I cannot believe what just happened

I am in utter shock

I grab my work computer and start looking at the case against Forsaken MC. Maybe its time I learnt a little bit more about Ryker and his brotherhood.

I pull up my computer and search the drive for the case on the Forsaken MC.

The file is huge and filled with photos, intel and police reports. My eyes well with tears as a read through pages and pages. Drugs, trafficking, assault, arson, suspected murder. I can't stop the tears as they fall from my face.

I just don't know what to think anymore

I pick up my phone and dial Ray

"Change your mind did you Sav?"

I can't even manage to get words out. I just blubber into the phone

"Sav? Are you ok?"

'No. Rykers cheating on me and hes a criminal. I am no where near fine"

"I know I said I wouldn't... but I told you so Sav"

"Fuck you Ray" I yell into my iPhone

"What did you expect would happen Sav? He's part of a motorcycle club... you've got a dead beat baby daddy. He may be good looking but thats about the only good DNA your baby will get from him"

"Fuck you" I scream even louder into the phone

"You're not even my real sister. Your just some trash that was tossed aside that mom and dad felt pity on and picked you up and took you in." I immediately regret what Ive just said but i have little to no control over my emotions right now

"Fuck you Savannah. Good luck handling your situation on your own"

I close my computer and curl up as small as I can and sob.

Im awake and its light. Im in a daze. What time is it? Crap... am I late for work

I honestly don't even care at this stage. It feels like my whole world has fallen apart.

I pick up my phone and see that its 7am. I also notice 20 missed calls from Ryker which I immediately delete.

Theres also a missed call from my mom.

I jump into the shower. The warm water feels so good. I open my eyes and look down at my ever growing belly. Ryker and Lexi where right.... I do look pregnant.

I pull on a grey chiffon shift dress in an attempt to hide my bump. I pair it with a pair black strappy sandles. I pull my hair into a sleek ponytail with my loose waves tossing down my back. I grab my plaid scarf, burberry trench and hand bag and head for the door.

When I get to work I call my mom back. I think its high time I told her and my dad that they are going to be grandparents in 5 and a bit short months.