《You're the risk I'm willing to take》Chapter 21
Advertisement
I picked Lucy up and we went home. She'd had a good time with Angela, who was still a little nervous around her. She sat at the table while I got something for my dad.
"What did you do today?"
Lucy shrugged, looking at me. Well, that's helpful, isn't it?
"Nothing much. Does she always rant about her ex boyfriends?"
That made me laugh. She usually did that when she was really worked up, what had caused that?
"Only when she gets worked up. Why?"
Lucy shook her head, looking at me.
"No reason. She's cute, when she's flustered. did she really catch them in the park?"
I nodded, remembering the way she reacted. She had been so upset. I'd never seen her like that before.
"Yeah. He tried to say that she wasn't there for him, while Jessica, stood there smirking at her. She .............. Kind of lost it. He'd been there through everything. Through ............. Everything with .......... With Mitch. And he just left her for ........ Jessica. Good God, that boy is dumb."
"Tell me something I don't know. I barely know her and think she's great .............. Wait-"
"It's fine, Lucy. I know you like her."
She blushed, and I nudged her shoulder.
"It's OK, Lucy. Don't worry. If you 2 do end up together, and I've no doubt you will, no one is going to try and stop it. You know my dad has no problem with it."
"Yeah, but if get with someone, won't your dad say something about you being with someone?"
I shook my head, I knew he wouldn't.
"With what happened.......... No, he won't. He'll understand. He didn't even ask when I came out. Eric and Angela did. He said something about me going on dates. I told Alice what happened, and out of everything I told her, she picked out the dates. She was surprised that you noticed the way we were watching each other."
"It wasn't obvious. To people who don't know what to look for, at least. I'm not surprised no one else has noticed. I bet she was happy that you're staying back twice a week?"
I blushed, looking away, and thinking about when I told her. She'd been pretty happy about it.
"Maybe."
That made Lucy laugh. My dad walked in, sitting down. I gave him something and he thanked me.
"So, did you 2 have fun at Angela's?"
Lucy looked at me, smirking, before looking at my dad.
"Yeah, we did. How's work?"
"Fine. School?"
Lucy shrugged. My dad knew she struggled with English, but was happy she was getting extra help.
"English is a pain, but it's OK."
"Bella's pretty good at English. I'm sure she could help you. Right, Bella?"
He looked at me, and I nodded. I had been doing that.
"I have been dad. I stay back on Tuesdays and Fridays. I help with homework to, right?"
Lucy nodded, and remembered something.
"Yeah, hey could you proof read the short story assignment? It's not due until Tuesday, I forgot to ask you."
"It's fine, I'll read it later."
She nodded, and we cleaned up the kitchen while my dad walked into the living room to watch TV. When we were finished, we went upstairs and I helped her go through that essay. It was ............... Well, remember I said she was better with numbers? This proved my point. It took a while, but after telling her several times to remember what Alice said, she listened and we finished it. It was pretty good.
Advertisement
"Use your laptop, it'll make things easier for you. Can't you get something to help you?"
She nodded, smiling.
"Yeah, but-"
"No buts, if it'll help, then use it silly."
She shook her head, looking at me.
"Fine, fine. I will. Have you finished yours?"
I nodded, and we talked for a little while before going to bed.
The next week was fairly quiet, Lucy and I spent more time with Angela, and I stayed back with Alice on Tuesday and Friday. I enjoyed staying back with her, but worried it would mean she would be behind with her classes, but she shook her head and told me not to be silly. She was going to see her sister the following day and I told her to have a good time, and kissed her before I left. I spent the weekend with Angela and Lucy, who'd been here 3 weeks now, and I could definitely see something happening between them. They really got to know one another. I was glad that Angela had found someone who would treat her right.
By the time Lucy had been her for a month, I was waiting for them to kiss or admit to something.
I walked into class 2 weeks before my birthday, and sat next to Angela and Lucy. We had English together. English was easy enough. He told us that we could work on our assignments and sat at his desk. I had mine done, and I knew then other two didn't. Lucy would do hers at home, I knew that.
"So, how are you 2?"
Lucy and I looked at each other, we'd spent the previous day with one another, so she knew.
"We were together yesterday, Angela. You know we're good."
She shook her head, looking away.
"I was only asking because this one."
She looked at Lucy, who was staring out the window. She had been staring at Angela, but looked away when Angela spoke.
"Keeps zoning out."
I kicked Lucy, getting her attention. She looked at me, frowning.
"Hey!"
"If you didn't zone out constantly, I wouldn't do that."
She grumbled, but didn't say anything.
"Anyway, are you staying back today, Lucy?"
Lucy smiled at Angela, nodding.
"Yeah, I stay back on Tuesdays and Fridays."
It was Friday, so she would be staying back.
I grabbed my stuff, walking to Alice's class after school. I put my bag by her desk and sat down next to her. She smiled at me, turning to look at me.
"Hey, you OK? You seemed distracted in class?"
I frowned, not understanding what she meant.
"I'm fine, don't worry. What about you?"
She shook her head, rubbing her neck.
"I'm OK. What about Lucy and Angela? Have they-"
"Not yet, but soon. Very soon."
She nodded, and I took her hand. She squeezed my hand and I smiled at her.
"Yeah. At least Lucy will treat her better than Eric did. She seems pretty nice."
That made me smile, I was glad that Alice liked her.
"She is. I have to keep telling her what you told her about finding stuff difficult. She gets upset over the whole dyslexia thing."
Alice nodded, looking at me.
"Yeah, it's tough. But, keep telling her that. Hopefully, it'll sink in."
I nodded, rubbing the back of her hand with my thumb. She moved a little closer to me. She had been much more relaxed over the past 2 weeks, something which surprised me. When I'd asked her about it, she'd just shook her head, and told me that what I'd said about spending time with her really meant a lot. I was glad that I'd done something right.
Advertisement
"Hopefully."
"Yeah, you want to go up to our spot tomorrow?"
I nodded, we hadn't been up there in a while, and I wanted to go back up.
"Sure, my dad's going to be out the whole weekend, starting tonight. I'm sure Lucy and Angela can spend time together."
She nodded, and I wrapped my arm around her shoulders, kissing the top of her head. She froze, but I laughed, shaking my head.
"Relax. It's Friday. No one's going to be here."
She relaxed against me, a little. She always froze when I done stuff like that in school. But, I always done that, when I was sure people weren't around. We never used our pet names, unless there was no danger of anyone hearing us. I'd never hear the end of it if Lucy heard me calling her pixie. Ever. And, I didn't even want to consider how a teacher would react to her calling me baby. I like it, but I'm sure they wouldn't.
"I know. It's just-"
"I know. Don't worry."
"You know me pretty well, don't you?"
She smiled and it made me laugh.
"Better than myself sometime."
She raised and eyebrow and I blushed.
"Well, how many others know you're ticklish and have a tattoo?"
"How many other people have you given one of your drawings to?"
I just looked at her, not saying anything. She shook her head, looking away.
"So, will I pick you up or-"
"Yeah, Angela can pick up Lucy. Or they might stay in my house. Angela's brothers will bother them."
Alice nodded, and Lucy knocked on the door. We looked up and she noticed the way were sitting.
"I just wanted to tell you I was finished. I'll wait outside."
She walked out, and I looked at Alice. She smiled at me, telling me she'd pick me up at 9:30. I was used to getting up early on Saturdays now. I kissed her, and left.
I told Lucy and Angela about the following day, neither of them seemed to mind. They decided that they would spend the day at my house, seeing as they didn't want Angela's brothers bothering them. They were only 4 and 7, so they wouldn't leave them alone. Angela's parents were going to be home, so Angela could stay later than she usually would. I done my homework, helped Lucy and went to bed after talking to Alice for a while.
I got up the next morning, got ready and nearly strangled Lucy. All before 9. She kept teasing me about Alice. She was saved when there was a knock on the door. She laughed, and went up to her room. Alice smiled at me, as I closed the door. I took her hand as she drove, and she squeezed my hand.
"What time is Angela coming over?"
"About 10. You don't wake her before 9 on Saturday."
"Not a morning person?"
I shook my head. She really wasn't.
"No, she's not. I was the same, until I met a certain pixie."
That made her laugh. I used to hate getting up before 10:30. But, now I didn't mind being up before 9. But, when you're spending the day with Alice, who would?
We arrived and sat on the blanket. She leaned against me. She was rubbing her neck, like she had the previous day.
"You OK?"
She nodded, looking at me.
"Yeah, I just-"
"Want me to help?"
I didn't mind, but I wasn't sure how she'd react. She never liked people being behind her. She thought about it for a few minutes and nodded. I was surprised, but happy, that she was letting me do this. She moved, leaning against me. I started massaging her neck and it seemed to help.
She twitched and I stopped. She turned to look at me, smiling.
"It's OK, baby. It helped."
I nodded, and she surprised me by leaning back against me.
"Hey, are you sure you're comfortable with this?"
She shook her head, laughing.
"It's OK, baby. I don't do this with anyone, baby. Come here."
She turned around, kissing me. We lay on the blanket, kissing for a while. She really surprised me, I wasn't pushing her to do anything. I pulled away, looking at her.
"Alice, where is this coming from?"
She leaned her forehead against mine. She took a deep breath, looking at me.
"Remember what I said before about-"
"Alice, if this is about you showing that you care, I know you love me, and I love you to. I don't need anything other than you next to me."
She blushed, looking at me.
"Bella, I want to be more open with you. I really do. These past few months .................. It's been amazing. I couldn't be this open with anyone other than family before I met you. I love you, baby."
That meant a lot to me, hearing her say that. But, I still worried about pushing her.
"I love you to, pixie. I just don't want to push-"
"I instigated it, baby. I noticed you were letting me-"
"Because I don't want to do anything that startles you."
She shook her head, looking at me.
"This is what I'm talking about. You're the only one I can be like this with. And I doubt you can act silly about cuddles with Angela."
She had a point, Angela would think I'm being weird. But, she seemed OK, with us getting closer. We lay on the blanket cuddling for the rest of the day, and I fell asleep on her shoulder.
I woke up, cuddled up to a smiling pixie. I was really close to her, and immediately tried to move. But, she stopped me.
"It's OK, baby. I do the same thing. Want to go back?"
I didn't want to go home, I wanted to spend more time with her.
"How about we pick something up for you and go back to my apartment?"
I nodded, smiling. She laughed, kissing me and asking me to get up. I realised I was squashing her and moved. I helped her up and we went back to my house. I ran inside, and noticed the house was really quiet. I assumed they'd gone out. I grabbed stuff, stuffed it in a bag and walked back down stairs to see Alice looking at a photo of Lucy, Angela and I. We'd taken that when Lucy had first moved here. Angela held it out and we were acting like idiots.
"Do I want to know?"
"No. You really don't. We were trying to cheer up Lucy."
Alice nodded, and we went back to her apartment. I threw my stuff in the corner and sat on the couch, next to her. We got something to eat and sat together talking for the rest of the night.
Advertisement
- In Serial35 Chapters
Keep Breathing
Keep Breathing follows lung cancer survivor Eury as she returns to her sleepy hometown, dreading coming home to her parents and the complicated past that still haunts her. Even with every amenity afforded to her by modern society, Eury has a hard time staying alive. But when the townspeople are driven insane and begin attacking one another at random, Eury is cut off from everything and everyone she holds dear, and left with a dwindling supply of oxygen. Hardships and heartaches, bloodshed and violence, once she’s through it all, will Eury be able to Keep Breathing?
8 148 - In Serial17 Chapters
Odyssey of Life
Change is inevitable, but getting transported to another world is extreme. Marin adapts to the new world she finds herself in, and carves out a small, but comfortable life for herself. An opportunity for a richer life leads Marin to make a bad decision. Alone and destitute, Marin vows to start over right, this time. She won't let the tragedies of the past hold her back. This is a more a slice of life story, with fantastical elements. Marin is not a superhero! She is an average human being.
8 115 - In Serial65 Chapters
One of Us
Justin Mariner was the president of a very successful 1% Motorcycle Club, Devil's Reign. He had his choice of any woman he wanted, no matter where he went. And he had the respect, trust and love of his brothers. He had no idea what he was missing until he picked up his daughter from school and his world spun on its' axis.Avery Harper was a sweet and naïve kindergarten teacher who looked at at the whole world with rose colored glasses, never knowing the darker side of life. She had no idea how to handle it when the glasses came off and her world spun.Can either of them stop the spinning and realize what they need from the other? Will everyone around them accept what they have or look for a wedge to drive between them?
8 263 - In Serial35 Chapters
The Elder's Mate
Artemis is artificially inseminated with the child of a Yautja and when she meets the father, an Elder Yautja named Rhage, they form a bond between one another. Together they escape the Weyland-Yutani lab and they slowly learn to love one another. Their budding relationship will be put to the test. Will they be able to withstand the pressure or will they crumble?• Friends to lovers• Interspecies smut• Sweet fluffy romance• Smut and crude language• Viewer Discretion Advised - 18+.• Mature Chapters with triggering content labeled at beginning of chapter~ Best Ratings ~#1 Predator: 6/26//22#1 Interspecies: 7/10/22#1 Humanoid: 11/22/21#1 Yautja: 3/29/22#1 YautjaxHuman: 7/10/22
8.18 123 - In Serial37 Chapters
The White Hawk
One thousand years after the fall of the patriarchal god, Izdun, forces old and new conspire to undermine the reign of the Sœurarchy that replaced him. They are a sisterhood of immortal elven women whom most of those under their rule accept as goddesses, but many others believe to be merely demonic witches possessing more power at their deposal than wisdom to use it. Leresai Fervarryn serves at the behest of Lady Intrigue, Rhoethella. She is sent to confront a regional lord whose hand seems to be at the center of recent tumult. Born of a proud people historically known for their rejection of divine providence over them, her own motivations for serving as Rhoethella's most feared intelligencer remain enigmatic.
8 135 - In Serial50 Chapters
Never Yours (Peeta Mellark X Reader)
You and Peeta have been best friends growing up, but by the time the 74th Hunger Games rolls around, you have developed a serious crush for him. Such a shame that you were both reaped to represent District 12 in the Hunger Games this year--in fact, no one saw it coming. Just before you were both thrown into the arena, he professes his love to another girl in front of the entire nation...and your world immediately collapses.What would it take for you to cope once you are thrown into the arena? How would you deal with your feelings? Would Peeta notice his mistake...or would he remain forever oblivious to your feelings? And what happens when another tribute starts developing feelings for you during the Games?Anything can happen in this twist of the 74th annual Hunger Games.**I DO NOT OWN THE HUNGER GAMES. All credit goes to Suzanne Collins.**Highest Achievement:#654 in Fanfiction[CURRENTLY UNDERGOING MAJOR EDITS.]
8 161

