《20 days (Eremika)》Day 14 part 1 -memories-
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I felt so empty inside. Like I had nothing to do whatsoever.
I laid in my bed bored figuring what I could do.
Nothing seem to interest me.
"Hey Eren get to school" my mom told me as I stood up and got ready for another hardworking day.
"I'll be picking you up after school today" she said.
"Yea okay mom" I say
I walked out of the house after breakfast and went to school.
It was the same like usual boring, work, drama etc.
I was in lunch with my friends eating while they talked endlessly. Why do I feel so sad? I thought as I put little effort into picking my Mac and cheese up to eat it.
Why do I feel depressed like something happened? I thought
It was a bad feeling.
"Hey Eren you okay?" Armin asked making everyone at the table turn there attention to me.
I nodded slowly.
"Yea I'm fine" I simply say. Then they go back to chatting.
Talking about the school dance that was tomorrow tonight.
Who could I go with?
I mean I was dating nobody and if I took my mom it would just be embarrassing.
She blabber on about my baby years and how I pissed in my pants one time cause I was scared.
Taking her was a risk.
It was also a really silly thing to even think about.
I stood up after feeling like I was done and threw my trash away then left.
For some reason I felt like shutting myself in a empty room and just cry.
Why did I feel like crying?!
Where are all these emotions coming from?
I was confused of today
During the rest of my classes I either had a breakdown or stayed quiet. People thought something was wrong with me but all I knew it had to deal with my emotions.
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Why was today so depressing?
When school ended I waited for my mom to pick me up.
"Hey Eren are you going to the dance tomorrow night?" Armin asked.
"No I have no one to go with how about you?" I asked.
"I'm going with Christa I had the courage to ask her out" Armin blushed.
"That's cool Armin what about Annie?" I asked him.
"She finally agreed to go with Bertholdt" Armin chuckled.
"Jean?" I wondered. "Got turned down by every girl until Ymir decided to go with him as an acquaintance though" Armin laughed.
"Hey Armin do you feel something missing?" I questioned him.
He nodded.
"I felt like I was the only one like something was suppose to happen today but I didn't let my guard slip" he explained.
"Me however did the total opposite" I said quietly.
"EREN I'M HERE!" I heard my mom sang out to me.
It was so embarrassing that some people laughed.
"Ugh wish me luck" I say as Armin chuckled as I got in the car.
I was surprised when she asked something similar to my question.
"Today doesn't seem weird to you?" She asked.
I nodded.
"I feel it to" I say quietly laying my back against the soft surface of the backseat.
We stayed quiet the whole time until we made it home.
I got my stuff and went in my room to sleep.
I had decided to take the injection, being put into a series of test for the cure to have an effect on my body.
They said I had to wait about an hour for it to actually give an effect.
It's been about 45 minutes
For some reason though I felt lost, confused even or was it just sad.
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I knew I was missing something
Like someone was suppose to come see me today.
I shrugged off the feeling and all I did was went to sleep. I pulled the covers up and twisted and turned for warmth. Then something surprised me. I twisted and turned all by myself.
I laid up and pulled the covers over me and looked at my legs.
I turned my body off the bed and slowly got up.
I was standing?!?!
I felt like walking.
Yea! I was going to walk!
I moved my right leg and suddenly I fell. Walking was so difficult then I remembered.
But I was happy all over again.
"HANJI HANJI COME QUICK!" I yelled happily as the door opened.
She gasped in shock.
"How did you get down there?!" She asked helping me up.
"I'm walking Hanji it worked!" I squealed.
Wow I never did that before but I felt like it was worth it.
"Hanji there is someone I must see" I told her now serious.
She was confused and her confusion was followed by a question
"No one ever visited you though" she rubbed her head.
"Yea someone did I don't know exactly but just help me! I need to go somewhere" I say like it was urgent.
She helped me then we left.
Gosh I couldn't sleep either.
Something was distracting me from sleeping.
Like someone was telling me to get up. It was just weird.
But while I did had some time to sleep I dreamt about this...girl.
Black silky neck length hair, pale skin, silvery gray sparkling eyes, a smile on her face.
She looked so familiar.
Like I spent a lifetime with her
I don't know what was happening but the next thing I knew I started changing into my tux I suddenly had for the dance tonight.
It started at 8:30 and it was 7:21.
I combed my hair then walked downstairs.
"Sweety are you going to the dance?" My mom asked
"Yea I had a gut feeling" I say as I walk out the door and started running.
Thank goodness I applied deodorant.
But something told me that girl from my dream would be there
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