I can't believe what I've just discovered.

Sitting here next to ushijima I've realized what he likes.. to be degraded.

Seeing tendo's text message confirmed it.

I see why he would wanna hide that fact, because he knows he would have no control.

This nonchalant image he has going for him... is going to be exposed.

I smiled to myself as I came to the realization that I was now the most powerful girl In the world. 🤭

"Ushijima, how come you aren't eating anything"? I questioned. Tendo side eyed me, and I think he knew what I would soon be up to.

"Not hungry", he bluntly stated. "You need to eat something". I nagged at him. He glared at me and it sent shivers down my spine.

How am I supposed to degrade him exactly?

He is just so- cold.

His gaze is unforgiving.

Does he like it personal?

Light degrading?

Or the heavy stuff...

Does he want me to slap him?

All these thoughts in my mind, while the two boys just stared at me.

"What"? I asked ushijima aggressively.

I hated when people stared too long... it made me insecure.

"Nothing". He spoke turning away.

"Don't stare at me". I said in a strict tone, causing him to glance back at me surprised.

"Great. Stare again, you're so obedient". I sarcastically said rolling my eyes. Ushjima looked down a little, averting his gaze under my rule. Then upon realizing that he was actually listening to me, he just took his phone out and became distracted.

Wow... seriously?

It's like he forgets who he is when faced with a little dominance.

I turned to tendo.

Hm. In using him to talk to ushijima, I completely overlooked him. I can't believe I forgot about my urge to test those taped fingers out.

"Is that your natural hair color"? I asked leaning an elbow on the table.

"Yeah". He nodded smiling.

Aw- he likes attention.

"Are you this red?... all over?" I grinned, grabbing a piece of his hair and twirling it. His face instantly lit up, and he stopped making eye contact.

"What? No one's asked that before"? I wondered.

"Not a girl"- he responded.

"Mm, I was just curious". I told him.

"I- I don't know". He replied.

"Huh? You don't know"? I asked back.

"Well I do know". He rebuttled.

"So which is it"? I finally inquired.

"Why would he tell you"? Ushijima chimed in, making me snap at him quickly. "No one asked you, be quiet". I remarked. His eyes went a little wide.

Shit, I have an attitude, I forgot who I was talking to.

I don't want him to be mad at me.

All he did was turn slightly red, and look back down at his phone.

....

So that's the type of degrading he likes.

He just wants to be a damn bottom.

Probably never has been- since it's so unexpected.

I'm shocked. Things are going so well, it looks like I'll have to stay sore this entire time 😋

"So... tendo". I smiled.

"Mm- yeah I'm red... all over". He answered.

My jaw dropped. Now that's something I have to see.

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I was alone, sitting in a random hallway in a corner where there were no rooms.

I was getting a little home sick-

Not wanting to go home... just thinking about how I had to in 1 week when this was over. More like- sick OF home.

I was gonna have to spend another boring year being a boring bitch. I couldn't bring myself to sustain a permanent reputation like this, I would have to act as though I only cared for school.

I put my knees to my chest and buried my head in the darkness. I'm not being all depressed or anything, I'm just taking a break from socializing.

"Hey y/n". I heard from above me.

"Kuroooo". I smiled without raising my head.

"Ah- so you remember my voice". He laughed.

I decided to look up at him now.

...

Fuck.

In front of me, stood a shirtless kuroo, wearing black shorts. His hair wet and falling into his face.

Did I mention the silver chain against his chest?

"Um hi". I smiled wider nervously.

"Why are you all by yourself"? He asked coming to sit next to me. "Why are you shirtless"? I asked back.

"Oh so that's what you noticed first"? He laughed from beside me.

"It's hard not to notice". I admitted.

He hid his smirk by turning away for a second.

"We just had a match". He stated.

"Already"?

"Mhm. Since we lost 4 yesterday.. we had to play first". He told me. "4? You better get on it captain". I said lidding my eyes.

He looked over me for a second.

"It's not easy competition". He said.

"I know... everyone is just so... well trained". I mumbled. "Why are you here? Just to flirt with everyone"? He questioned.

"Yeah actually. Not that it's any of your business". I told him.

"It is my business- especially if it's with my teammates". He expressed. I gave him a side eye.

"You don't know what you can't prove". I replied.

He laughed a little.

"I can't believe you chose kenma of all people". He said to me.

"I don't have to choose". I boasted.

"All right then". He spoke licking his lips.

It seemed like he was leaning closer to me.

"Well- can't I be next"? He asked.

"Why"? I asked back.

Wasn't he concerned with the state of his team?

Being distracted and such.

"Don't you wanna try me"? He teased.

"What makes you think that"? I answered.

I won't beg.

"Come on. Right here". He said.

My eyes went wide. What does he mean?

"What"? I asked shocked and nervous.

"Take it right here". He whispered.

His hand already on his shorts.

"I know you'll be quick". He smiled showing fangs.

"Are you serious"?! I chimed. I mean there weren't any cameras but still... that's a risk I've never taken. To be completely in public was too dangerous.

"Want it... or not"? He played with my feelings as he grabbed himself through the fabric of his shorts, revealing the print of his hard dick.

Ahh, my mouth was watering.

"But- what if someone comes". I brought up trying to convince myself not to do it.

"Only person cumming is you". He laughed as I suddenly reached my hand into his pants.

"Woah"- he gasped as I wasted no time in pulling his dick out. "We can't get caught. So hurry". I stated already going to pull my shorts down.

"How about you stand up". The smile in his voice could be heard without seeing it.

I did as he said, and in a matter of seconds he was behind me. Pinning me to the wall with the force of his body... entering me as I held my breath to keep quiet.

His hand over my mouth, and tears filling the corners of my eyes.

My face felt hot to the touch, and my eyes rolled back as he started to move inside. My knees immediately felt weak. "Kuroo". I quietly moaned through his fingers.

"You're such a good girl". He whispered back.

His hand tight against my face.

I cant believe I'm doing this.

It feels... so exhilarating. I'm scared... scared to get caught. But I'm also having the greatest rush of my life.

"Fuck- yeah". I moaned as kuroo hushed me and pushed me harder against the wall.

Pounding into me and laughing in my ear.

"Is this how you always sound"? He mocked.

I didn't respond. His thrusting was already getting sloppy. The rush was getting to both of us.

How could we last when the stakes were so high.

"Cum". He instructed.

I couldn't yet. I wanted to so bad, but I didn't want to show him how desperate this was making me.

Cumming so soon- when all he did was fuck me for 45 seconds.

"Cum". He said again in my ear, gripping my sides and putting his face into my neck.

His hands were warm, and he shook my entire body as he pounded me onto the wall.

Fuck.

"Ahhh"- i softly cried out, my orgasm was begging to happen. My head was going completely empty.

"Cum baby". He softly whined as his fucking turned to hard thrusts. I sighed and let myself go, shaking and trying to keep my body standing.

"Fuck me". I moaned as he continued to pump my own cum back into me.

"Mhm". He laughed as I felt him cum inside.

My heart was pounding, and my insides were turning with adrenaline.

"Kuroo". I said once more as he pulled out and took a deep breath. It only took seconds for our pants to come back up.

As I leaned on the wall for support and I gathered my thoughts.

"Now we will win for sure". He spoke with a smile.

"I can't- believe that". I whispered. I felt timid for the first time in a long time. Because kuroo introduced me to a crazy sex high that I would never forget.

"It was good. Find me sometime again when you wanna feel a real rush".

Wait- so that wasn't even the craziest thing he could have thought to do?

Maybe- no.... I'll for sure see him again.

"Bye kuroo". I said walking around the corner.

"Where are you going"? He smiled.

"To shower". I replied as the biggest smile crossed his face.