Keegan and I's game officially starts today, as were heading to set for the first time since we found out. We didn't get a chance to tell Shay at home, so we decided since we didn't have any scenes today, just has to be there to be there, it would be the perfect time to pull her aside and tell her. I go to the lot she's on, watching all the filming, because she too doesn't have any scenes herself.

"Shay!"

"Troian, what's up? Why are you even on this lot?"

"I came to get you, I want to talk to you."

"Oh, alright! Shoot."

"I think we should go ahead and head back to my dressing room if that's okay." I say looking around so she gets the idea that I don't want people to hear the conversation.

"Okay, yeah. It isn't important for me to be here, I was just passing time."

We head back to my dressing room, which is a good 5 minute walk. The entire way there I don't speak, just Shay saying she's very worried and the more I don't talk to more worried she gets. But I can't talk, or I'll tell her. And I would do it in the worst way, I always do. So I keep my mouth shut until we arrive at the room.

"Keegan thank God you're here! She hasn't talked since she said she wanted to talk to me privately! Someone tell me what's going on."

I sit on the counter like I do most times I'm in the room, and Keegan sits beside me.

"Shay. Do you remember that one night when I had a little..scare?"

Her eyes got big as she wasn't aware Keegan knew this information and was okay with it.

"He's cool with it, chill."

"Oh, well yeah I remember. Why?"

"Because it was less of a scare and more of a lie to you."

"I'm confused."

"I told you the pregnancy test was negative, when in fact it wasn't. It was 2 straight pink lines."

"So you're pregnant?"

"Yeah. I'm so so so so sorry that I lied. I got scared and I didn't believe it. But now we're good, and you know the truth. Do you forgive me?"

"Of course, T. It's you and you're going to have another one of my FAVORITE people in the world and I'm beyond excited for you!" She squeals

"We were going to play our game, let them guess. But with everything that's happened, do you think they'd be upset with the news?"

"With the news? No. With the game? I don't know, maybe. But they'll get over it once they think about their niece coming into the world."

"hey!" Toby pipes up "It very well could be a boy!"

"Okay okay Keegan! I'm sorry, you're right."

"He wants a boy." I say laughing and looking at him.

"I could tell." She laughs

Today Keegan and I head onto set with the girls. We leave them with Shay and go back to my dressing room because it's closer to the set we'll have to shoot on. I sit on the counter and reach in the mini fridge for a water, and lean my head back against the cabinets.

"Why so stressed?" Keegan walks over and puts his hands around my waist.

"I'm not, really I'm not. But I was thinking, do you remember when we go pregnant with Cassadee and thought I was going to have to quit the show?"

"Yeah.."

"Well there's not a thing further from my mind this time, and it makes me so happy." I say lifting my head up.

"I completely understand the feeling." He says, and kisses me.

We're in there hugging after we kissed and then we hear Ashley speak;

"No wonder they have so many kids already, it's AM and they're making out." Except she says it loudly, on purpose which immediately makes me worry that the other cast members heard her. But when I look in the direction of the door I don't have to worry about that, because it turns out that the entire staff/cast is at the doorway just watching us.

"I'm really sorry guys." I say bashful and looking down to play with my nails. Keegan is silent, probably because he doesn't know what to make if the whole thing.

"Troian, it's all okay. Calm down were just teasing you." I hear out of Shay.

"Where are my kids?"

"Mommy?" I hear my sweet, innocent ildest child say.

"Sophia! Hi baby, how are you?"

"M-om. You just saw me a little bit ago." She says matter-of-factly.

"Well then I better let you go with auntie Shay for a long time more, shouldn't I?"

"Um, maybe not yet." She says, and holds on to me tight.

I laugh and continue to hold me daughter up against me when I feel something in my stomach.

Kicking? Already? How far along am I exactly? I haven't been to the doctor yet.

"Mommy!! Your stomach is moving!" I hear Sophia say.

"What?" Keegan asks

"Keegan. We have an issue."

"Can one of you watch the girls for like 5 minutes tops?"

"No, we want to know what's going on." Lucy speaks up sternly, which she almost never does.

"No offense, but this isn't your place. I'm sorry."

"We're your family and were with you for everything. What could possibly be so secret that we can't know?" Ashley adds.

"You have a point, but this is a surprise."

"Okay, well you can't be pregnant again already, you're already married, and there is honestly nothing else that's that huge. And we want to know." (Sasha)

"Keegannn. What do we do?" I whisper.

"Troian they deserve to know, no matter how upset they are."

"You're using your real names? I didn't hear the rest but you were using each other's real names, even when you thought we couldn't hear. Guys, what's wrong?" Lucy asks.

"Can we all go sit in the living room?" There was a huge living room on set with lots of seating and area for entertainment, which we used when we weren't shooting. Like now.

We all walk into the living room and Keegan and I stand up front.

"Keegan, do you want to tell them?" I say choking up.

"You can do it, Troi."

"Please don't make me, they're going to hate me." I wishper

"No they won't, I promise."

"Keegan please can you just do it." I say through gritted teeth.

"Whatever, Troian." He says, obviously very annoyed.

"Everyone, Troians pregnant again."

A/N:

WOW! A lot happened this chap and I'm sorry if you got confused. I'm aware that the song is "I hate U, I love U" but didn't feel that was the right title, so I changed it to the real word. Please vote and comment! Oh and feel free to message me with any ideas, I LOVEE HEARING THEM!!