Im still going through scenarios in my head. When our baby is 10 Ryker will be 41 and I will be 33. Thats good right?

Ryker seems tense, obviously him discussing his age has made him vulnerable.

"So" I slowly drawl out

"So what Angel?"He says as he stares into my eyes

"Do you have a question for me?"

His eyes glint and a smile starts to spread onto his face.

"That I do"

"Well go ahead" I say as I shuffle closer to him on the bed

"Go on a date with me?"

What did he just say? I thought we were justing getting to know each other. Did he want to get serious? He docent seem like the serious type. Oh good lord he feels like I have trapped him. I hang my head down and avoid his gaze

"Did you hear me Angel?"

"mmmmm" I mumble as I fiddle will my bracelet and pick imaginary lint off of Rykers quilt cover.

"Go on a date with me" He says as he lifts my chin up

"Ryker" I say "Look... don't feel obliged to date me just because you are going to be my baby daddy. I don't want you feel pressured or trapped. Im taking a wild stab here but Im guessing before me you were really the dating type?"

He chuckles "Before you Angel I wasn't the anything type. All I cared about was my bike, my brothers and my next fuck" Wow ok... maybe that was a little too honest. Clearly their is no room int hat equation for me or our baby.

He grabs my arm and hauls me onto his lap so i am straddling him. My tiny little bump imbetween us. I am looking him directly in the eyes now.

"Now I couldn't give two shits about any of that" he says matter factly. " All I care about is you and our baby" He slowly wraps his arms around me and pulls me into his chest.

"What about fucking " God Sav... you are such an idiot some times.

"Well Angel I was hoping you and fucking could be mutually exclusive" He pulls me out from his chest and gives me a wink.

I shake my head and chuckle "Oh did you now?"

"Mmmmm.... What do you think?" Ryker says

"I think I'll take you up on that date" I smile and lean back in to our hug