikasa saying she would be over at Bertholdt's house for tutoring.
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Why not me? I am just as smart as he is, I could help you!
M- Eren it's not that big of a deal, see you later 💋
What the fuck??
Mikasa was a innocent, young girl that did NOTHING, I helped and did everything for her to walk again and made sure she was safe and this was how she was repaying me??
By barely spending time with me and hanging with other guys??
I didn't respond after that and just went straight home.
"Where is Mikasa?" My mom asked as soon as I got there.
It was always Mikasa this and Mikasa that!
"At a friend's house" I said a bit coldly before stomping off to my room.
I locked the door and didn't even bother to do my homework. I stripped down into my jeans only then laid on my bed.
Why was everything slipping down hill all of a sudden?
Everything was perfect till she went back to school. She paid less attention to me and she doesn't even say 'I love you' back. What kind of girlfriend is she?
But for the rest of the night I do nothing but take a shower, exercise, play video games, then went to sleep.
I didn't want to eat. Mikasa returned during dinner time which made me happy I wasn't down.
I didn't feel like being around her. Yes I wanted to fix things between us but apparently she doesn't seem to care.
"Eren?" I hear her gentle, calm voice say when she entered my room.
I do nothing. I wasn't in the mood for her bull crap.
Instead I closed my eyes and stopped thinking about her. "I love you" I heard her say then closed the door.
I didn't feel anything. If she loved me she would of crawled her butt in bed and slept with me.
But I guess she sleeping on the couch again.
I sighed loudly, really frustrated when I realized I couldn't even sleep right!
So through the whole night I asked Google how to make my relationship better and however Mikasa reacts is what it is.
I just hoped she still loved me for me.
*****
The next morning I woke up a bit earlier then usual.
It was Friday morning and I wanted to prove how good of a boyfriend I was and changed into some good clothes.
I grabbed my phone and my wallet and decided to jog up to the corner store which was surprisingly open.
I looked around for anything that seemed apologetic and grabbed a sorry card and some real flowers along with chocolate bars.
Yeah it seemed average but didn't know what to do or what to buy.
I went to the front and dropped the items down and pulled my wallet out.
"Gone through a break up?" The lady behind the counter asked while scanning the items. She seemed to be in her early twenties, she had dark red hair, light green eyes, pale skin, small lips that curled up in a frown and had a nose ring. She seemed gothic if you ask me. "Uh no, I'm apologizing actually" I restated correctly.
"Whatever, 22.98" she says and I hand her a twenty dollar bill and a five.
"Thanks" I said when she puts it all in a nice bag.
"No prob" she replies dully and I go ahead and jog back home. It's 6:52 and I'm guessing Mikasa is up by now.
I was able to get inside and up my room without anyone seeing me and decided I give her the gifts after school.
I leave my room then head downstairs only to find Mikasa not there.
"Where Mikasa go?" I asked when my mom comes out humming a song to herself.
"Oh Mika! Some nice guy came by to pick her up for school a few minutes ago" she explains briefly before grabbing a tray of eggs from the refrigerator.
I say nothing but curse myself in my head.
I opened my phone and even though I wanted to text her so badly I doubt she answer, I doubt she respond and say ' I love you' before she left off somewhere. I highly doubt she tell me where she was right now.
What kind of girl was she turning into?
"I'm not going to school today" I say before finally going into my room, stripping down and collapsing on my bed.
I could feel tears sting at my eyes.
All I wanted to do right now, was just die.
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