《Lost time (eremika au)》Ill kiss you for that (40)
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Falling in love. Is weird you never know when you actually 'fall'
Maybe you fall in love for the wrong people maybe you don't.
First loves, seconds loves and third loves so on so fourth You never know when you fall in love with the person but you know you have when all you want is for them to be happy and they make you happy.
First loves are the death of some people but I say first loves Aren't really your first love if that makes sense, I say they are your first attachment.
Falling in love is scary but fun, you never know what can happen.
It's a game of trust, you have to trust said person who you're in love with that they won't fuck you over and break your heart.
Scary but fun, dangerous but exciting
Love like a roller coaster
Love like it's your last day on earth because hey it might just be your last day.
You never know
——Eren's pov——
"Ha ha" I said while looking between Armin and Jean "you aren't asking her out Fuck face" I spat while glaring at Jean
"What's stopping me it's not like you guys are dating" he said while leaning back in his chair "You haven't even asked her out"
"Yet" I bit the inside of my cheek "So don't get any fucking ideas about asking her out"
"Eren" armin put a hand on my shoulder "news flash, half the people we know are going to ask her out"
"Like who?" I said while raising an eyebrow
"I know at least five on the basketball team that want to ask her and I have two other guys ask me about her" Jean said while armin nodded "you better hurry up and ask before she says yes to someone who isn't you" Armin said
Fuck this I don't even know if she fully likes me. Sure we kissed but we haven't talked about it at all since the fight which we also don't talk about.
"So when should I do it?" I asked, looking at them "should I do it tomorrow? Or today or what"
"You're stupid just ask her today" Armin said while someone opened the door at the same time
"and that's why you should always drink water!" Jean yelled while we all looked at the door, all hoping it wasn't Mikasa
"Ask who today?" Sasha asked while closing the door behind her "oh my god are you asking Mikasa out?"
All of our jaws dropped "how did you know" I said while getting up and pacing the room "is it that obvious"
"Eren"
"What if she says no"
"Jeager"
"What if she laughed at me which I know she won't do but still what if she lets me down gently or worse what if she says yes but doesn't want to go with me because Mikasa is way too nice and wouldn't want to hurt my feelings and what if-"
"Eren!" Sasha yelled while shaking shoulders "take a deep breath"
I inhaled
"She's going to say yes but how are you going to do it?" Sasha asked while letting go of me and sitting beside Jean on her bed "it should be romantic!" She yelled while clapping her hands
"Mikasa doesn't like romance" I sighed while rubbing my forehead
"You dumb fuck." Sasha said while rolling her eyes "of course she does! But you are to blind to notice it!"
"I am not" I said while flopping down on Mikasa's bed
Armin, Jean and I went to Sasha's dorm to talk to her but none of the girls were here so we just chilled here waiting for one of them to appear.
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"Just ask her out man plain and simple she likes you enough to say yes" Jean said while getting up and patting me on the back "you got this don't even stress"
"So how should I do this...?" I asked while looking around the room
"Uhhhh"
"You could uh-"
"Hey guys"
"And that's why Jean is a horse!" I yelled while slapping him on the back and turning towards the door
"Hey Mika" I said while looking at her "what's poppin"
"Nothing" she said slowly while looking at us suspiciously "what are you guys doing...?"
"Planning murder"
"Eating"
"Reading?
"Uh"
"Uhhh" she started while grabbing her gym bag from the floor "um I just gotta-" she pointed at the door "my gold fish meowed? So I gotta yeah bye" she said while closing the door
I slapped my hand on my forehead "that went well.."
———-
"Mika" I said while grabbing her arm gently and pulling her to the side "can we meet up later?"
"Uh" she said while looking up, she was thinking "yeah definitely what time?"
"How's 7:30? I'll pick you up from your dorm"
"I'm down what's this fo-" she was cut off by someone appearing
"Hey Mikasa" he ignored me completely.
"Oh hey porco" Mikasa said while walking up beside me
"So I was wondering" he started while playing with his hands "if you wanted to uh"
Ring*
Ring*
"I'm sorry I got to take this" Mikasa said while looking the the both of us and then to her phone "hey Levi" she said while walking away, she lifted a finger indicating that it was going to take a minute
"So what was that about?" I asked while crossing my arms and lifting my chin up
"I was going to ask her out" he said while smiling a little "do you think she'll say yes?"
"No" I deadpanned "don't even try she will probably say no"
"What makes you say that?" He said while stepping closer to me with a raised eyebrow "what? You think she's going to say yes to you?" He smirked
"What makes you think she'll say yes to you?" I said while stepping closer to him "you think she would actually want to go out with you? Why do you even like her?"
I know for a fact she doesn't like him, she always tells me how uncomfortable porco makes her feel
"Because do you see how fucking hot she is?" He said causing me to raise an eyebrow "do you see that ass-"
He got cut off. By getting punched in the fucking nose "don't ever fucking say that shit again" I hissed while he clutched his nose
"You fucking psycho!" He groaned out while getting up from the floor.
"Eren!" Mikasa yelled while coming between us "what the fuck"
Looking at her briefly porco used the opportunity to hit me square in the jaw. I'll fucking kill him.
"Oh my god!" Mikasa screamed while I backed up, holding my jaw
I laughed a little while my hand rubbed my jaw "you're a dead man"
Grabbing his shirt I slammed him into the lockers while my arm held him by his throat "I dare you to say what you said about Mikasa again" I hissed out "I fucking dare you"
"Eren" Mikasa said while putting her hand on my shoulder "stop"
"Yeah listening to the fucking slu-"
See if he would have just shut up then maybe I wouldn't have punched the shit of him again but that wasn't the case.
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Hitting him in the nose again there was a loud crunch that followed "Eren!" Someone yelled down the hall and next thing I know Jean and Connie are holding me back by my arms
"Fucking asshole" Mikasa hissed out while kicking Porco in his dick.
Connie, Jean and I hissed while walking back "fuck that's gotta hurt" Jean said while letting go of my arm
"Let's go" Mikasa said while grabbing my hand and dragging me away from a groaning porco.
————Mikasa pov———
"I know! Fucking asshole" I laughed while walking around my empty room "I think you broke his nose"
"Well I have to go but I'll see you in an hour" Eren said while I placed my phone on speaker and set it down On my desk "ok bye" I said while he said his goodbyes and hanging up.
"Sasha" I looked over to my fellow roommate "what do I wear?" I asked while pacing around my room
"Where are you guys going?" She asked while sitting on Annie's legs
"Kind of hurt you didn't ask me Ackerman" Annie said while turning around in her bed to look at me
"You were just sleeping-"
"Anyways" annie said "yeah, where are you guys going?"
"He didn't tell me" I said while scratching my head "should I dress up or should I do casual"
"Dress up"
"Casual"
I moved my hands in a circle "miss ma'am that doesn't help me"
"Here" Annie said while getting up and going to my dresser "wear these shoes and these jeans"
"And" Sasha came up "wear this shirt it looks hot" she grinned while giving it to me "now to you only have so much time!"
———- for the full experience play ; silkka da shocka- Isaiah Rashad, Syd
"Woah" Eren said while I opened the door "you look...amazing" he breathed out
"Thank you" I said while rubbing my arms "so where are we going?"
"It's a surprise" he smiled at me while holding out an arm for me to take which I did "bye Sasha bye Annie!"
I said while shutting the door
"You look handsome yourself" I said while smiling at him while we entered the elevator Eren was wearing black jeans with a navy blue crew neck and a white collar peaking out, his rings adored his fingers
"Are you hungry?" Eren asked while we stepped out of the elevator and to his car
"Yeah like starving I haven't eaten all day" I said while Eren glared at me
"And why haven't you eaten?"
"Because I didn't want to"
"Ah my bad" he scoffed while opening the door for me while he walked around and opened the drivers door.
"Do you" he turned towards me "remember when we were kids and we would always bother my mom to make us sushi but she didn't know how"
I nodded, Carla would always make us whatever we wanted but she wouldn't make sushi because she didn't know how to, she tried to teach herself but she couldn't get the hang of it which was ok because me and eren would ask Levi to make us some which he did and it was amazing
"Levi's sushi was the best" I smiled at him while looking for my phone in my purse "why do you say?"
"Because we are going to get sushi" he smiled at me then turned the car on "you want aux?"
"Sure"
Finally finding my phone I plugged it in so I could play music "any song?" I asked
"Yeah any is good"
—wild Irish rose- smino
"So want to tell me where we're going other than getting sushi?" I questioned while playing with one of my rings "Are you going to murder me or something?" I teased
"Damn you ruined it" Eren said while turning the corner "no but I already ordered sushi we just have to go pick it up"
"How do you know what I like?"
"Because I know you kasa"
"Fair" I said while turning up the music
"Did you break his nose?" I said out of the blue while watching the green lights go by, we were going downtown.
"I think so?" He said "I did hear a crunch so probably"
I nodded while turning my gaze onto his hand which was on the gear shift "how are your knuckles?" I grabbed his hand and looked at his knuckles which were bruised and swollen.
"It doesn't hur-" he screamed "ow! What the fuck!"
I shrugged while paling his hand on top of my lap and gently drawing circles on his palm "seems like it hurts"
"Well when you do that then yeah"
"Wait here" he said while getting out of the car and going into the sushi place.
Ok so what if he tells me if he likes another girl.
I'll actually cry. No that's a lie
What if she's blonde.
Oh god she's probably blonDe like Kai. This is bad. I was planning to ask him if he's going to the gala thing and I didn't get to because porco started some shit. Fuck bro
"Here" Eren said while opening the passenger door and giving me the plastic bag filled with sushi containers "Don't eat any" he smiled my hand away while closing the door.
Fuck off im hungry.
"So where to now?" I asked once he got back into the car
"Somewhere you like" he said nonchalantly
————-
Love is only a feeling- Joey bada$$
"I'll never get bored of seeing this view" I said while sitting on the front of Eren's car "it's Beautiful"
"It is" Eren said while looking away from me and giving me a price of his sushi.
Eren drove to the exact same parkade we went to the first night we actually apologized to each other. "Thank you" I said while grinning at him
"For what?"
"I don't know taking me out tonight and taking me here, I would come here more but I don't have time with volleyball and everything" I said while grabbing the last piece of sushi I had "so thank you"
"Anytime Mika" he paused "are you done?"
I nodded while putting the garbage in the plastic bag "are you?" I asked while grabbing the napkins and putting them away, he nodded so I grabbed his plate "thanks, wait here" he said while going to the trunk of the car
"Close your eyes" Eren said while walking back to where I was sitting "Please" he added
I closed my eyes and listened for him, he was right in front of me and playing with something in his hands, gently he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear while something soft touched my collarbone, he wrapped a piece of fabric around me "you can open your eyes" he said while flicking it so half of it was covering my face
I looked down at my neck and saw red, my scarf- the scarf Eren gave me "what-" I paused "where..where did you get this?" I questioned while touching it and looking back at him
"I asked Levi to drop it off" he shrugged "I notice you don't wear it which is stupid because the scarf is fucking awesome" he smiled big reminding me of his smile when he was 10
"Thank you Eren" I said while smiling at him "it means a lot"
"Always Mika....I have a question" he said while crossing his hands and blushing a little " do you want to go to the dance with me...?" He asked shyly
"No" I deadpanned
"What"
"I'm kidding" I laughed and stood up "you should have seen your face Eren" i went up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck while he placed his hands on my lower back "of course I'll go to the dance with you" I smiled at him
"Fuck you scared Me" he breathed out while putting his forehead on my shoulder
————Eren's pov——
Next day~
"I'll give you five dollars if you leave me alone" I said while grinning and waving a five dollar bill in front of Ymir's face
She rolled her eyes "listen" she pointed a finger at me from across the lunch table "If my girlfriend if going that means your girlfriend is going so that means we have to go"
"Not my girlfriend"
"Does it look like I care" Ymir smiled sweetly at me "because I don't, anyways I'm getting dragged along so you are as well"
"I'm not" I said while leaning back a little "have fun shopping for dresses" I laughed a little while looking over seeing a blonde and a black haired girl walking side by side
"Hey guys" Mikasa said while sliding down the bench to sit beside me "what poppin" she smiled at us
"Why are you being nice?" I said while raising an eyebrow
"Pshhh is it such a crime to be nice to" she put her arm around my shoulders "my best bud from child hood that I love dearly because you are such a wonderful-" I cut her off
"What do you want Mika?"
"Come with me and Toria to the mall" she smiled big showing teeth and everything "and Ymir" she added causing the brunette to groan.
"What's wrong Ymir?" Toria said while playing with her girlfriends hand "you don't want to come shopping with me?" Historia gave the best puppy eyes at Ymir
"I...would love to see you guys shopping for the whole day and be bored out my mind" Ymir said while practically smiling at the blonde
Fake coughing I yelled 'whipped' causing Ymir to look towards me with a glare "Please come with us" Mikasa said, pulling my gaze from Ymir to her
"Uh" I looked around trying not to look into her eyes "I think I'm busy?"
"Eren" she said slowly while bringing up a hand to my chin and tilting it down "please come with me" she batted her eyelashes, I would love to say that it didn't work but it definitely did.
Why the fuck do I like her.
"Fine" I breathed out while looking at her eyes then her lips "give me a kiss though" I smirked causing her to freeze and drop her hand from my chin
"I- uh-" she blushed "what" she was stuttering and it was adorable.
"Ew anyways" Toria broke up the moment "let's go!"
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"This one?" Mikasa held up a yellow dress
I raised an eyebrow while crossing my arms while leaning back in my chair, I studied the dress "no" I said while she nodded and disappeared "has historia found a dress yet" I asked Ymir who was slamming her head against a door..?
"Nope nope nope" she said while looking at me "we are never leaving this godforsaken place"
"We are not" I dragged a hand down my face " at least Toria is trying on dresses, Mikasa is still looking"
"I have two options" Mikasa suddenly appeared to the side of me "option 1" it was a red silk dress that looked like a fridge on the hanger "option 2 " it was also a red dress.
"What's the difference?" I questioned
"Oh so you're dumb?" Mikasa raised an eyebrow "one is silk the other is I don't know but one shapes and the other is poofy" she like I was supposed to know
"My bad, go try them on" I said while she glared at me "what?"
"I'm not trying them on around you" she said as a fact
Raising and eyebrow I said "then why am I here..?"
"So you could be around the best person ever duh and also me and Toria are taking you and Ymir out for food, our treat"
"Fuck yeah!" Me and Ymir said at the same time.
Honestly I told Mikasa to get any dress she wants and I'll match my suit to her dress.
She'll look pretty in any dress she puts on
Mikasa's outfit
Eren's outfit
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Did I post just to lose against Kai. Yes I did. Did she have an advantage yes she did. Did we just have a contest of who would post faster. Yes we did and I lost so fuck off
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