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It's officially been two whole months since Jungkook and I have begun dating, and this has been the best two months of my whole life to say the least. When we first started the relationship, it was awkward. We had been hating each other for the past nine years and it was something that we were just used to, so now being in a relationship with someone you used to swear you hated was something I took some time getting used to.

Well, I at least found it awkward, since apparently I was the only one doing the hating.

The first couple of weeks was spent with shy dates, awkward hand-holdings, and shy kisses as well. But we soon got over that phase and are now known as that couple at school.

When we first came out as a couple at school, everyone's reaction was to immediately shock. Half of the school weren't surprised and had actually believed that we had been dating this entire time, while the other half of the school were shocked and thought we were playing some kind of prank on them.

Jaeun did not take the news very well. She, of course, threw a fit and claimed that we were doing this just to gain popularity.

"Okay, I think it's seriously time to get over yourself, Jaeun," I had said, watching her lips tremble and her eyebrows furrow. "I don't know why you're still going after him when he's shown over and over again that he is not interested."

She gasped, "I refuse to believe that Jungkook would pick you over—over me!"

"I mean I don't blame him," I shrugged. "No sane human would want to be with... well, you."

"Park Miyoung!" She screamed.

I sent her a lovely middle finger her way and left her in the middle of the hallway, stomping her feet and yelling at me that she would win Jungkook back one day.

Keep telling yourself that, sweaty.

And Taehyung, well, that was a roller-coaster of a ride.

He would not speak to either one of us for the first couple of weeks. Any time Jungkook or I would make a move to try and talk to him, he would immediately find a way out with interacting with us.

I was confused, angry, and hurt. But after much of fighting with myself, I let him be. I knew he was angry at me and at Jungkook.

I understood that I had hurt him. He had confessed his feelings to me and I had led him on, just to turn around, fall in love with his best friend and get into a relationship with him.

Although I don't regret who I chose to be with, I regret how I took everything. I was so dense, insensitive, and blind to everyone's feelings and had only thought about myself.

Finally I got Taehyung to talk to me. We spent two hours just sitting at the nearby café, talking about both of our mistakes and how we handled it.

"Taehyung," I sighed, running my hand through my hair as I glanced at a stone-faced Taehyung. "I am so so sorry for everything. I know was a huge jerk towards you. You didn't deserve any of the shit that I put you through."

He shakes his head. "Thank you. I mean, yes I was upset with you for a while but I was mostly upset with myself. None of this shit would have happened if I pushed my feelings aside and let Jungkook go for you first. I was jealous of how he had all of your attention and wanted your attention as well. I was a terrible best friend to him and fought for you even though he had loved you so much longer than I ever had."

I offer him a small smile. "You can't help your feelings. We both made mistakes that we shouldn't have, but Taehyung, I don't regret those moments I shared with you. You were, and still are, one of my most cherished friends."

Taehyung peeked at me from under his eyelashes and grins widely. "Same goes here. You are special to me."

And with more confrontations, we were finally good. Taehyung and Jungkook had also sat down and talked everything out. Everything was finally back in place and perfect.

I felt a poke to my side. I squeaked and looked over at Jungkook, who had his nose scrunched up and a wide grin settled on his face. "Whatcha thinking about, babe?"

Sighing, I turn to face him, our faces just inches away. "Everything."

We were currently at a Drive-In, laying on the hood of Jungkook's car. They were hosting a special Valentine's Day event, and Jungkook be the romantic-fanatic that he is, insisted that we would spend the evening there.

The Drive-In was decorated in cute Valentine's Day decorations and booths. Along with that, they had back-to-back Rom-Com's playing on the screen. There were Valentine's Day themed snacks and food.

"What is everything?" He chuckled, his eyes never leaving mine.

"Us." I whispered. "What we've gone through and how we came to be."

Jungkook scrunches his nose again and taps my nose with his finger. "Wow, how deep. Didn't peg you for the sentimental time."

I leaned in and gave him a small peck on the lips. "I love you, Jungkook. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for waiting for me for such a long fucking time. Thank you for being perfect. I love you so much."

A pink blush spreads across his cheeks. "Okay, where is my Miyoung and what did you do to her?"

"Shut up. We're literally in a Valentine's Day themed place, I'm feeling sentimental and love right now." I hiss back.

He giggles and puts his hand on the back of my head, bringing me even closer to his face, our lips just barely touching. "The wait was so worth it."

With that, he leans in and captures his lips with mine. I smile and bring one hand up to his cheek and the other one to his hair, running through it and tugging it. He lets out a soft groan and pulls apart, his hands now both on my hips as he gets on top me of me and smirks.

Jungkook leans back down and kisses me harder this time. I let out a muffled moan and bring my hands back to his hair. He slips one hand under my shirt and I immediately tug his hair harder, earning a groan from Jungkook as he breaks the kiss and frowns at me.

"Uh, ow? What the fuck was that for? You just ruined the mood." Jungkook whines, rubbing the spot where I had pulled his hair.

I giggled and prop my elbows up. "I am not having sex with you on the hood of your car in front of everyone here."

Jungkook winks at me. "Well, like you said, it's Valentine's Day themed. No one would even question it since we're making love."

I sit up and smack his head, earning yet another pained groan from him.

"Can you stop thinking with your dick for once?" I giggle, watching him frown at me again.

"Whatever." He grumbles, laying back down on the car.

I smile and follow his actions, leaning my head on his arm. He wraps his arm around me and pecks my head. "I still love you anyways." He mutters.

"I love you more."

The sun began to set, its final rays of the day hitting us. And in that moment I knew, that Jeon Jungkook had me wrapped around his finger. I was helplessly in love with him and I wanted to be with him forever.

I won. I won in being with Jungkook. I won in feeling like I'm floating on cloud nine with him. I won in having the best boyfriend, the best soulmate.

I finally won.

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