I walk out hand in and hand with Ryker. I have a million thoughts racing through my head but the biggest and most important one in that moment is - are we together? What does he want with me?

We get to the door of the clubhouse and Ryker opens the door for me to go out to the back.

Theres so many people. Ive never seen so many bikers in the one place. Theres lots of women here too. I instantly start looking for the redhead who verbal attacked me in the kitchen last night but I can't seem to find her. I start to think who is she? Id love to find out.

Ryker gets me a cold bottle of water and himself a beer. He cracks open his bottle and clinks it against mine

"Cheers" he whispers softly as he gives me a wink

I smile and drink some of my water. He pulls me so I am close to him and I immediately and instinctively lean in.

An older man begins walking towards us. He grabs my hand and kisses it

"Well you must be Savannah" he says as his eyes meet mine

"Yep... thats me" I say in a slightly nervous tone. I wonder what Ryker has said about me.

Ryker places his hand on my lower back as he pulls me in closer to him

"So I hear you're carrying my grand baby" Landon announces

"That I am" I respond. Trying to be confident.

"Are you sure?" he looks up and down me puzzled

"Pops.... were sure" Ryker buts in

"Well she doesn't look pregnant is all I'm saying" Landon says

"Im only 8 weeks. Come to think of if we shouldn't even be telling anyone" I look toward Ryker

"Why not" He looks confused

"You're supposed to wait 12 weeks before you start announcing your pregnancy. Its really common for women to miscarry before 12 weeks" I explain

He looks shocked.....even scared

Wow I i thnk. He really does care about this baby

"Only my pops and my brothers know. We'll keep it low until you're 12 weeks. How does that sounds Savannah"

I smile and nod

"Only Rayleigh knows.... I have NO idea how Im going to tell my parents" I sigh

"We'll figure it out" He says as he brings me in for a tight hug

"Cmon time to meet my fuckhead brothers"

He grabs my hand and pulls me in the direction of the grill. "Charming" I mutter as I follow him.

"Ryk" The boys are calling out to him

"Hey guys. This is Savannah" He says somewhat proudly

"Hi" Is all i manage to get out

"This is Zaid" Ryker say gesturing towards another tall man who is flipping burgers on the grill

He doesn't repsond he just nods in my direction and I smile

"Thats Harlan" he says

"And last but definitely not least.... Madden"

"We've met before princess" Madden says as he gives me a little wink

Want a burger Harlan says all but shoving it in my mouth

A waft of meet goes up my nose and I start to feel naseuas

No I think no no no... please God no. But there is nothing i can do. My stomach starts churning.

Before I can even think I push the food away from my face and lurch forward emptying my stomach

Im a hot sweaty mess. When I finish wiping my mouth and gather my sense i can see everyone staring. What have they never seen some one vomit before I think. Geez... parts of the clubhouse practically smell like vomit I think to my self.

I quickly realise what they are staring out

I clasp my hands over my mouth in shock. Not only have a vomited at the Forsaken family BBQ I have vomited all over Ryker. My stomachs contents is covering his once pristine white shirt and cut

I am mortified. He's just standing there looking at me.