Tuesday, 6:00 P.M.

Ryuk

Ryuk:

Looks like your

parents are returning

tomorrow.

Are you fine?

Me:

Yeah I am all good.

I have done all necessary

tasks.

Ryuk:

Necessary tasks?

Me:

Hiding my reports.

Transferring files in an

alternate USB.

Taking out the sim 2

of my phone.

And some other stuff...

Ryuk:

Do you do some mafia

sort of stuff that you

have to hide it till this

extent?

Me:

Haha yes.

Ryuk:

Hey come on.

Don't be that negative.

Me:

I am not negative.

It's fine like it's okay.

Ryuk:

It's not okay either

Me:

What do you want?

Ryuk:

I want you to be you.

Me:

That ain't possible sir.

We are not allowed to

be ourselves here.

Ryuk:

Dude, you are thinking

it way too much.

Me:

Maybe.

Ryuk:

What's so difficult in

being you?

Me:

For me it is. When I think

of the word 'I', there is

just hollowness. It seems

empty. I have wildly detached

myself from I.

And there's this constant

fear in me that I may lose

myself.

Ryuk:

I still insist that you

should meet a psychologist.

Me:

Haha sure. One day.

I wish I can just talk about things with someone. Like sometimes I just want to say I'm depressed and lost and want to stop existing. But I don't want them to worry about me or be sad about my feelings. I don't want them to think "oh no idk how to comfort you" or "not this again." I don't want to be a burden or "toxic person". i just want them to understand and then we can go watch the sunset and drink hot chocolate or something.

Ryuk:

This is not something

you should laugh about.

Your mental health is

imp.

Me:

Look who is caring 😏😏

Ryuk:

Me:

Sorry lmao 😂😂

Ryuk:

If you want I can get

you an appointment.

Me:

No need lil boy. I'll

manage.

Ryuk:

I know you won't.

Me:

You're right. Lmao 🤣

Ryuk:

Smh 😒

Me:

Look bro... It's just

a matter of time. And

there is certain stuff I

can do that makes

me less lonely. Like

doing my work.

I know myself.

Ryuk:

If you say so 😩

Me:

Woah you really care huh?

😏😏

Forget this. When's your

birthday?

Ryuk:

9 mar

Yoongi?

Me:

You won't be dead typing

that little 'ch' 😐

Ryuk:

When's yours?

Me:

2nd July

Ryuk:

Oh its soon.

It's may rn.

Me:

I missed yours tho 😓

Ryuk:

We didn't even knew each

other then

Me:

We don't even know

each other now.

Because of certain you!

Ryuk:

It's not like you have

disclosed much about

yourself.

Me:

You know my name.

Ryuk:

Because you don't use

your name maybe. I don't

know any Jee as in.

I use my name.

Me:

Ahh I see. What's your

favorite color?

Ryuk:

White. Why?

Yoongi?

Me:

Just like that. Just

knowing more about

you.

Ryuk:

You're acting weird

Me:

I am always weird.

Ryuk:

😑😑

Bye I gtg.

Me:

Bye

Change Ryuk to Yoongi maybe?

Yes / No