———Mikasa POV——-

*Flashback 4 years ago*

"What?!" He yelled causing me to flinch a little from the sudden outburst "Say that again Mikasa"

"Eren I'm sorry-" I got cut off by him yelling again

"No I don't want to hear that you're 'sorry' you are leaving Mikasa! You are moving city's!!" He yelled while walking around his bedroom his hands running through his short brown hair

I stood up abruptly from his bed and walked in front of him stopping him in his steps "it's not like I want to leave!" I yelled and looking straight at him seeing that he's the same height as me

He stopped walking and at the same time his mouth was agape from me yelling "Obviously you do if you're fucking leaving right in the middle of freshman year!!"

"It's not my choice! I don't want to leave you guys!" I said now getting frustrated that he doesn't get it. He doesn't get that Levi and I have to move city's to live with Kenny because of fucking child services saying that Levi who is 18 can't possibly take care of a 15-year-old on his own

"Stay Mikasa Please you promised me that you would always stay by my side," Eren said now lowering his voice and his green eyes meeting my grey eyes but in his eyes is a look of sorrow

I stayed silent and just stood there in front of him looking into his eyes but after a long minute, I looked away and took a deep breath "Eren... I'm sorry"

"Get out."

"Eren-"

"No! Mikasa I don't want to fucking hear it! You broke our fucking promise just leave"

"Eren you can't have possibly thought that I would make a promise that I didn't intend to keep it's just one time we can still call each other-" I was cut off by him again I swear one more time I'm going to strangle him

"I don't want anything to do with you! I don't want to call or FaceTime you I don't wanna hear you I don't wanna see you and I sure as hell don't want to be friends with you" He said still standing in front of me but looking everywhere but me

Now Eren has said a lot of shit throughout our friendship but what he just said broke my fucking heart

"Eren-"

"Get out Mikasa!" He said now looking at me

"stop fucking cutting me off Eren!!" I yelled now staring straight into his eyes

Both of us were breathing heavy with anger and a bomb was about to explode that was going to ruin everything

"Eren what the fuck is wrong with you?" I said with furrowed eyebrows

"I don't want to be friends with you anymore get that through your thick fucking skull the only reason I've became your friend is because-" I cut him off with a hand raised

"Don't finish that fucking sentence Eren"

" it's because I felt bad! And god being friends with you was the worst decision I have ever made you always-mother me like I'm some child!"

Ok Nevermind forget what I said now this right now what he just said is the worst fucking thing he has said to me and this really shattered my heart

After he said that he looked straight at me. The green eyes that would always shine bright at me now dull and only one emotion shingling through them. Hatred

"You don't mean that," I said but my voice sounded weaker than I wanted it to

"Yes, I do! It's so fucking hard to do anything fun without you always saying 'this is dumb'"

"because it is dumb!"

"You just don't know how to have fucking fun, Mikasa!"

"Oh yeah? Because you know how fucking hard it is for

Me to always save YOUR ass when you get into a fight! And it's always for a stupid reason!" I said now my hands closed into a fist by my sides both Eren and I fuming

"Then stop intervening!"

"No! Because then you would get hurt and then somehow you would blame me!"

He brought up a hand to his face and dragged it down somehow he looks annoyed with the both of us "Mikasa do me a favour and leave you should be good at that shouldn't you?"

I furrowed my eyebrows even more at that "what the hell is that supposed to mean?"

"Don't make me say it"

"You are the one who brought it up! Say it eren I dare you to say it!!" I said now yelling again and walking closer to him

"Mikasa leave! Please just like how your fucking dad did!!"

*SLAP*

His head flew to the side and revealed his cheek that was already starting to turn red with my handprint "don't. Ever. Say that shit to me again." I said in a cold voice that I didn't even recognize. I need to get out of here I could already sense the tears welling up in my eyes

"Fuck you Eren," I said while grabbing my backpack and phone from his bedside table. He was still standing still in the middle of the room his hands into fists and his head hung low

I walked around him but stopped after he grabbed my wrist but still not turning to face me "Mikasa please.." he said but I almost missed it from how low he was talking

"Fuck you. Remember? I'm the worst decision you have ever made. Let me go" I said facing his closed door

He let go with a huff and turned towards me his eyes brimming with tears that made me want to forget about what happened but I couldn't and I would never forget

"Whatever just get out and remember to delete my number," he said walking towards his bed and throwing himself on it and putting his arms behind his head

"Screw you," I said while going to his door and opening it wide and I didn't turn around to see his expression.

And with those final words to him, I left and slammed his door shut causing it to vibrate a little.

If he doesn't want to be friends with me then that's amazing, wonderful even. Honestly screw him

I wiped my eyes trying to wipe the tears off but it was basically useless the tears just kept coming.

I'm leaving tomorrow and that's the last conversation we had but we were being dramatic we will probably text. Right?

*end of flashback

"No."

"Yes."

"No Levi"

"Yes Mikasa"

"wHyy though," I asked while grabbing my water bottle from a cardboard box

"Because I said so," he said while looking through the tv channels

Taking my water bottle I went to the fridge and waited for it to fill up. I crossed my arms and leaned against the cool metal "That's always your excuse"

"and it's a valid excuse"

"I'm fine Levi I promise I don't need any help to move into my dorm. If anything you need help unpacking the house" I said while looking over to the water bottle. Shit it's overflowing

"I don't need help unpacking the rest of the stuff we just got here," he said looking over at me with a raised eyebrow

"Stop looking at me like that ill clean the water up and that's such a lie we got into shiganshina a while ago"

"We got here 2 weeks ago."

"And that's a perfect amount of time to have everything unpacked but no everything is still in a cardboard box," I said while grabbing paper towel and bending down to clean up the spilled water

"Whatever, what time are you leaving?" He said while shaking his head and going back to find something to watch

I stood up and scratched the back of my head. What time should I leave? The university is 20 minutes away from here and classes start Monday and it's Saturday right now. "Uh I think in an hour"

"Do you have anyone here to help you unload your car when you get there?"

"Um no"

"Find someone, now go pack"

And with that, I grabbed my water bottle And went upstairs to my room.

All my clothes were everywhere, shoes and hats were on my bed my skateboard was on my desk and there was some boxes still half empty.

Who am I supposed to ask? I haven't exactly told anyone that I was back and they all probably went to rose university instead of shiganshina

"Shit," I said under my breath after dropping a shoebox and stuff falling out of it

I bent down to grab the box but me being the Brilliant person I am I grabbed the bottom which caused the lid to fall off and make even more stuff fall

"Fuck" I flipped the box over and started putting back the stuff that fell back into it not bothering to look what fell out.

Wait this is my memory box. Whoa this stuff is from my child hood all the way to now. 19 year of memories

My hand touched a soft fabric that fell from the box grabbing it I lifted it up in the light. A red scarf

Shall I burn it? Or throw it in a river?

"Mikasa! Pack!!" Levi shouted from downstairs

Whatever I'll just keep it in the box. Taking a deep breath in I looked around my room which looked like a tornado came through there.

*1 hour later

"I'm done!!" I yelled while walking down the stairs carrying a luggage and a duffel bag across my torso

"Do you need help?" Levi asked still seated at the couch but with tea in his hand

"No im good I'll be back I'm just gonna put this in the car" I said while opening the front door and setting down my luggage dragging it to my car parked in the drive way.

"My Mikasa is all grown up" levi said from the door way in a mocking tone and wiping fake tears away

"AhaH shut up." I said while closing the trunk of the car and walking up to him "I said I would be back inside you didn't need to come out here"

"Why? Are you embarrassed of me Mika?" He said in a sad tone but we all know it was fake and he's teasing

"Whatever and I'm not" I said walking up to him and giving him a hug "I'm gonna miss you"

"I won't" he said faking a sniffle. He let go of me but gave me a sad smile "be safe don't do drugs no kissing boys and no beating anyone up" he said while crossing his arms and glaring at me

"I won't" I said with a small smile but bitting my tongue and crossing my fingers behind my back "ok bye Levi! Love you!" I said while walking away from the door and to my car

"I can see you fingers brat!" He yelled but I was already in my car. I stuck out my tongue at him and backed out of the drive way

I hope I don't get a fucking wack roommate. Levi said I should just stay at the house instead of moving to an actual dorm but what's the point? I wanna have the FULL experience and ever since I moved city's I barley got any freedom at Kenny's house so this is my chance to actually come out of my shell more than I already have.

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