Aftee explaining to Keegan everything that was going on, he didn't agree with me. He agreed that

maybe having my parents in our life creates too much stress and that they needed to go, but he thought that my mom was in the right this time. I wanted to scream and kick and shout at him but I knew that wouldn't solve anything. After deleting our parents phone numbers and even going as far as placing a "no contact" order, we decided that we had bigger problems than my parents.

"Troi, when I say this, you have to promise to not get upset."

"Okay..?"

"You told me yesterday that you were pregnant. If that's true, and you just don't want to talk about it, well we need to talk. But if you just thought you were pregnant and you aren't, we can drop it."

Here I had a choice. Tell him the truth or have him drop it. I lied to Shay so that I could prepare, but this was my husband. I had to tell him, no matter how hard it was going to be.

"Keegs" I whined almost falling to tears. "We're going to have another baby." I say, letting a few tears run down my cheek.

"That's a lot to take in, but it's also so exciting Troi!"

"Yeah." I sniffle, looking down.

"Maybe we'll get a boy this time!"

His eyes spraked up with excitement like I'd never seen before. Even though I really wanted another girl, I would love a boy for Keegan's sake.

"Since we didn't get to play our game with Cassie, can we please do it this time?!" Keegan begs

"Oh no." I say sarcastically and then quote him, "we're too old for that."

"Hey we're 24 and 25, were still young!" He quotes me and we both laugh.

"Sure, I won't ruin it this time."

"Thank you Troi." He looks at me and leans in to kiss me. Then the doorbell rings. I can see he's frustrated but he still goes and opens the door. This is a sign of his being super protective now that he's knows I'm pregnant. He always does this and it partially gets on the cast and I's nerves, but we all think it's adorable so we never stop him.

"Troian! Shays back!"

I quickly stick the positive test deep in my purse and close the app I'm on, as it says I'm late.

"T, are you alright?"

"We're fine, just not going to associate with my parents anymore." I explained, and continued to explain while Keegan made drinks.

Drinks. Like alchohal. For real Keegan?? I walk up to where he is in the kitchen, and whisper in his ear.

"Keegan I can't drink."

"Oh yeah..here let me put this up."

"Thank you."

I walk back to the couch where Shay is on her phone.

"Is Keegan getting us wine?" She asks.

"If you want some go let him know, I'm not really in the mood for wine right now."

"Wow this is the first time you haven't been in the mood for wine and you're not pregnant." She laughs and gets up to go to the kitchen.

I lied to Shay. Now she's never going to guess on her own and when she does other people will have before her. I can't do that to her, she's going to be the godmother! I'll have to talk to Keegan tonight, but I think we'll have to tell her, and soon.