Friday, 2:00 P.M.

Ryuk

Me:

For any one who says

Supernova is the hottest

thing in the universe

surely haven't met me.

Ryuk:

I hate to disagree with you.

Me:

Oh please you love it. It's

your favourite pastime to

disagree with me.

Ryuk:

Yeah but you sure got

some qualities.

Me:

Obviously. 😌

Ryuk:

You make me angry so

quickly.

It's remarkable.🤯

Me:

I fucking said two

sentences.

Ryuk:

And yet I am boiling

with hate.

Me:

Maybe you mean jealousy.

Ryuk:

Are you Jin's sister?

Me:

Obviously. Long lost

sister. Oh Jin oppa I miss you.

💜💜

Ryuk:

It takes you just a

second to piss me off.

Me:

Why do you hate me?

😘😘

Ryuk:

Because you suck

Me:

🎶Kiss kiss no I don't🎶

Ryuk:

Kiss kiss shut the fuck up.

Me:

I have so many stab

wounds on my fingers

Do you wanna stab my heart?

Ryuk:

WHAT THE FUCK WERE

YOU DOING?

Me:

I was trying to sew my

name on the hankey. 😂

Ryuk:

You dumb fucking asshole,

I really thought you got

fucking hurt and I was really

worried for a fucking second

but you were just fucking

sewing.

I wish the needle fucking

multiplies itself by infinity

and fucking stab you as a whole!

Me:

Six

Ryuk:

What?

Me:

You used "fucking" like six

times. It's better to avoid

redundancies bro. 😁😁

Ryuk:

I hate you so much.

So so goddam much.

Me:

It's fun to have it mutually.

Wow we share such a strong

feeling. Manifesting it.

Reminding you of hate sex ✨

Ryuk:

Me:

😂😂

So, what're you doing?

Ryuk:

eating, you?

Me:

I wish I could eat up

that comma of that

sentence.

Ryuk:

Me:

It was you who

decided to be rude.

Ryuk:

So, you decided to be

a pervert.

Wait. What's there to

decide? You already are

one. Lmao 😂

Me:

Ryuk:

My sense of humour

is higher than your

fucking common sense

asshole.

Me:

Okk jokes apart...

Ryuk:

I was always serious.

Me:

Fucking don't lie.

Ik you were enjoying

this as much as me

Ryuk:

Can't deny. I enjoy

roasting you.

Me:

Its fine to prep your meal.

✨I am Sorry✨

Ryuk:

Sorry for what?

Me:

Exceeding limits.

Ryuk:

Nah it's fine. Ik you weren't

for real anyway.

Me:

Yeah right. But it was

a bad idea because I

am laughing.

Ryuk:

How is it bad?

Me:

It's bad because I am

in the living room and

I have gained the eyes

of suspicion. Damn my

mom is scary.

Ryuk:

Can you just tell me

what she would do if

she knows what u do?

Me:

Um... Practically she doesn't

know that I do any job.

No one knows except you,

Mi Hi and Minho.

Ryuk:

Minho?

Me:

My older brother. So,

if they come to know, most

probably... They'll take

away my phone and any

sort of media.

Then they'll just force

me to stop doing the work

that they think is too l

trivial and not worth.

And then probably they'll

marry me off.

Ryuk:

What if you refuse?

Me:

I won't.

Ryuk:

What? Why?

Me:

I have no reason to.

Besides them, I have no

one. And parents always

thinks good for the child.

Ryuk:

In this case it's not right!

Me:

What can I say? Probably

the person they would

choose would be a very

rich brat.

Idk but he would treat

me right. On what basis

can I revolt?

Ryuk:

They will marry you off

even if they don't know

that you work behind

their backs!

Me:

I could care less.

I live to die.

Ryuk:

What in fucking hell girl?

we are not born to die!!

what are you talking about!!

do you think a book begins

just to finish? do you think

a song opens with a beautiful

chord just for it to end?

You don't read the book to finish it,

you read the book to eat

up the excitement and the

emotions it evokes!! To learn

and to digest and to fall in

love and be heartbroken!!

You listen to the song to dance

and dance and sing your

throat raw!!! To cry and smile

and swell with the harmonies!!

Yes, we are born with the

inevitable fate of death,

we are mortal after all, but

that is merely the finale of the

play!! The final act, the closing

of the curtains - we are not born

to take a bow and exit stage left!!

we are born to love and be

joyous and yell and move and

learn and cry and feelfeelfeel!!!

we are not born to die, silly,

we're born to live!!!

Me:

We are not born to die

and I never said that we are.

You aren't, I am not.

But the desire is something

different. Like I would never

commit suicide because I

don't have that strength.

It's like you're struck on

the eleventh floor of a burning

building.

At that point, jumping down the

building is easier for me than

burning alive in the flames.

Ryuk:

You're exaggerating.

Me:

Bro, I am living on the

grave of my existence.

I am the ghost of me. I

am already dead inside.

I feel nothing. I am like

overly sensitive but also

emotionally unavailable.

I have long lost any connection

with this loveless world.

Ryuk:

Why are you doing

this to yourself? You

have a bright future woman!

Me:

Because I am hopelessly

romantic. But the world

has lost its charm.

I think people would

get it because hopeless

romantic is not 'sugary'.

It's dark and tormented- the

furor of passion and the

disdain of searching an

idealism you may never

attain.

The world is shrewd though,

It's like finding love in

a whorehouse.

Ryuk:

There are people who

are genuine. There still

are. Even if you're finding

love in a whorehouse, what

if you find another wanderer.

Think about your future

then.

Me:

Future doesn't really exist.

Ryuk:

Don't ruin my vibes.

Me:

✨Life is not real✨

Ryuk:

🖕🖕

Me:

😂😂

Bro, like now I can't

lose you. You know too

much. I've shared my

exclusive thoughts

with you.

I'll murder you.

With hugs.

Ryuk:

That's perverted but cute.

😂😂

Me:

Cute... Did you say cute?

Cute? CUTE?

Ryuk:

Can't you read?

Me:

Guess we should make

out then 💜💜

Ryuk:

🖕

Me:

You are way too fast.

First make out.

Ryuk:

Me:

🤣🤣🤣

LMFAO.

You've got nice memes.

Ryuk:

You too.

Me:

That's the nicest thing

anyone has said to me 😭

Bye. I am gonna get killed

now.

Ryuk:

😂😂

Bye.

•••

(A/N: Writing Jee's part of emotions sometimes make drown me in it. It just feels surreal.)